Chapter 357: The Desire to Return Home
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For Xiang Yao, although she was listening to Xiaobai's story about him and another woman, she felt a little uncomfortable in her heart, but it was rare for Xiaobai to seriously confide in her this true emotion in her heart, so she listened very seriously.
Listening, Xiang Yao stopped choking his own.
"So Ling Wei Duoduo is going to France?
As soon as the story was finished, Xiang Qian participated in the discussion of this matter, and she seemed to have forgotten about her own business for the time being.
"It should be said that it has been over a long time, I have long lost my thoughts about her, and the reason why I am telling you so much today is because this feeling of separation makes me very uncomfortable. ”
Xiang Yaoyao asked, "You obviously like her, why do you give up so easily?"
"Because I'm really not from the same world as her. Mo Xiaobai popped out this sentence again.
Xiang Qian frowned and looked at Xiaobai.
For this point of view, Xiang owes a lot of disagreement.
"In my opinion, you are hypocritical. If you like it, you like it, if you don't like it, if you don't like it, emotional things are originally a very simple thing, you have to draw so many rules, are you tired!"
Mo Xiaobai was stunned.
He didn't expect that Xiang Yao, who usually seems to be confused and has no opinions, has her own unique views on feelings.
In the words owed to Xiang, Xiaobai also seemed to hear something.
Am I really complicating the relationship?
It really makes sense to say to Xiang Yao, feelings should be a very simple thing, why do we have to make it so complicated?
But as soon as Xiaobai thought about it, he couldn't help but ask, is it really okay if you don't want to be complicated about feelings?
It doesn't seem like it's possible!
Mo Xiaobai still felt very messy.
So he asked again, "Can emotional matters really be so simple?"
Xiang Yayao said disapprehantly: "Why not? For example, if I like you, then I just want to be with you, and I don't care about other things." ”
The topic is back on track.
Mo Xiaobai didn't care so much, he simply let go and said: "But I'm different, I still like Yang Liying, can I mess with you regardless of Yang Liying's feelings?"
This question is a bit interesting, and it is equivalent to Xiaobai indirectly admitting that he likes himself, so he smiled at Xiang Yao.
"That's your headache, I don't care so much!"
Xiang Yao's words were very unreasonable, and even she couldn't help laughing after saying it.
Mo Xiaobai has a black line.
The words are not rough, from the perspective of owing, she can indeed think so.
Xiaobai asked reluctantly, "Don't you mind the relationship between me and Yang Liying?"
"Of course I do. But if I care too much, then I will have to lose you, then I will be sad, and I think it is better not to mind if the two are compared. ”
This reason is very powerful, Xiang Yaoyao snickered again, she herself was persuaded by this reason.
Mo Xiaobai's head is even bigger.
According to Xiang Yao's usual style, this idea is indeed more in line with her logic.
As far as she is concerned, she only cares whether she is happy or not, and she doesn't think so much about whether this triangular relationship is moral and whether it can go to the end.
This is determined by each person's personality.
But Mo Xiaobai is different.
Before there was no system, Mo Xiaobai's personality was originally a little indecisive, and he couldn't do his own thing, so he could only be often entangled.
To put it bluntly, he still can't cultivate at home.
The topic can't go on.
So Xiaobai wanted to drive people away: "Okay, it's not early, you go back to rest early, let me be quiet." ”
Mo Xiaobai really felt a little messy.
"No, I'm going to be with you tonight. ”
Xiang owed but refused without hesitation.
After getting along with Xiaobai for a long time, she is no longer afraid of him, she knows that Xiaobai is a man with a very evil mouth but a very soft heart.
"Don't make a fuss, I'm really in a bad mood today, and I don't have the heart to mess around with you. ”
Mo Xiaobai was referring to his breakup with Ling Wei Duoduo, and he really hadn't come out of that separation emotion.
Seeing that Mo Xiaobai's attitude was very serious, he pouted again.
But she was really unwilling, so she pestered again: "Why don't you tell me about the matter between you and Mo Xiaoying?"
How is this possible!
Mo Xiaobai almost jumped up.
He's not stupid. Now there is a competitive relationship between Xiang Debt and Yang Liying, and the two of them get along day and night, how can such a private matter be said to Xiang Debt?
So Mo Xiaobai refused without hesitation.
At his insistence, even if he was reluctant, he was kicked out of the room.
It's finally quiet, but Xiaobai can't sleep anymore.
He remembered the meeting with Ling Wei Duoduo today.
In fact, for Xiaobai, what made Xiaobai unhappy the most in today's meeting was not Ling Wei Duoduo's departure, but one of Ling Wei Duoduo's words stimulated him.
"I think you are living at a loss, you seem to have no ideals, no pursuits, no clear goals in life, you are just living in a blur. ”
That's right, it's this sentence, Ling Wei Duoduo said that Xiaobai lives a very blank life and has no goal.
This made Xiao Bai very uncomfortable, but Xiao Bai knew that what Ling Wei Duoduo said was right.
Xiaobai is indeed living without a goal.
If it was before, Xiaobai wouldn't have thought about it so much, he just wanted to be satisfied if he could live without worrying about food and clothing.
But now it's different, because of the system, his living conditions have completely changed, and there is no problem with worry-free food and clothing. So he thought, isn't that time for a little pursuit?
It's not an easy question to figure out.
What should we pursue?
Is it money, beauty, power, or responsibility?
Obviously neither.
Mo Xiaobai had no direction at all.
He began to envy Ling Wei Duolai.
Although Ling Wei Duoduo is indeed a bit hypocritical in terms of feelings, she at least knows why she is alive, knows that she wants to go further on the road of painting art, and is willing to make some sacrifices for this, including emotional sacrifices.
Mo Xiaobai suddenly missed his hometown, and wanted to go back to the rural hometown where he had lived for more than ten years.
There, there are memories of his childhood and the footprints he once lived, as well as people who made him grit his teeth with hatred.
In Xiaobai's experience, there are two unforgettable hatreds for him, one is Meng Guangqing, this has been resolved, and the other is about his ruthless uncle, which he has never forgotten.
Maybe it's time to fix it.
Only by resolving that hatred can he find the purpose of life with peace of mind.