372. Nightmare Night
372. Nightmare Night
When I woke up in the morning, the rainstorm had stopped all night and was no longer raging. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info
Shandan was very disturbed by last night's dream, and she silently recited the six-character mantra in her heart, hoping to remove all disasters and bless the safety of her family.
It was a terrible dream: a family of three came back from going out, sitting in a red taxi, stopping outside the gate and getting off, Xiaoyu just got out of the car, Shandan saw a red car rushing towards Xiaoyu, Shandan picked up Xiaoyu, and found that Xiaoyu was not injured, but the horror in her heart woke her up in her sleep, and she was in a cold sweat.
Stretching out her hand to Gu Haiping, who was sleeping next to her, her worries were getting deeper and deeper, and she was often awakened by nightmares.
The usual nightmare is: Gu Haiping got into a car and left, leaving her to watch, shouting, but there was no way to leave him, and the pain and fear in her heart deepened.
I still remember a dream that Gu Haiping left in a car with a woman, leaving her sad alone. After waking up, he kicked Gu Haiping's feet in a daze, and Gu Haiping asked in a daze, "What's the matter?"
"Dreaming. I hate you!" Shandan was already in tears.
"What are you dreaming about?" Are you awake or still dreaming?" Gu Haiping reached out and touched Shandan's face, and found that Shandan had tears on his face, so he quickly turned on the light and sat up and asked, "What's the matter?"
"I dreamed that you left with someone else, and you don't want me anymore. Shandan cried and threw himself into Gu Haiping's arms.
"Little fool! How is it possible? I don't want the whole world to live without you! Don't say it's a woman! Good, go to sleep!" Gu Haiping wiped away Shandan's tears, kissed her forehead, hugged her and gently stroked her back, and coaxed her to sleep.
Shandan leaned on Gu Haiping's arms beside him, and Gu Haiping also leaned over to her in his sleep. Listening to his even breathing, she was relieved.
Slowly falling asleep again, it was still a noisy dream, and I didn't sleep soundly. Awakened by Gu Haiping's nightmare again, she pushed Gu Haiping in the nightmare and asked, "Have you had a nightmare?"
Gu Haiping didn't wake up, turned over and made no sound.
Shandan couldn't sleep for a long time, what's wrong? It seems that everything is moving towards an unstoppable ending, they have all felt it, but they can't believe it, their hearts have been rejecting, they have been subconsciously avoiding.
When he got up in the morning, Gu Haiping didn't mention the dream, it was cloudy and rainy, everything was gloomy and gray, and Shandan's mood was extremely depressed.
After shouting Xiaoyu to get up, Shandan combed Xiaoyu's pigtails in front of the newly bought mahogany dresser, Gu Haiping stood beside him, looking intently at the two people in the mirror, Shandan looked at the stunned Gu Haiping and asked, "Why are you not going to wash?" ”
Gu Haiping patted Shandan on the shoulder, turned around and went into the bathroom.
After combing Xiaoyu's hair, Shandan replaced the area where his finger was injured yesterday with a band-aid. Gu Haiping didn't know when he stood beside him again, looked at the one-centimeter-long wound on Shandan's hand and said, "No wonder it's so empty, it turns out that he was so injured!"
When Shandan was holding a newspaper in the office yesterday, a sharp tweezer on the middle finger of his left hand was cut by a sharp tweezer on the newspaper clip, and the wound was not deep, but there was a lot of blood.
After the shandan is sterilized, wrap it in a band-aid and ignore it. At night, Gu Haiping found the band-aid on Shandan's hand and asked what was wrong, and Shandan only said lightly that he accidentally scratched a small hole. Gu Haiping wanted to check the wound, but Shandan said that he didn't open it for him to show him if he made a big fuss.
Now seeing Gu Haiping's tricks, Shandan glanced at Gu Haiping, "Cut!"
The weather is not good, catching up with the menstrual period, Shandan feels very weak, Gu Haiping went out to exercise in the morning, and before going out, he cooked a milk pot of ginseng soup and added brown sugar to Shandan early, poured a cup and blew it cool with his mouth, coaxed Shandan to drink, and then went out to practice.
When Gu Haiping came back, Shandan had already gotten up, and after listening to Gu Haiping's instructions, he drank another cup of ginseng soup, feeling that he had more strength.
Gu Haiping asked, "Are you up?" How do you feel? Have you drunk the ginseng soup?"
"It's much better, drink it. Shandan looked up and looked over with tenderness in his eyes.
Gu Haiping patted Shandan's face lightly and said, "Well, good!
"Is it still raining outside?" asked Shandan.
"No, it's a bit cold. Gu Haiping replied.
"Oh, you don't have to send Xiaoyu today, I'm on the bus with her. I don't have the strength to make breakfast for you, so you can go to the cafeteria and eat it. "Shandan settled.
Gu Haiping smiled and said, "Well, no problem, you don't have to care so much about my breakfast, I'll just eat as much as I want." ”
"You can't just do it! You're going to work hard all morning. "Shandan was a little upset.
Gu Haiping has always been unconcerned about eating, but she can't help but care, she knows his hard work, and the child is also growing up, so every morning breakfast and evening dinner are bought and cooked by Shandan himself, with a balanced nutritional ratio, which is also suitable for their taste, although it has been more than ten years since they arrived in Yongcheng, their diet still mostly retains its original appearance. It's just that there are more choices in style. Gu Haiping often praised Shandan for her lack of culinary foundation, but her ingenuity makes her meals always so delicious and delicious.
In fact, he also knows that she cooks more than just food, she cooks with love and affection, and every food is her love work.
While cleaning up, Shandan listened to the nagging of Gu Haiping, who was wearing a white vest, squatting next to the garbage basket to clean up his Philips razor: "This time, there is a big problem with the procurement of medical equipment. The equipment in my plan was changed back and forth, Mom's, a lot of people were staring at the cake and wanted to take a bite, and no one was actually doing anything. When the supplier came to the door, he even made it clear that the proportion of benefit distribution was clearly stated, how many kickbacks were eaten for hundreds of thousands of devices, and how to distribute them were planned. The hospital is going to buy millions of instruments this year, do you think about how much the various departments with real power have to be greedy? Alas! The world is going down!" Gu Haiping sighed.
"The reality is like this, you don't have to fight too much, if you cut off other people's financial routes, people will hate you, you have to get by, and it won't affect you much. Shandan was worried that Gu Haiping's integrity and scholarly temper would come up again.
"Well, I know, as long as it's not too much I'm going to ignore it, and it's not for myself. According to their plan, I have dividends, why not?" Gu Haiping replied wittily.
"Hehe, I'm relieved when I'm older. I am also worried that you will fight to protect the interests of your center, but in fact, you have not lost, but what you have lost is that the public money has been divided and put into private pockets. The arms are always not able to reach the thighs, so don't take it seriously. Shandan said.
"I know, you don't have to worry about me, I know what to do. Gu Haiping habitually scratched Shandan's little nose and said.
Shandan wore a denim wash suit imported from South Korea that Gu Haiping bought with her to the mall, and a pair of small and delicate leather sandals. helped Xiaoyu take care of it, and took Xiaoyu out.
Before going out, Shandan turned around and greeted Gu Haiping, but he didn't see Gu Haiping, he had already gone into the bathroom to wash, instead of raising his hand to say "I saw you back" as usual. Shandan didn't think much about it, and hurriedly pulled Xiaoyu's hand downstairs.
Last night, the rain was raging, the ground was full of sewage puddles, and the sky was still drifting with scattered raindrops. The bus stop is in the northwest direction of the compound, not far from home, just a few minutes' walk, but the courtyard is full of construction, and there are fenced construction sites everywhere, so I have to go around. The road is also muddy and difficult to walk because of the mud brought by the construction under the soaking of rainwater.
Xiaoyu's school is very close, two stops away from home, after Shandan asked Xiaoyu to get off the bus, he told him to slow down on the road and be careful of passing vehicles, and he didn't get out of the car and walked straight forward. Seeing Xiaoyu carefully crossing the street and entering the school gate, Shandan turned his head and sat down with peace of mind. Recently, she has become more and more anxious, always feeling restless and panicked. (To be continued.) )