Chapter 196: The Root of Dr. Li's Illness

The smoke man stared at Deng Xue for a while, and then sighed softly: "You said that the two of us who signed a contract with him are very similar, but I can't see it." Pen × fun × Pavilion www. biquge。 info”

"Of course it is. Deng Xue smiled, "Aren't we all stupid enough to sell our souls to the Demon God?"

The Smoke Man was slightly stunned, and then couldn't help laughing: "Yes, we are indeed just as stupid." Well, I'll cooperate with your consulting services. ”

He waved his hand in front of him, and pictures appeared out of thin air, "As far as I know, I have no hereditary mental illness, my family environment is very ordinary, and there is no psychological trauma when I was a child. ”

Deng Xue looked at those pictures and smiled: "You are an only child, right? This is also one of the reasons why you are self-centered, right?"

"Well, but even so, I'm pretty ordinary. He pointed out a picture of a four- or five-year-old boy proudly receiving praise, "What really makes me feel that I am not ordinary is probably because my mind developed relatively early." ”

Deng Xue agreed: "It's really early, and whether it is thinking, imagining, remembering, observing, and paying attention to you, you are higher than your peers, and this kind of all-round development is rare." But you're just excellent, not a genius. ”

"Yes, excellent, but not to the point of being a freak. ”

The Smoke Man evokes another picture, the little boy is a little older, and he is leading the other children to participate in the activity, "It is because of this ordinary excellence that I am given more expectations and responsibilities by the adults." ”

Deng Xue smiled after seeing it: "It seems that your will is also very good, and you have already proven your worth at a young age." Is that what your perfectionism is all about?"

"Am I a perfectionist? Sorry, I didn't realize it before. It must make people like me feel bad, right?" the Smoky Man apologized softly.

Deng Xue shrugged: "It's not uncomfortable, but I feel relaxed, because you will always make up for the shortcomings of others." In order to achieve the perfection you want, you will even do what you should do for your peers. It seems that your character has been developed since you were a child, but there must be something that has affected you a lot to get to where you are today. ”

"It's a big deal?" muttered the Smokeman, "maybe the adults often blame me for the lack of other children." ”

Deng Xue shook her head and said, "It's possible, but I don't think it's all because of this." You have been educated in this way and have become more responsible for the people around you, but you are not so exaggerated as to stop the whole world on you. ”

The Smoke Man thought for a moment and said, "Could it be the reason why I read a lot of heroic stories when I was a kid? I love the heroes in books and on screen, especially the animated heroes who save the world, I was obsessed with them when I was a kid." ”

Deng Xue still shook her head: "It is human nature to worship heroes, and having power and being watched are things that all children yearn for." Think about it, what else has had a big impact on you?"

"I have a good memory, and I can't fail to remember big things. The Smoke Man sighed lightly: "Maybe this is determined by my natural temperament, I yearn to be a hero more than others, but when I gain the power of a hero, there is only a world left in front of me that is not worth saving, no, a world that should be destroyed." ”

Deng Xue grabbed his hand again: "Doctor Li, have you ever had amnesia?"

"In my memory...... There should be no such faults. The Smoke Man looked down and thought for a moment, then said, "Of course, it is also possible that I have been severely hit and have developed false memory blocking trauma. But we can neither prove nor find it, hypnotherapy is useless to me, and this is a dream......"

"Yes! Dreams!" Deng Xue's eyes lit up, "Your ability is to control other people's dreams, so I guess the trauma you have experienced is also related to dreams." The real clue should be in the dreams you have had in the past!"

The "Dream ......" Smoke Man's hand gradually trembled, and somehow he brought up a picture full of smoke, and a thin figure was in the middle of it.

"Who is this? From the back, it looks like a girl. Deng Xue posted it into the picture and observed it carefully.

"Girl? Why girl? Isn't that what I was like when I was a kid? I often have this dream. The Smoke Man was confused.

"Of course not, look at her body, it's not the same as when you were a child. But maybe I'm a nurse, so I see it from a different angle. Can you make this picture clearer?"

"I'll try ......"

The picture became clearer as the Smoke Man recalled, but it was still full of smoke.

"It's a girl, sure enough, but the smoke is ...... It seems to be a fire...... Hmm, Dr. Li, what's wrong with you? Do you remember anything?" Deng Xue was surprised to find that the smoke beside him gradually appeared in his body.

"Hmm...... I seem to have remembered something...... She's mine...... Friends!"

In the picture, a girl surrounded by smoke chokes and coughs and gasps, and a boy quickly crawls up to her.

"Get down, cover your nose with a damp cloth, and climb out with me!"

Li Shao...... Ahem...... I...... I'm scared!"

"Don't be afraid!

"Ahem...... I didn't ...... Wet cloth ...... Ahem......"

"Use my piece!"

"Taste...... It stinks!"

"Don't take it away, you'll choke to death from the smoke!"

"But what do you do?"

"I'll pee again!"

"Pee?"

"Leave it alone!

The boy and the girl crawled out of the room and into the hallway. They tried to escape through the windows, but found that all the windows were locked.

"Wait for me here! I'll go find something and smash the window!"

"Li Shao, don't go! I'm afraid! Where are the teachers?"

"Don't be afraid, I'll be back soon...... Looks like there's still someone crying!"

"It's the sound of fragrance and fragrance. ”

"Fenfen! Fangfang! Climb over here!"

Two more girls went to the window with the assistance of the boys.

"You exchange breathing with a damp cloth, if you can't do it, wet your clothes with a pee! Wait for me! I'll ...... back right away."

"Smack!" the Smoke Man suddenly slapped his palm on the image, turning it into a scattered shimmer.

Deng Xue gently put her hand on his shoulder: "Doctor Li, are you okay?"

"I remembered. "The fire in the smoke was gradually extinguished," I remembered, and now, I understand why I have amnesia and why I am the way I am today. ”

"It was a fire when I was in kindergarten, and she was the only one who died, my friend. The Smoke Man summoned the image of the timid girl again, then looked at her and whispered, "Well, she is not so much a friend as she is the child who relied on me the most at that time." ”

"She's a timid and introverted girl, neither smart nor pleasing to adults, and she's often bullied by other kids, and I'm the only one who has been taking care of this crybaby. ”

"I made the mistake of underestimating the self-control of my peers that day, and it turned out to be ...... The two girls didn't share the wet cloth with her, and instead of using urine to save themselves, they took the ...... from her."

"I found the hard object that smashed the window, but then the flames blocked my way, and I was rescued by the firefighters who rushed into the fire. Those heroic firefighter uncles also saved everyone else, except for the crybaby. ”

"But...... But......" the Smoke Man suddenly erupted from his body, "but the two girls who took her life, the two girls who loved to bully her the most, were the culprits of this fire!