149. I wish to have one heart - I have no regrets in this life.

"No, you have done a good job, I believe that no one has done better than you now, but they are too picky and don't know how to cherish. You don't have to think nonsense, you are not worthy of me? I don't think you are worthy of you! I am not worthy of you. Because I have suffered so much and suffered so many grievances, I feel very guilty, if it weren't for me, your life must be colorful and splendid, you are such an excellent woman but willing to be the unknown woman behind me, my heart is always grateful and grateful. Sometimes I am upset, I don't care, I will never target you. Gu Haiping kissed Shandan's forehead, and slowly passed the words he had wanted to say for so many years into Shandan's ears in one breath.

"Well, I know. Shandan's tears flowed, no longer grievances but tears of happiness.

I wish to have one heart, and the white head will not be separated - there are no regrets in this life.

"Well, you remember, no matter what, no matter what happens, I'm your only one, and you're my only one. Before, I was ignorant and wronged you, but now that I have grown up and become sensible, I will never give you any more grievances, no matter who you can, not even your parents! I will talk to him and make my attitude clear: Tell them that you are the most important person and the most important baby in my life, and I will protect you for the rest of my life and not hurt you a little more. Unless I'm dead......" Gu Haiping said excitedly.

"What are you talking nonsense?!" Shandan hurriedly blocked Gu Haiping's mouth with his hand, this sentence made Shandan burn and heartache.

Seeing Shandan's instantaneous change, he hurriedly explained: "Hehe, I just said this." How could I die? I haven't repaid your affection, how can I be willing to leave you and Xiaoyu behind? You can rest assured, I will live until we are all old men and old ladies in our seventies and eighties, and then, I will take your hand, walk slowly, kiss your wrinkled face slowly, and bask in the sun slowly......" Before Gu Haiping finished his longing, he was interrupted by Shandan's squeak.

"I'm still wrinkled, you're wrinkled! You're still snotty! How ugly is that? Oh my God! I don't want to be that ugly! I don't want to show you that I'm so ugly! Please, don't say any more, I'll have nightmares." Shandan said with a frown, pretending to be light-hearted, trying to get rid of the sudden fear and uneasiness.

"Hahaha, I'm going to disgust you! You're going to wipe my nose when the time comes. You can't run, I want you to stay with me for the rest of my life. You are my treasure with a face full of folds, the beauty in my eyes, and the treasure in the palm of my hand. Gu Haiping's moist lips had already blocked the language that Shandan wanted to retort at.

That kind of sympathy, heart-to-heart mingling - silent at the moment.

The love between people, men and women is like this, they can understand each other's hearts and minds, and can understand each other's hearts, which is the most rare.

At work the next day, Shandan sent a text message to Gu Haiping: Da Mao (this is Shandan's title for Gu Haiping when they are in love, it has been useless for a long time, usually Dr. Gu and Dr. Gu shout, this time Shandan seems to have returned to the past, back to the sweet moment when they were in love), I still think it's better for you not to worry about the family, after all, they are parents, and you also said that there are no parents who are not, if you care, you may stand me under the dangerous wall even more, they think that I am provoking right and wrong, restless and self-conscious. Besides, the family shouldn't care so much, I should be for you, you know my intentions, as for what they think, how to do it? Let them go. Over time, they have seen people's hearts - even if they are cold to me on the face, I think they should know in their hearts what kind of person I am.

Gu Haiping took the time to text Shandan back: Well, I don't care about them, I just want to show my attitude in private. You don't have to worry, I'll pay attention to the ways and means, I'm busy first, I don't care about talking to you. kissyou!

Shandan was secretly happy that the lover who was in his prime, vibrant, ambitious, and considerate was back. With his maturity, his wisdom, his uninhibitedness, and his gratitude, he returned to her, and the feeling of a heart-to-heart connection from years ago returned.

Shandan couldn't help but raise his head and close his eyes silently thanked God, thanking God for the beauty of this life: there are loving parents, a close lover, and a smart, beautiful and healthy child, God really favors her too much. This makes her a little unsteady, and when the moon is full, the water is overflowing, and her life is too fulfilling.

But she thought about it: maybe it was because she had accumulated a lot of good fortune in her previous life that she would have such good fortune in this life, and she should be more grateful and kind to all sentient beings, and accumulate good and good virtues for their love and happiness.

She walked to the street corner and saw that the lonely and disabled people always gave them money. People say that these people are deceitful, that they are organized and have teams, and that there are people who make profits from them. But Shandan thought: If they can live a decent life, who would want to suffer this sin? Even if they are liars, they should be sympathetic. Besides, a little money is dispensable for everyone, but for them, it can accumulate into a climate, and it may help them get rid of their embarrassment and have a good life.

Once Shandan and Gu Haiping went shopping, they walked out of the mall with a large bag and a small bag, and there was a thin boy squatting in a corner outside the mall, curled up, carrying a backpack, burying his head deep between his legs, and a piece of paper on the ground next to him, which read: I'm so hungry! Uncle and aunt gave me two yuan to buy something to eat, okay?

When Shandan saw the poor child, he almost shed tears. It looks like the child is only eleven or twelve years old, and he may be in junior high school. Why are you sitting on the ground begging for food with your schoolbag on your back? Shandan handed the bag in her hand to Gu Haiping, she squatted down and asked softly: "Child, why are you sitting here alone? Where is your home? Why don't you go home?"

"I don't have a home!" said the child, who looked up and saw tears streaming down the child's young face.

"Oh, let's do it, Auntie will take you to eat first, and then you have to go home, if you don't go home, Mom and Dad will be in a hurry. Solve anything and don't deal with it in a way that hurts yourself, because it won't solve the problem except for causing harm to you and your nearest and dearest. Come, get up, Auntie will take you to eat powder, right?" Shandan gently held the child's arm with his hand.

"Auntie, I'm not going home, I just want to eat now. I'm not leaving, I'm just sitting here. The child didn't look up again, just choked up.

"Well, Auntie will buy you a bowl of noodles, and after you eat it hot, you will decide whether to go home or not, okay?"

"Wait, I'll buy it. You're here to talk to him. Gu Haiping called out to Shandan, put down the things in his hand, and walked into a nearby powder shop.

"How old are you, are you from Yongcheng?" Shandan gently stroked the child's head.

"Thirteen years old. "The child is still with his head buried. Yongseong is located in the subtropics, and the race is relatively shorter than that of northerners.

"Is it an awkward mess with the family?" Shandan sat down beside the child.

"......" the child wanted to speak and stopped.

"It's okay, if you don't want to say it, don't say it, Auntie also grew up at your age, Auntie was also rebellious at that time, and her parents' nagging was also very annoying, and she also wanted to run away from home, but Auntie lived in the countryside and studied in school, and she could only go home once every two weeks, so she had no chance to run away from home. At that time, I didn't know how, I was upset, I couldn't listen to what my parents said, and I often felt very confused and had no goal, but after those two years, it was naturally fine. You don't have to worry, everyone has to go through puberty, and everyone's appearance is similar. And not every parent can understand their children's adolescence, and they can't be blamed, try to restrain yourself from understanding your parents, and if you can't do it, you can go for a run, play ball, or find a place where no one is there to cry, which can alleviate the unhappiness in your heart. Listen to Auntie, when you grow up, you will find that all the things you grow up are small things, and today you look at it as a big thing, and after you walk by, you will find that it is actually nothing. Shandan babbled.

The child slowly raised his head and looked at Shandan with tearful eyes and nodded.

"Do you think that Auntie is also nagging? Hehe, you probably won't, because you and Auntie are not relatives, and you can listen to what Auntie says and what she says. People are like this, it is easy to get angry with the people closest to them, and they can't listen to what they say, but in fact, the truth of Mom and Dad should be similar to that of Auntie, right?" Shandan asked softly by wiping the tears on the child's face with his hand.

"Hmm. The child nodded slightly.

"Auntie is also a mother, there is a younger sister than you, she grew up listening to Auntie's reasoning, and sometimes annoys Auntie. My aunt also annoyed her parents when she was a child, and it was all the same. Hehe, when you grow up, you will understand the mind of your parents. Shandan patted the child on the shoulder and said.

Gu Haiping came out of the store with a bag of rice noodles and a cup of soy milk.

Shandan gave the child a wet tissue to wipe his face and hands, and an angular face appeared in front of everyone.

Gu Haiping couldn't help but say, "What a handsome young man!"