123. Chapter 123: Slowly Stop Being Afraid
She remembered the first time she saw the Queen Mother, in the nightmare, it was when she was about to marry Jian Ye, when she knelt on the ground, with a happy face, at that time, she didn't know that Jian Ye didn't like her, she didn't know that she was just a chess piece, she thought she had met someone who could love her for the rest of her life.
"Let's go back. Rong Qingyi suddenly felt a little depressed, and said lightly, "Now that you have figured out how he came, he will not be afraid to come again in the future." ”
"Do you want to think of a way to deal with him?" Qian Depei led the dog and walked back with Rong Qingyi, in front, Lianxiang held a lantern to illuminate, "Don't be afraid of 10,000, just in case." ”
"He's going to kill himself. Rong Qingyi said calmly, wanting to take away the throne from the Empress Dowager and the Empress Dowager's children and grandchildren, if Jiang Shiwei believes that he can succeed, then he is really worthy of the title of the abolished prince, of course, in the nightmare, when she died, she didn't know anything outside of King Jian's mansion, and it was difficult to see Jian Ye, so don't mention any chatting and talking, "This matter will end here." ”
Back in his room, Lianxiang moved the painting on the wall slightly, this painting, to be exact, is not hung on the wall, but directly framed and fixed on the wall, because it is too precious, no one thought to touch it, if it weren't for Lianxiang can't accept that this painting looks a little unbalanced, to adjust, they wouldn't be able to discover the secret of that wall today.
"Miss, are you okay?" Qin Shi kept walking around the room until he saw the three of them come back safely from the passage again, and looked Rong Qingyi up and down carefully and carefully, and saw that she had not changed, and then breathed a sigh of relief.
Rong Qingyi shook his head and said shallowly: "It's okay, don't worry, just do what you have to do." ”
Since he is a passage, since he can't fly the eaves and walk the wall, since he can't step on the snow without a trace, since she can hurt him while he is unprepared, since he wants her to keep Jian Ye's position in the main room for his daughter, she doesn't have to be afraid of him anymore, so it doesn't matter if he will come again in the future. If he dares to come again, she will teach him the same harsh lesson, why did his daughter hurt her in a nightmare!
In fact, Zhao Jiangxuan can take the position of the main room of Jian Ye at any time, she doesn't care at all, she knows that all they want is this, she will definitely give it away respectfully, and she will never regret it.
Of course, she also knew that the face with an exaggerated expression would still be scared if it reappeared, but it was just a conditioned reflex, not that she was really afraid of him, she just felt that when she saw that face, she felt very awkward in her heart, as if she had eaten something bad, and it was inevitable that she would be nauseous and vomiting.
"Has anyone been here?" asked Chandi, glancing at the closed door.
Qin immediately shook his head, "No, as soon as you entered that place, I immediately closed the door and walked around the room, worried about me." ”
Rong Qingyi smiled suddenly, walked back from that passage, breathing in the smell that belonged to the nightmare, she thought she would be scared, but she didn't, she just felt that the smell was a little familiar, but she was no longer panicked, she was alive now, not in the nightmare, yes, even if she returned to the nightmare at this time, she would not be stupid enough to die, she would leave, leave the person who didn't put her in her eyes and heart.
Or, if you kill that person, it's good to be able to kill one more person, in that way, it can be regarded as atonement for your own mistakes, and it can be regarded as revenge for the fathers and brothers who were killed by them.
Yes, if she returned to the nightmare now, she would definitely kill them!
Qian Depei suddenly saw a bloody aura in Rong Qingyi's eyes, a murderous aura that made him fear in his heart, it was a kind of hatred, a kind of hatred after being hurt, could it be that something happened after they arrived at the farm that they didn't know? He was a doctor, and it could be seen that Rong Qingyi had not suffered any humiliation.
She shouldn't have been in the wrong with anything that would make her worse than dead.
However, her gaze, why such hatred?
"Miss?" Qian Depei patted the puppy with his hand, signaling it not to be manic, and at the same time, looking at Rong Qingyi worriedly, he whispered, "No matter what happens, we will always be there, as long as we are here, you don't have to be afraid of anything, no matter what others do, Qian Depei will definitely not let Miss be hurt in any way." ”
Rong Qingyi looked at Qian Depei, her expression a little confused.
"Your eyes. "It was full of hatred, like, like that day, in the Rong Mansion, the day of your nightmare, you-"
Rong Qingyi exhaled softly, lowered his eyelids, and after a long while, he slowly raised his head, his eyes had regained calm, and the expression on his face was also immature and innocent again, and he smiled slightly and said: "Yes, the smell of the nightmare, the passage we passed through just now, is the smell of the nightmare, as if it came from hell, representing the breath of death, so I am a little afraid, but, as you said, as long as you are here, I don't have to be afraid." ”
"So, if something happens, be sure to tell us that although we are just servants to you, we have a heart for you that will never change, we will not hurt you, we will not give up on you for any reason, we deserve your trust all the time, we will never turn our backs on you. Qian Depei said very seriously, "Qian Depei will always listen to you alone, Miss." ”
Rong Qingyi's eyes were slightly sour, these people, in the nightmare, she betrayed their trust, causing them to be killed or injured or flee from the city, "Well, I will remember." ”
Qian Depei did not continue to urge Rong Qingyi to say what was behind him, because, in his eyes, Rong Qingyi is only eight years old now, born in the Rong family, and may be precocious than other children of the same age, and after nightmares, he probably saw something, but after all, he is just a child, he still has to take his time, and he must be careful in the future, and try not to happen the same thing again.
No matter who that person is, as long as he dares to be unfavorable to Rong Qingyi, he will definitely not spare him!
"Let's go build a snowman. Rong Qingyi said with a smile, opened the door and walked out.
Qin was stunned at first, and Rong Qingyi's topic changed too quickly, she couldn't react a little, but when she saw Rong Qingyi opening the door and was about to go out, she immediately blurted out: "Oh, little ancestor, although it's not snowing outside, it's still slightly windy, and it's still cold." Lianxiang, quickly take the cloak and put it on for the young lady. ”
Lian Xiang hurriedly took the cloak and caught up with Rong Qingyi, it was indeed cold outside, Rong Qingyi shivered slightly, this is different from the cold in the passage, this cold is fresh, real, clean, you can smell the smell of spring water in the mountains, the surface of the spring water in the courtyard is shallow and thin, and you can see the small fish swimming under the ice, very cheerful, there is already sunshine, the light is bright, you can't look directly.
"Miss, put on your cloak. Lian Xiang put the cloak on Rong Qingyi, put on the hat, and tied it.
Rong Qingyi didn't move, let Lianxiang help her put on her cloak, put on her hat, tie it, the slight cool breeze was blowing on her face, it was very comfortable, she closed her eyes slightly, looked up, the sun shone warmly on her face, and there was a little imperceptible warmth.
"That's good. Rong Qingyi said slowly in her heart, "God really favors me Rong Qingyi, no matter what happens, I will definitely live well." ”
Lian Xiang saw that Rong Qingyi's face gradually had a familiar smile, and her heart became stable, she was not a delicate and sensitive person, but she could see whether Rong Qingyi's smile was really happy or barely happy.
Time flies quickly, especially in a happy mood, the end of winter, the spring flowers, it seems to be just a blink of an eye, it is summer, not enough to play in the spring, it is already a fruitful autumn, and then it is possible to eat tea around the stove, the winter of hip-hop fun, a year, in a blink of an eye.
This year, there was no one else in the farm, whether it was the people from King Jian's Mansion or the strange Jiang Shiwei, including the people in Rong's Mansion, only occasionally letters would come over, and what they talked about was just some old words of peace.
It is already the third year that Rong Qingyi has arrived at the farm, in early summer, the ten-year-old Rong Qingyi is as tall as Lianxiang, Lianxiang is not happy, but she is fatter and faster, with fine skin and tender meat, she looks like a face doll, her big eyes blink and wink, very likable, Rong Qingyi is not very fat, probably because she has been growing tall, but she is becoming more and more beautiful, and her eyebrows and eyes are exquisite.
Qin dried the washed clothes on a rope and whispered to Qian Depei: " The lord and the lady also thought badly, but they couldn't come, although the surname Meng couldn't leave the Jian Wangfu lightly, and listened to what my family said in the letter, but he was still in charge of the affairs of the Zhao family, that day, it was said that the lord and the lady were finally allowed to come to see the miss, but I didn't expect that as soon as the luggage was packed, the Miss Zhao family fell ill, saying that this was a warning to the lord and the lady, if the heart was soft for a while, the evil spirit on the young lady's body could not go, and she would kill her parents and brother when she went back. ”
"The lord and the lady just listen to him?" Qian Depei said dissatisfiedly, "Miss is their biological flesh and blood, it's not that we haven't seen Miss secretly shed tears, that's missing her father, what kind of Meng Longhui is not a good thing!"
"Yes, I also mentioned it in the letter to my family, saying that the young lady often secretly shed tears and missed her father, and my family said that he had also mentioned it to the old lady, but the old man and the lady seemed to have something unspeakable, just shook their heads and sighed. Qin said softly, "Also, my family also said that this matter has something to do with the Queen Mother, so for more than a year, I haven't seen anyone come here to visit our Miss, even Miss Jian, who has always liked Miss, didn't show up." ”