Chapter 67: Confession on May 11
The days have passed, Ruhan still misses Zhao Gang, fortunately, when Zhao Gang has nothing to do, he will chat with her on QQ, with this way of chatting, the distance between the two seems to be shortened, and they are much more familiar than before. Zhao Gang still joked with Ruhan from time to time, and Ruhan once inadvertently revealed to Zhao Gang that he had always liked someone silently, but he was suffering from the fact that the other party had a family and children, and he didn't want to do anything to destroy other people's families, so he never confessed. Zhao Gang is very smart, and from his words, he vaguely feels that the person Ruhan said is himself. QQ is a strange thing to say, you can't say anything in real life, but you can talk freely in QQ.
The conversation gradually increased, such as Han told Zhao Gang that she guarded him in a post for four years for the sake of this beloved person, and gave up several opportunities to leave. Thinking back to some of the things Ruhan did for himself, Zhao Gang became more and more sure, the person Ruhan said was himself, he was very moved, for four years, this girl dedicated her youth and sacrificed her ideals for herself, but he didn't notice it at all, his heart was also very entangled, and he asked himself, he had to admit that he had a feeling of pity for Ruhan, and it had been for four years, less than love, more than friendship. Ruhan's hint made him heartbeat. He wanted to repay Ruhan, but his reason told him, what did he mean to Ruhan when he took a step, himself, he had a family, a wife, and a lover, he couldn't hurt a simple little girl, her feelings were true, and her efforts were also true. On May 11, the day he knew Ruhan's intentions, Zhao Gang decided to help Ruhan get out of this secret love and start a new life.
In the following days, he often persuaded Ruhan, and Ruhan also knew very well in her heart that she could only stop at Zhao Gang, she could not be a role that society despised, in QQ space, she wrote a poem, which was specially made for Zhao Gang:
Love, just passing by
Engrave the heart like the wind in the palm of your hand
If the autumn breeze dissipates
The fallen leaves of that blood will drift away
Inadvertently
Yue'er has climbed to the top of the mountain
A splash of silver light
It's my lonely thoughts
When the autumn wind quietly blows around me
I already know that the past of a qiē has come to an end
I once thought that the kind of heart that could not be met had a soul
to the end
It's just a fateful passing by
When the autumn rain fell quietly on my shoulders
It has been made clear that the end of Qiē will be speechless
I once thought that I would not change in this life
to the end
It just disappeared like smoke in that instant
It's already scarred, but it's still drunk
Ruhan's poems were published in QQ space, Zhao Gang is the only reader in the space, for many days, Zhao Gang has been paying attention to the articles in Ruhan's space, he wants to read this girl's heart, and wants to comfort her. Ruhan's poem touched Zhigang again, not only moved, his heart throbbed even more, he saw his own shadow in Ruhan's body, he used to love a girl so deeply, no desire, just for love. He began to feel that he should return love to Ruhan, who was the person he should love and cherish the most.
One day, Ruhan saw that Zhao Gang's QQ mood changed, "Be kind to the people around you, because a lifetime is not long; Be kind to the people who love you, because you may not meet in the next life", Ruhan thought to herself, wondering if Zhao Gang had changed his mood for him to sign it. On May 11th, Ruhan's feelings that had been hidden for four years were finally released, she didn't want to do anything, she just wanted Zhao Gang to know this love, and then continue her life, in her heart, even if she loved again, she would not do anything to destroy people's families, but she didn't know that her vague confession would usher in Zhao Gang's strongest response.