Chapter 482: Memories of Zhang Nan
"I will solve Xia Wanru's problem, I can't give her another chance to hurt you, you are the woman I love! Whoever dares to do anything to you is against me!" Cui Zhihao is as domineering as ever, but there is a little tenderness in this domineering, if he is another woman, he will definitely be fascinated by him.
"I don't have any other luxuries, I just hope that she won't come to disturb my life again, fighting with her, it's tiring. "For Xia Wanru's approach, Ruhan is very helpless.
"Don't worry, I promise, she doesn't stand a chance. Cui Zhihao seemed to be thinking, his eyes looked ahead, but he didn't look directly at Ruhan's beautiful eyes.
The two were silent for a moment, and Cui Zhihao broke the silence. "Oh, Ruhan, by the way, there's a meeting next Tuesday, and the managers of all branches are back for a meeting. You also participate. ”
"What, all back?" Ruhan first thought of Zhao Gang.
"What's wrong?" Seeing Ruhan's expression was very strange, Cui Zhihao couldn't help but ask rhetorically.
"Well, it's nothing, if it's okay, I'll go first. Without waiting for Cui Zhihao to answer, Ruhan walked out, thinking of Zhao Gang, her heart was beating hard, these days, she has been controlling herself for not wanting him, and the taste of heartache is not good......
Ruhan is uncomfortable, and Zhao Gang is not comfortable, but he is sad not for her, but for a woman he thinks he loves the most - Zhang Nan. For him, Mo Lian is of course fresh, but this girl is too difficult, making her physically tired and mentally tired, calm down, he loves to look at Zhang Nan's photos, look at them, he will think of their beautiful past, of course, he will also think of the difficult days when they just broke up. Every time he saw the letter he wrote to Zhang Nan, he would be moved to tears:
I'm sorry, daughter-in-law, I just said a lot of things that made you angry
Believe it or not, my words are false, I never thought that way, I just wanted to say that I was angry with you coming back
I know your temper, you won't be coerced, I'll know when you take your clothes
Believe it or not. I never really wanted to take away the clothes, my idea was simple, I just wanted to scare you, even though I knew it would be very irritating to you and unfair to you. But I really don't have a good way to do it, you never get up and talk to me, even if I put down my work and wait for you. You always think that I will not forgive you, but have you ever thought about my feelings, and what I needed most at that time was comfort.
Do you know, I care about you and love you, when I knew that you were going to commit suicide, I used my mobile phone QQ to stabilize you, and I took a taxi to rush here, and it arrived. But you will not see me
I know it's all my fault, whether you want to forgive me or not, facts are facts, and what happened is what happened, right?
I don't want you to be with me anymore, because your temper has been very big once. That's right
I can't get your heart back, and although I thought I could do it at first, I couldn't
I regret that I did that and ask for your understanding
I'll tell you a secret, because I've never lied to you, and that night, I thought about taking my own life. But Chenchen called the second brother, and I was seen by him when I was wandering around Cui'er's house, and he sued Cui'er, and Cui'er called me, but my phone was turned off, and I sent more than a dozen text messages. Comfort me, this is something I didn't expect, I think the person who should care about me the most at this time is you, but you didn't show up. But she showed up, and I'm sorry for her.
Of course, I'm sorry for you. It's my fault that I'm too willful, too cautious, too self-righteous, too self-centered, and too demanding of you. I know I can't give you anything, and I shouldn't ask of you like that
Again, you can treat the irritating words you said today as if they didn't happen, because I deliberately got angry with you and asked you to go home and face me, and of course you can take it as true, because you don't believe me anymore
Anyway, I know that some things and some words are irreparable, just treat me as a bad person, a bad person like your ex-husband, I won't pester you anymore, because that will only make you hate me more, so let's leave you a good memory
Delete my QQ and phone number, you don't want to see me, don't leave any traces
I'm gone, and I hope your future is happy without me
I'm fine, maybe one day you'll see me happily with other women, hehe
Finally, I called "daughter-in-law", thank you for letting me fulfill my last promise tonight "to accompany you for your birthday"
Let's say it again, I really hate you, and you don't listen to me at all
Daughter-in-law, I love you, forever
I still remember you saying "Husband, I'm sleepy, I want you to sleep with me in your arms", and I cried when I saw this sentence
Goodbye my dear bat.
The big fool, the big fool, and the transformer who will always love you -- Zhao Gang
yes, what you do now doesn't matter to me, really, do you really think so?
Do you know why I left you in the first place, firstly, because you lied to me, and secondly, because Li Peng's matter touched me a lot, I don't want our ending to be like that, long pain is better than short pain, so I chose to give up, maybe I was cowardly.
Sometimes I'm thinking, why don't I know a woman's heart, I really can't guess your mind, so I think, you have two possibilities for me: one is that you keep lying to me again, I'm just a guest, you're using me to achieve what you want, although I don't believe it's true, but there are many things that prove it to be true, what you want, I didn't send it to you soon, you just want to leave me, although I bought it, but you still want to break up, you still decide. But my expression makes you really unbearable, you don't want this incident to mess up my life, so you choose to forgive me, but you will use other ways to make me retreat, that night I waited for you all night, you went out to play, left me cold there, you want me to get angry and leave, even if I take all your things, you have no regrets, because you feel that you owe me, you don't want to hurt me as a really good person. But I didn't get angry, I didn't blame you, you didn't know what to do, but I quickly gave you a chance, I said, "If you don't show up at 1 point, you will bear the consequences", and in the end you chose not to show up, you can get rid of me and you won't have any responsibility. Maybe you choose to give up on me because you don't think you deserve it, or because you think it's unfair to me, but anyway I believe that you still like me and love me, even though I can't see it, because you keep lying to me all the time, I ask you, are you fair to me like this?
The second is that at the beginning you were using me, which is normal for any woman in the night scene, and then you think I am very good and worth loving, so you fall in love with me, but because I have a family and you have had a failed marriage, you no longer believe in love, you would rather me leave you than suffer another grievance, you choose to give up, but you don't know what to do, again, I gave you a chance, and you finally chose it.
You know, I really like you, I don't mean anything else by saying this, it's just that I've been thinking about a lot of things these days, to be honest, I've been thinking about whether to let you leave our house, if you're fake, I'll have you disappear a long time ago, but I don't believe what other people say, I just want to believe you, I really can't think of a man walking into our house and lying on our bed, Woman who me, don't lie to me anymore, I saw it downstairs in your house, because I don't believe you anymore, or I know that there are some things you don't want to sue me, for fear that I will be sad, but I am even more sad in the face of lies.
I hate you because you have arranged lies over and over again, and you know that a lie is a lie to make up for the original lie, and the lie will grow more and more and sink deeper and deeper.
I love you, that's true, otherwise I wouldn't have spent so much money, don't you think it's too much if you lied to me, and if you didn't lie to me, why would you do it. I'd rather like a real person than be hurt like that.
I thought about it for a long time and decided to say three words to you, "You go", and leave our house, because it used to belong to you but now it doesn't, because I no longer believe in you, I no longer love you, but hate. I'd rather the house be empty than go in with another man, I'm really tired. No matter what you think, angry or hateful to me, I've decided.
Of course, if you want to keep all the things I give you, isn't that too much, yes, I'm going to be so excessive, I'm going to make you hate me, just as you make me hate you like this.
Really, I'd rather believe that you've been lying to me now, so I'll be comfortable doing anything.
I'm really tired these days, I always want to know if you're happy, if you're doing well, but I can't control myself, I can't put myself into normal work, I want to live a peaceful life when I leave you, but I can't do it, I think even if you really leave, I still can't do it, why is this?
This long letter was written by Zhao Gang to Zhang Nan a year ago, and he still remembers the feelings and moods at that time. Sometimes, Zhao Gang himself doesn't understand himself, why Zhang Nan lied to him and hurt him, but he never forgot her. Ruhan loves him so much and pays so much for him, but he has the idea of putting her aside, perhaps, he likes to chase a fresh and exciting life after all, and he can't give the stable life that Ruhan longs for.
After being free for so long, he can no longer adapt to the bound married life. And Zhang Nan can just meet his requirements, since the day they got together, Zhang Nan has never thought of marrying him, let alone giving him a child. What she used to covet was nothing more than his money. is just like her Weibo nickname "Look at the money, go to the thick". * The image of a naked gold worshipper is obvious. It's just that Zhang Nan is quite handsome, and people who don't know her still think she is an innocent woman. RO