93 The Pain of Thought

The trouble caused by himself naturally has to be solved by himself, so Alslen, the most lightly injured patient, was admitted to the intensive care ward that Yelena was in charge of, the difference is that the other patients each have a thick transparent sterile plastic 'mosquito net', only Alslen does not, he can talk to several other patients. Pen | fun | pavilion www. biquge。 When the pain is no longer unbearable, there is only one problem that these patients face, and that is boredom. Arslen is a man of many words, not only Russian, but also his native Mongolian, as well as Daur and Ukrainian, which makes him popular in this somewhat cramped seven-person ward.

You must know that this ward is very comfortable, the day on the grassland is very hot, but at night, it is very cold, and you need to wear cotton clothes or leather robes, but the four wards that Yelena is in charge of are completely different, there are ventilation and filtration systems, and even air conditioners, of course, it is the kind of air conditioner that blows in with ice cubes in the air cooler, but even such a simple air conditioner can still make Yelena's ward seven or eight degrees lower than other wards, generally between 22 and 25 degrees, and at night, it is warmed, It is also to keep this question, the nurse door has a very important job is to be responsible for the five cooling fans in the room.

Looking at Arslen as a lively person, everyone still hates and is jealous. However, the main thing is to be happy, because Arslen is indeed a very good person, he can be a translator for the patients, and even sing songs and jokes for everyone. Yelena apparently discovered this problem and got a record player, and the record was made by Yelena herself in the space. For this reason, it took great pains to get patients of the same language into a room, which was really impossible to assign, and for a while Soviet songs, operas, and light music were played, and Mongolian soldiers were played with Mongolian songs, horse-head fiddles, and hoomai performances, which were absolutely modern and processed nature.

In fact, what makes other patients most jealous of Alslen is the food, they are patients who have been injured by the explosion and have extensive burns, they need to be strictly taboo, and Yelena is extremely strict in this management, from cooking, to the food distributed by each patient when distributing food, she is very careful and serious, and for those who want to smoke and drink, they are all yelled at by Yelena.

"Think about your family, wives, children, parents, those comrades-in-arms who eagerly hope that you can be healthy and free of sequelae, as well as those of us who are dedicated to your recovery, alleviate your pain, and will not affect your normal life because of injuries and illnesses in the future, and you heroes on the battlefield, if you continue to serve in the army, you can also have a good foundation, so, everyone, don't make any more trouble, if you are still not well-behaved, tomorrow's medicine will be very bitter."

The threat is still very effective. Burn patients are not allowed to eat hair, there are many things to taboo, and the supplies on the grassland are limited, they cannot eat beef, mutton, and even less vegetables. Both for the Soviets and for the Mongols, it was very unaccustomed. Yelena could only give them more eggs and find a way to make rice porridge a little more delicious. In order not to make people with severe burns too sad, those patients with mild burns should not eat and drink, let's share the joys and sorrows together!

The grassland at night is very cold, but Yelena likes this temperature, which makes people's minds calmer, sitting alone on the grass, the sun sets, only a little afterglow is left, Yelena is holding a mobile phone in her hand, the mobile phone is very large, because this is the largest screen, but the easiest to hide size, and it is also the clearest image, Yelena did not turn on the volume, only looked at the screen, Yelena's mood at this time can be said to be painful to the bone marrow, tears are completely uncontrollable, and finally can't help crying out loud, It's not the kind of crying that dries away tears, it's not the kind of crying that wah, it's completely crazy howling, shouting loudly, pain from the soul, Yelena wants to get rid of the pain and suffocation in her heart, holding the mobile phone in her hand, shaking back and forth, these are all unconscious actions. Until she found someone approaching, she immediately began to control her emotions, and put her phone in the space, which was the latest video of her two sons, which had just arrived, Yelena transformed it in the space, put it on her phone, and could watch it at any time. When the children are older, they will leave, calling their mother to the camera, the little faces of the two sons are so cute, as if they are in front of them, but they can't be touched at all. The pain of thinking about the child, the pain of the heart!

"Yelena, what's wrong with you?"

Before he could get to Yelena's side, Arslen asked, afraid that Yelena didn't want to be disturbed, so he stopped more than two meters away from Yelena and asked,

"Why did you get out?" Yelena asked, it was time for him to talk to the patients,

Arslen was obviously not very good at dealing with such a scene, and was a little cramped, but he still said, "I see that you have been sitting here alone for a long time. ”

That's an explanation. Oh, yes! The endless prairie, even if you are ten kilometers apart, you can clearly see your yurt, and it is not uncommon to be seen yourself. At this time, Yelena wanted to talk to someone, and said to Arslene, "Sit here and watch the sun set together!" ”

Arslen walked over, sat down, looked at the sunset in front of him, and said, "I hear you crying. ”

Not surprised, Yelena took out a photo of the children from the space, handed it to Arslen, and said, "These are my two sons, who are not yet a year old, and they are forced to ...... Leave me, they're still so ......young," Yelena was choked up and speechless.

Alslen took the photo and looked at it, the photo, it was Yelena wearing a white sweater, her face was ruddy, her eyes were particularly beautiful, with a smile he had never seen before, not a businesslike smile that he often saw, but the kind of sincere smile, she was holding two children on the left and right, they were wearing the same green jumpsuit, one was blonde and blue-eyed, the other was platinum-blonde white hair and brown eyes, I have to say that they were the most beautiful children Alslen had ever seen. Returning the photo to Yelena, she persuaded,

"I think you're the same as I am, and you both have left your children for a reason of necessity. I also miss my daughters, my wife is not in good health, I don't know what happened at this time, but I can't go back......" Speaking of his wife and children, Arslen couldn't help but shed men's tears,

After accepting the patient Alslene, the first thing to do was the case. Coupled with his sister, a girl who has no scheming, Yelena still knows a lot about Arslene's affairs. Alslen, who came from Inner Mongolia, is 26 years old this year, and when he was 24 years old, he went to study in the Soviet Union with his sister at that time. But his wife and two daughters stayed behind. The eldest daughter is 8 years old this year, and the youngest daughter is 4 years old. Moreover, Arslen is studying intelligence, he will soon be sent to Inner Mongolia, and he can't use his true identity, in the place occupied by the Japanese army, so much pressure, it is impossible for him to go home to see his wife and children.

Yelena turned her head to look at Arslen, and found that he also had a photo in his hand, but he didn't plan to show it to Yelena, and Yelena also understood that this was what they needed to do intelligence work. Don't ask either. Changing the subject, he said to Arslen, "I heard you sing a good long tune to everyone in the ward. I still listen to you sing Chinese songs, have you been in Beiping? ”

Alslen was not surprised at all, he was obviously not as honest and clumsy as he looked, and said, "I have been in Peking for four years! Pity...... There's no going back. I liked it very much, my teacher was very nice to me, but unfortunately, I don't know where he is now. Alas! By the way, Yelena, you brought so many good records, I haven't heard of them, they are very good, you must be good at singing Chinese songs! I heard that the song you sang that day is very popular now, so you can sing it to me too! ”

China, that's Yelena's pain! said, "Okay! I also sing a song with you, it is a song that I like very much, and I once made a record of this song and gave it to my friends in China. ”

'The wind destroys the grass, and the white dew turns into frost,

If there is a beautiful woman, on the water side.

Weishui went to the east to the army, and the heroes were flying the flag.

The world is in a dream, and infatuation shakes the mountains and rivers.

The boy is strong and soft, and Qinchuan has been the emperor's hometown since ancient times.

God connects the sky, and the people are famine,

Such as Xun such as chi, the sky is moist and brewed.

Liuhe swept hard and waited for time, and the west wind was crazy.

Galloping on the field, the blood casts a brilliant chapter.

In the spring and autumn period, he wrote a cloud pen, and swayed into a commotion to endow the country.

The world is in a dream, and infatuation shakes the mountains and rivers.

The boy is strong and soft, and Qinchuan has been the emperor's hometown since ancient times. ’

Yelena's vocal range is very wide, not only bel canto, Chinese folk songs, and even hoarse and rough rock is no problem, this one has a bit of rock meaning, but at this time, people feel that there is a primitive charm, and people who listen to it are enthusiastic. In fact, Yelena also saw that Arslen was a very learned person, at least he knew more about ancient Chinese texts, otherwise it would be difficult for Yelena to explain to her what 'Ruxun Ruchi'? What is 'vertical and horizontal', Alslen didn't ask this, but said, this song is very imposing, and asked if it was given to the Northwest Army, Yelena responded with a smile, it's really rare, you can still meet a friend who talks in a foreign country, this is called 'bosom friend'!

The two talked for a long time, Yelena talked about studying medicine in Shanghai, and told the story of traveling in southern China, and from this, Yelena remembered the news from China a few days ago, Mr. Qu sent someone to contact him, in fact, Yelena had already persuaded him, but he didn't take it seriously.

During the Battle of Songhu, the 60th and 58th armies of Yunnan went north to resist the Japanese. Out of patriotism, Mr. Qu is willing to contribute to the War of Resistance. Donating 30,000 bottles of Baibaodan to all the officers and soldiers of the two armies is too important for the troops, and I don't know how many lives of patriotic officers and soldiers have been saved. But later, in the spring of 38, the Nationalist Government invited Qu Huanzhang and other well-known businessmen from Kunming in the name of donating money to support the Anti-Japanese War. Qu Huanzhang happily pledged a plane. At that time, the national government asked him to donate 30,000 yuan, and later said that he had to donate national currency. The difference between the national currency and the Yunnan currency at that time was very large, about dozens of times. 30,000 became 300,000, and although the business was big, Qu Huanzhang couldn't take out so much cash for a while. Unable to make a pledge despite all means, he was subsequently imprisoned.

Qu Huanzhang was desperate for a while, and at this moment, Jiao Yitang, a member of the Central Committee of the Kuomintang, in the name of the director of the Central Traditional Chinese Medical Museum, sincerely invited Qu Huanzhang to Chongqing to jointly contribute to the anti-Japanese resistance. His appearance gave Qu Huanzhang a glimmer of life in a desperate situation, but who knew that this was still a trap, he was under house arrest, but fortunately, he was usually kind and charitable, so the news came out.

Even for true friends, you can't have unrealistic illusions. It must be known that every country has its own independent strategic interests, and it decides its issues from the perspective of its own nation, state, and interests, and no one will set himself on fire for the sake of others. Axioms and justices have different contents in different countries and nations, and each country and nation always proceeds from its own interests to understand and interpret axioms and justice. We should not expect too much from our friends, even if they are true friends, and still less should we bet the "treasure" of the fate of our own army and people on others. Use other people's likes and dislikes to determine or change your own battle plan. Only oneself can save oneself in the world, others can never replace oneself, others are always unreliable, and relying on others is also doomed to suffer. History has proved that the idea of independence is glorious and unbreakable.

This is still true for "friends", let alone enemies? It is all the more necessary to have unrealistic illusions about the enemy and opponent, still less to have a fluke mentality. The fundamental reason why Chiang Kai-shek was passive everywhere in commanding Japan and clinging to the idea of "seeking peace through war" was a fundamental reason. The fundamental reason for such a major misunderstanding is that there is a lack of understanding of the ambitions and appetites of the Japanese warlords. As a matter of fact, Japan not only no longer regarded the Nanjing government as an object of goodwill, but also wanted to annex all of China. Not only to annex all of China, but also to seize Asia and the Pacific from Britain and the United States, the appetite is astonishing, and the ambition is inflated to the point beyond imagination.

It was precisely because of the lack of sufficient understanding of Japan's ambitions that Chiang Kai-shek still tried to force Japan to make peace with a campaign counterattack after Japan had set up its strategic plan to capture Nanking and cut off China along the Yangtze River, and even until the Japanese army had landed in Hangzhou Bay, he made the ridiculous judgment that it was a small detachment and no more than one and a half brigades. The root cause of all this political and military wishful thinking is an illusion about the ambitions of Japanese imperialism against China. Experience has proven that against one's main opponent and enemy, it is necessary to throw away illusions and prepare for a struggle. Only by discarding illusions can the mind be opened, the mind can be emancipated, and the initiative in war can be gained.