The book says that a casual act completes the throbbing of youth. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 infoI think I still can't forget him after all these years, I like the big boy of my whole youth. Xiang Yunshu, so far, my heart will feel like a beat is missing a beat when I mention this name. For many years, I thought I had forgotten him, but when I heard his familiar voice again, I realized that I could not forget.

For some people, it is a lifetime of calamity.

I'm Liu Mengying, nicknamed Niannian, Xiang Yunshu and I are junior high school classmates, and now I think about it as if it was yesterday.

The book also says that the most ironclad relationship is three people, so between Xiong Xiong, Big Fish and Swallow, I am always the one who is excluded, and the relationship between Xiong Xiong and Swallow is the best among the four of us.

At that time, I thought that we could be good for a lifetime, just like the sister flowers described in Guo Jingming's novel, quarreling for a while, and being good for a lifetime.

But it turned out I was just overthinking.

In the memory of May, early summer, flowers embraced this small county, blue sky, white clouds, and hot sun. It's not a city shrouded in smog more than a decade later.

Everything was clean and wonderful.

Big Fish and I ate the five-dollar ice cream we bought at the store and walked towards the stadium in the sun. Today is the last day of the school sports day, and it is also my last year of junior high school to participate in the sports day.

"Bang!" The gunshots rang out, the men's 1000 run began, and I was a little bored leaning under the shady shadow of the viewing platform, watching a group of girls glowing nymphomaniac.

"Nian Nian, you see that the 2nd lane is running so fast, oh my God, keep maintaining this speed even if you enter the provincial team!" Big Fish sighed, knowing that her father was the coach of the city team, she was particularly sensitive to these.

I followed her fingers, a very standard movement, turned this corner and ran towards us, our eyes seemed to touch in the air for a second, I forgot the ice cream in my hand, I felt that this summer was not so hot.

Some people commented on Yang Guo in Jin Yong's novel, and when he saw Yang Guo, he was mistaken for life.

I wonder if I didn't see his vigorous posture at the sports meeting, without the illusion of eye contact for a second, there would be no sadness later, and the tears secretly left at night.

Without me asking, Yanzi told me that he was Xiang Yunshu, Xiang Yunshu of the third class.

At that time, we didn't know each other.

When I met Xiang Yunshu again, I was in the office of the English teacher, and our English teacher was the homeroom teacher of Class 3.

I missed him and stood closer to the teacher, "Teacher Wang, I'm here to get the test paper this time." "I am the representative of the English class, and when Mr. Wang saw that my face was better, I secretly calculated the time to ring the bell and told Mr. Wang a few words about the situation of the class.

When I walked out of the office, the bell rang, I looked down, and I saw Mr. Wang's face of hatred, and waved him back to class.

Xiang Yunshu caught up with me, "Thank you just now, you are Liu Mengying from the second class, I know." ”

I looked at him in surprise, "You know me?" ”

My expression seemed to amuse him, and there was a bit of smugness in his tone, "The old class often talked about you in our class, and the swallow in our class was often with you, and I heard her say it." ”

"Oh." My heart was beating a little fast, "It's class, I'll go first." "Holding the test papers, I walked to the class first, but our class and the third class were next to each other, between which he followed me slowly, and when I entered the classroom, I suddenly turned around and saw a smile on the corner of his mouth, and I walked into the classroom quickly.

Lying on my desk, I think my face must be very red at the moment, and my right hand touched my heart, where it was pounding very fast.

I guess I like him.

The likes of my youth are carefully hidden in my heart, his name is in the diary, and the crowd can find him at a glance, and sometimes when I pass by the corridor of their class, I will pretend not to care and turn back, just to see him more......

When I heard his name in the mouths of other girls, although my heart was bitter, I would still prick up my ears and listen to what he said......

Swallow in particular, she was the most fancy of the four, and she played well with many boys, and every time she would tell me what jokes she had told with whom, and what she had done with whom.

Xiang Yunshu's name has been mentioned many times in her mouth, and I always feel a little show-off. Xiang Yunshu has the posture of a student king in the second middle school, can sing, can dance, and sports very well, of course, like all the boys in the second middle school at that age, he will fight chivalrously and hide in the toilet to smoke.

But in the eyes of girls, it is very handsome.

Of course, that includes me at that time.

His penguin was lying quietly in QQ's solo group, and after I "rescued" him that time, we added friends. In my spare time, I would talk for a few sentences, faintly with the smell of youth hormones, I used to think that I liked it, and then I couldn't wake up.

In addition to teeth, the most difficult thing in the world to extract is human memory.

The more you try to forget, the more you keep recalling them in your mind.

I still remember one day, I suddenly found that Xiong Xiong's avatar became very familiar, suddenly, I opened Xiang Yunshu's information card, I saw that they used a couple's avatar, at that moment, I kept telling myself repeatedly that I was thinking too much. Like a mother beast who has lost her cubs, I took these two avatars and asked many people if they were real, and they answered the same way, sending me to the eighteenth layer of hell.

I still remember that night when I hid under the covers and looped A-Lin's "Best Friend's Wishes" through my headphones, tears flowed all night, and I had been looking forward to the dawn, but that night was extraordinarily long.

Later, Xiong Xiong smiled at us embarrassedly, "That's a joke for us, we're just classmates." At this moment, looking at the bright smile on her face and the smugness in her eyes, I think something is still different.

A month before graduation, I chatted with Xiang Yunshu privately on QQ, and I said, "I seem to like you, should we give it a try together after graduation?" ”

I waited for most of the night and he didn't reply. Since that day, his avatar has never lit up again.

Suddenly, I felt that the little No. 2 Middle School had become so unfamiliar, I would never see him on the playground anymore, and I couldn't see the sunny boy when I passed by the third class......

When a person has the intention to avoid you, even if you search the world, you will not find any news from him.

In July 2012, in the middle of summer, I graduated.

Sitting on the central street of the town, Big Fish and I were eating ice cream together, she said, Niannian, do you know why the head teacher has always disliked you?

Why, I asked.

She hesitated, rested her head on my shoulder, and said softly, "Xiong Xiong and Swallow often go to the head teacher's office...... " She didn't finish, but I already understood what she was trying to say.

At that time, I laughed and felt that I was very stupid, this is the best friend I have been treating with my heart and lungs for three years......

That day, we leaned back in our chairs and tilted our heads up, maybe so that we wouldn't cry.

Changing schools, changing places, I began to forget, telling myself again and again that I didn't like him, self-righteous self-deception, and when I heard his voice again, I threw away my armor.

A few days ago, we accidentally connected and said to Yunshu: "Niannian, let's play games together!" "At that time, I was exposed to online games that I was not familiar with for him, and I also met my future friends.

There was a long silence before I said yes, "Okay." ”

In the evening, he sang a love song to me, Eason Chan's "Ten Years". Yes, I like him, I like him for ten years, and I know each other well.

I turned off the voice in embarrassment, and tears couldn't stop flowing, for the sake of my former self, and for this belated liking.

However, it was already late.

Every time I think of him, my heart is very distressed, and when my heart is empty, I redouble my efforts to make myself excellent, I have drunk the strongest wine, and I have seen the most beautiful people, but I can't compare to him, "Nian Nian, I found that what I like is still you." ”

Xiang Yunshu, not everyone will draw the ground as a prison.

Although, when you hear the information about him, you will still subconsciously pay attention; When you see a picture of him, you will be distracted; There will be a wave of sadness and joy when you hear his voice......

But, I've let it go, and I've decided I don't like you anymore.

Youth is sugar, sweet to sorrow.

I took out one of the prettiest clothes in my closet, put on delicate makeup, and went out. The man waited there, smiling softly at me, and he said to me, "Meeting you is the tenderest tiredom of my life." ”

The book says that people will meet two people in their life, one is amazing and the other is gentle.

Let Xiang Yunshu stay in that period of young and sad first acquaintance, and give her former self a hug, she didn't know what to do at that time.

I said, "I'm sorry I didn't meet you in my best years." ”

He said, "Nian Nian, meeting me is your most beautiful time." ”