When I received a gift, I was happy, and I was like a child. Pen fun and pavilion www.biquge.info

A-chan, who has always been regarded as a child by Mariko, has always relied on Mariko's A-chan, and at this moment I feel that Mariko is a real child, a child who can't help but love. These days are hard, and Mariko tries to turn a blind eye to everything, but the scenes often happen right in front of her eyes. How many times Mariko wanted to cover her eyes, how many times did Mariko want to escape, how many times did Mariko wish she was unconscious.

Whenever this happens, Mariko can only hold on tightly to her promises to herself:

I'm going to try to be brave for Yona.

So, Mariko still insists on standing here, so, Mariko still tries to smile.

It's just that the date marked April 19 on the desk calendar was circled one by one at the beginning, and then circled one by one.

Every day, every painting, is the persistence of biting the lower lip, and it is the sadness that goes around the intestines.

Mariko didn't cry, courage was a kind of faith with tears, she would rather wander in pain in her dreams than let it slip away in weakness.

The day has finally come.

Mariko woke up early and held her phone in a daze, and after saying happy birthday, she didn't know how to continue.

But if you decide to do something, an opportunity will arise.

Anyway, Mariko thanked Huya for giving her this opportunity.

"I like you the most. ”

"I like you the most. ”

Huya and Yona laughed at each other on Twitter.

Looking at Twitter, Mariko seemed to be able to see the cute expressions of the two of them saying this. Rubbing the lines of words on Twitter with her hand, Mariko once again thanked Huya in her heart, and finally knocked out a simple but extremely important 8 letters on Twitter @Yangcai:

「I love you」

If you say something like this at this time, will you get a playful answer like "I love you too" just like Huya?

Unlike the anxious mood of the WOTA, when I wrote this sentence, Mariko seemed to have unloaded the stone that had been pressing on her chest, and the whole person was relaxed, expressing everything she could express and making all the efforts, as for the answer, it was not something that she could control.

And this answer, whether it is or not, did not meet Mariko's expectations.

Again, Mariko was placed. Mariko, who hoped to at least get an answer, had also disappointed, and he should have known that Yiyangna's character would definitely be like this, Mariko couldn't help but smile bitterly. She should go home after work, but her footsteps unconsciously came to the vicinity of Yangna's house, since this is the case, let's go see Yangna.

The moonlight is so dazzling, and I don't know why the tears keep flowing down.

In the bright moonlight, Mariko saw Yuko wrapping around Yangna's waist and asking for a kiss from Yangna, but instead of refusing, Yangna even took the initiative to lower her head and bend down to match Yuko, and the lips of the two people were tightly fitted together, so clear in the moonlight......

Mariko didn't interrupt the two of them, didn't make a sound, just silently turned around and left.

Although it's almost late at night, a person like Yuko who values the future of an artist will kiss Yangna deeply on the street in front of the door, no matter what the purpose of approaching Yangna before, she should love Yangna very much now.

The cold wind of the spring night slowly dried the tears, Mariko liked the cold wind for the first time, although it was difficult, she could wipe away her tears, at least she could show a smile to everyone and herself, it was good for two people who love each other to be together, as long as Yangna was happy, wasn't it?

Mariko and Yangna's homes are very close, and the road is very short and long. It's as short as a moment to look up at the scenery again after falling into a memory, but long enough to decide the approach and departure of a lifetime. When Mariko looked up again, she was already standing in front of her house. In addition to himself, there was another figure standing in front of the door, a weak figure trembling slightly in the cold wind, A-chan. Yona watched the thin figure disappear from her sight, and suddenly had a feeling that she couldn't grasp everything in the cold wind of early spring, but she didn't have the courage to chase after that figure.

The days that followed were even more helpless and long.

On days when the members receive the announcement en masse, Mariko will greet Yona with a smile and then shrink into a corner.

When A-chan, Takahashi, and Huya are there, Mariko will talk and laugh with them, and when they are not there, Mariko will pick up something casually, as if she is very interested in researching, smiling but not saying a word.

Just like watching Mariko disappear from sight that day, Yona could only watch Mariko close herself off into a world, and everyone was locked out, including her Yona Kojima. Yona had never been so jealous of A-chan, Takahashi, and Toraya, that they could enter Mariko's world, but when this intense jealousy passed, Yona would hide in the bathroom and cry even more sadly, because Yona felt that she might have lost the right to be jealous.

Breaking up seems to be a more logical thing than dating, and after breaking up with Yuko, Yona wanted to ask Mariko to meet alone countless times, and wanted to explain to Mariko, although she didn't know how to explain it, at least she wanted to tell her her feelings face-to-face.

I can't remember how many invitations, every invitation email has been lost, and Mariko has never replied to her again.

During this time, Yangna and A-chan often meet, and every time Yangcai asks A-chan, A-chan will still be very happy as long as there is no work or important matter.

Every time they meet, they just talk about common topics such as clothes, food, and work, and even when they talk about members, they don't mention Mariko's name.

met again, and the two of them, who had been soft after shopping, decided to eat and rest.

The owner of the restaurant seemed to be very familiar with A-chan, and enthusiastically delivered the menu in person for the two of them to see. When the two of them buried their heads in reading the menu, the boss recommended the dishes while not forgetting to chat with the two:

"The new chef curry did a good job. By the way, why didn't Shinoda-san come?"

The boss left briskly with the ordered menu, but the two fell silent.

"Do you like mari-chan?"

After a moment, her gaze stayed on the horizontal line shaking in the glass, and chose to break the silence first.

"I love her. ”

Unexpectedly, Ah Chan did not hide a trace.

"And does she like you?"

Yona unconsciously bit her lower lip and asked anyway.

"Like. ”

There was no hesitation in answering.

"You're together?"

Yangna closed her eyes and seemed to use all her strength to finish asking.

"Nope. ”

The unexpected answer made Yona's eyes open suddenly, and A-chan in front of her was still wrinkling her nose and smiling so beautifully, however, her smile was full of bitterness. Yangna, who was originally relieved by this answer, didn't know why she couldn't bear to see this smile:

"Don't laugh. ”

Yangna said to A-chan in a reproachful tone, her tone couldn't stop feeling distressed, the person in front of her may be her rival, but she is her partner and friend for many years.

Mariko smiled like that day, and kept laughing, even when she was so drunk that she couldn't stop crying. ”