299 (short story) Hundred Flowers Fairy (II)
3. The Hundred Flowers Villa of the Hundred Flowers Fairy
For the Hundred Flowers Fairy, the Hundred Flowers Fairy Palace is certainly an indispensable existence in his life, but in addition, his QQ space "Hundred Flowers Villa" is his real ideal country and his real place where a hundred flowers bloom. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info
In the Hundred Flowers Villa, there is a sentence written on the space signature file: Happy is the flower of the heart! In the name of the hundred flowers, I want everyone's heart to bloom.
It turns out that Baihua Villa is a mountain villa of the heart, and the happiness that the Hundred Flowers Fairy said is that the heart is open. I've never seen anything like it, but it's really fascinating.
This Hundred Flowers Villa is not the only one who talks to himself. There are many visitors in the villa, because the Hundred Flowers Fairy has created such a beautiful and pure place, and there will inevitably be some people who also like such purity.
Among them, a person named "Xinqing" is the most visited to Baihua Villa.
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That's not a strange feeling. The two people don't love each other, they just like flowers, and they both like this feeling of flowers in full bloom. Xinqing will use some very out-of-the-box, but very beautiful language, to leave a message for the Hundred Flowers Fairy. For example: "Today, the begonia flowers in my house are blooming, and I remembered the flowers here of the owner of the Hundred Flowers Farm, so I came to take a look." As usual, I was deeply attracted by the owner here, and I had to leave some words to tell the owner Xinqing that I had come. ”
And the reply of the Hundred Flowers Fairy is generally "Thank you Xinqing for visiting." If you like it, in this Hundred Flowers Villa, enjoy it at will, wander around at will, empty your heart, and happiness will fill your heart. ”
This kind of conversation usually only appears between the kind of old literati over 50 years old, right? However, the Hundred Flowers Fairy is a big child who is not as old as me, and he has nothing to pretend to be so old, is it really that his heart has reached that age? Obviously, this is not the case. Because Xinqing will definitely not come only once, but ...... I come almost every day.
Every time he came to Baihua Villa, Xinqing would step on his space. This was also a fashion at the time when the popular space stepped on each other, but if I said that now, ten years later, Xinqing will still come to the Hundred Flowers Villa of the Hundred Flowers Fairy from time to time and leave a few words, as before. And the Hundred Flowers Fairy still replies a few words from time to time, and the tenderness in the words is still as heart-pounding as ten years ago, so what kind of feelings will this be?
A friend who can be friends for ten years is already quite a good relationship. And ten years later, everything is as it was yesterday, does that mean that there are still some different feelings in all this?
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However, what Baihua Villa brought me was different from the feeling it brought to Xinqing.
When I first came to Hundred Flowers Villa, I really liked the scenery. There are photos of flowers in the album, and the journal is also full of colorful flowers written by the flower fairy. Among them, the Hundred Flowers Fairy even wrote peach blossoms for me, and gave me his article about peach blossoms - at that time, I was very happy.
So, I used to be friends with him because of this, and they are still good friends. Although he is a man of the Hundred Flowers Fairy, the relationship between me and him is still warming up rapidly, and it is also at this stage that he sets me up as the protector of the Hundred Flowers Fairy Palace.
However, the good times were short-lived.
My classmate, yes, is the girl I used to like, Lian Ruojunxi, she admires my writing, and she often comes to my space, where the stars are, to see what I write.
It was a simple relationship between me and her. I don't want to be with her anymore, but as a friend, I don't want to be unhappy with her.
space, this is really a very sensitive place......
The Hundred Flowers Fairy saw Lian Ruojun Xi in my space, and then, he went to her space and began to praise a bunch of praises. Although Lian Ruojunxi replied thank you, thank you, but in private, she said to me: "What's going on with that person in your space, why did he come to my space to talk nonsense?
For me, Lian Ruojun is far more important than the Hundred Flowers Fairy. Therefore, I negotiated with him and asked him not to go to Lian Ruojun's space again.
If he had been able to listen to me and stay away from Lian Ruojun's space, then everything would have been fine. It's just a pity that the Hundred Flowers Fairy didn't go as I thought.
He smiled and said to me, "Isn't it just stepping on space, so what's the problem?"
He still ran to Lian Ruojunxi endlessly, making nonsense and feeling good about himself, but Lian Ruojunxi even had a green face. Finally one day, she scolded me, and then, deleted my QQ!
Blocked, blocked, I can't enter her space anymore, and the Hundred Flowers Fairy is naturally blocked and can't get in. In a fit of rage, I accepted the advice of the dead cat, quit the Hundred Flowers Fairy Palace, and founded Dream Awakening Peach Blossom Island. It can be said that waking up on Peach Blossom Island is actually like this.
Waking up on Peach Blossom Island, after all, it is still related to Lian Ruojunxi. She herself may not know that she indirectly promoted the establishment of Awakening Peach Blossom Island in this situation. This book is written about her precisely because of this. She is not the one who wakes up Peach Blossom Island, but she exists because of her.
From that time on, my relationship with the Hundred Flowers Fairy took a sharp turn for the worse, and I began to distance myself from him and was reluctant to be with him. However, the Hundred Flowers Fairy has one of the biggest advantages, which is stubbornness. He knew that he was wrong, and added me QQ many times in a row, although I refused many times, but he kept adding it. In addition, he also apologized to me in Journey to the West, and even launched duckweed to persuade me...... Duckweed is one of the women I am most reluctant to hurt in Journey to the West, and I naturally can't help but listen to her persuasion......
So, I temporarily let go of the resentment in my heart, added back to his QQ, and continued to talk to him as if nothing had happened. However, I know that this matter will not be erased from my heart after all, and it will not be possible for me to forgive him completely.
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But there was more to it than I expected......
Of course, Lian Ruojunxi was only a momentary anger to me, and with my persistence and hard work, she added back my QQ again. However, once, she accidentally clicked on the space of the Hundred Flowers Fairy and entered the Hundred Flowers Villa. At that time, she seemed to be out of breath or what, I don't know. She seemed to have left a message in the Hundred Flowers Villa, and then ......
The Hundred Flowers Fairy once again broke into Lian Ruojun's space and said something to herself. This time, something bad happened. His words contained some obscure meanings, and these were seen by Lian Ruojunxi's boyfriend at the time.
Lian Ruojunxi immediately sent a message to say, angrily reprimanding the behavior of the Hundred Flowers Fairy! The Hundred Flowers Fairy naturally saw it, and this time, he was also angry, and tore off the mask of warmth and affection, and he was no longer the usual gentle image.
He used the most vicious language to insult Lian Ruojunxi, and Lian Ruojunxi is a Hunan hot girl, who is also brilliant and talented, and scolds people, and is even more peerless. That scolding battle eventually sparked a heated discussion among my classmates, not only affecting her, but also affecting me, even the people in our dormitory, even the high school classmates of our dormitory classmates, and a sister in Zhejiang. This matter is really too big, and in the end, Lian Ruojunxi deleted my QQ again, and completely blocked the Hundred Flowers Fairy, between me and her, it was really impossible during college......
I cried in my dorm room. At that time, I was already a senior in my senior year. I have already participated in the work, but I have already left the Peach Blossom Island, and the Hundred Flowers Fairy Palace of the Hundred Flowers Fairy has also closed down. When Lian Ruojun arrived in Guangzhou, I just heard that her QQ no longer had me, and the phone ...... She also changed her number. Because of the Hundred Flowers Fairy, between me and Lian Ruojunxi, not only can I not be a boyfriend and girlfriend, but I can't even be a friend...... Everything was yellow, and I was so desperate that I almost wanted to hit someone......
Not long after, my national trip came to Nanjing.
As I said, in Nanjing, because of physical reasons, I was on an intravenous drip in the Drum Tower Hospital for more than ten days. However, one of those days, I received a phone call.
The phone number was a phone number that didn't have a number saved.
"Hey, is it a maple goose?"
Feng Xiyan said: "Yes...... Ah, this voice ......"
"Hehe, I guess you'll hear that......"
Fengxi Yan said: "Lotus Ruojunxi!"
Lian Ruojunxi: "Hmm...... Hehe, it seems to ...... It's been a long time since I've been in touch with you. Have you recently ...... Are you alright?"
Feng Xiyan said: "It's okay...... I'm traveling around the country right now...... Are you ...... now? Where are you? I heard that you work in Guangzhou?"
Lian Ruojunxi: "It seems that your news is still very accurate." I don't know where you found out, but I do know in Guangzhou. Today, I'm really in a bad mood, so I want to talk to you......"
At this time, my heart suddenly surged with a courage that I didn't know what to call it: "Lian Ruojunxi, I'll go to Guangzhou to find you." Isn't it happier to meet and talk than to talk on the phone?"
Lian Ruojunxi: "Ah...... See...... Noodles ......"
Feng Xiyan said: "What's wrong...... Can't you?"
Lian Ruojunxi: "No...... Antithesis...... I really want to meet you right now......"
Feng Xiyan said: "Okay...... Well, you wait for me, and I'll go buy a ticket right away. There's a train tonight, and I'll take today's train and I'll be there tomorrow night. ”
Lian Ruojunxi: "You really ...... Come here......"
Feng Xiyan said: "I happen to be at the train station now." Well, the self-service machine is just easy to use, and I have just bought a ticket at the ticket vending machine. From Nanjing to Guangzhou, it takes about 20 hours, which is not very far, which is equivalent to me going to Wuhan from Nanning to go to school. ”
Lian Ruojunxi: "Thank you...... Feng Yan, I always know in my heart that you are the best person for me......"
Feng Xiyan said: "It's okay, I know, I have the position I should be in." I won't be like that flower fairy, standing in a position that doesn't belong to me. ”
Lian Ruojunxi: "Thank you...... Thank you ......."
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I know that between me and her, it has long been impossible. I went just to appease her, that's all. Nothing can change, but I'm willing to pay for it.
Perhaps, that's because in my heart, she is still important after all.
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The train came to Guangzhou, and I finally met Lian Ruojunxi again.
Nothing happened, and I had a brief chat with her. In fact, her mood has already calmed down after waiting all day. However, at the end of the chat, she expressed her gratitude to me, just like all goddesses do to spare tires:
"Thank you so much...... You're really a nice person, so good that I was touched to the extreme......"
Feng Xiyan said: "It's just that I'm just a person who should know my position after all." I won't upset you, I'm just standing far away, standing within reach of you, and definitely able to reach me. I don't ask for extravagance, I hope you don't forget that I can. ”
Lian Ruojunxi: "I won't forget, how can I forget...... Because of the matter of the Hundred Flowers Fairy, I have been angry with you for so long, it is really ...... I'm sorry for you......"
Feng Xiyan said: "For me, the moment when all these misunderstandings are resolved, it is my happiest moment." The matter of the Hundred Flowers Fairy, forget it, forget it. ”
yes, forget it. After all, he was just a passing guest in my life and hers, and even if his image was deeply imprinted in my mind, it was not what I wanted to remember.
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The chat between me and Lian Ruojun lasted only half an hour in total. Because, at that time, it was already very late at night, and at eleven o'clock, Lian Ruojunxi, as a girl, should have gone back to the dormitory a long time ago......
Otherwise, it is not safe for a girl to be outside at night. What's more, she is still such a beautiful girl.
I send her downstairs, she goes upstairs, and I leave.
I took a taxi back to Guangzhou Railway Station and bought a ticket to Nanjing the next morning. All my belongings are still in Nanjing, and there are still several injections that have not been completed. My friend in Nanjing said that he would help me introduce me to a job, and I would have an interview during that time. At that time, I thought I wanted to travel while working part-time.
The rest of the time, with empty pockets, I had no way to go to a hotel, so I had to go to an Internet café, drive all night, and then lie down and sleep.
I dreamed of the Hundred Flowers Fairy Palace, and I dreamed of the scene where I left the Hundred Flowers Fairy Palace because of the Hundred Flowers Fairy. I dreamed of waking up Peach Blossom Island, which I founded, and I dreamed of my departure......
Then, before I knew it, my tears were falling.
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The next day, I got on the train with red and swollen eyes.
In total, I spent less than 10 hours in Guangzhou.
For those ten hours, no, just for those thirty minutes, I took the train back and forth for more than 40 hours, going through great hardships, going back and forth between Guangzhou and Nanjing.
Still, I think it's worth it.
It was worth the effort to clear up the misunderstandings between me and the people who matter to me.
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The Hundred Flowers Fairy got married much earlier than me.
He got married in 2010. One of his cousins, by mistake, recognized me as his brother.
I really don't want to talk too much about the rest of the story. Time is really a very powerful weapon. After that, eight or nine years later, I gradually let go of that one thing again, and now Lian Ruojunxi is also married.
Therefore, for the Hundred Flowers Fairy, I choose to let go of all kinds of dissatisfaction and grievances in the past.
However, I let it go, and he didn't.
But it doesn't matter anymore.