Chapter 230: Innocence is not guaranteed
For Xiaoxiao's taste, Su Qing has always been clear, if you want to talk about the difference, in the past, Xiaoxiao could eat whatever she wanted, but now what Xiaoxiao likes to eat, Su Qing will do something, the busy figure and distressed eyes in the kitchen make Xiaoxiao suddenly feel that it is not so bad to be sick, at least before this, she can't feel Su Qing so considerate and careful, Xiaoxiao even feels jealous, this care doesn't seem to belong to her after all, Because neither of the two can give up the people and things around them to pursue an ideal that is not recognized for the moment, rationality is greater than emotion, and there are too many concerns. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ļ½ļ½ļ½Uļ½Eć ļ½ļ½ļ½ļ½
This feeling is like pinching a watch and counting the time, no one knows when it will end, unless the two of them join hands without scruples, and both of them know each other, which is not realistic and not a suitable choice.
"Qingqing, have you ever told Ye Xun about traveling?" Xiaoxiao asked, leaning against the sliding door.
"Well, I mentioned it to him after you left last night, Ye Xun is in favor, we can determine the route, what to bring, and then find a time to start traveling~" Su Qing's action of cutting vegetables paused, "But don't think about it like this, it's quite tiring to go to so many places, adjust the state first and then make a plan"
"I should be fine tomorrow, and it's not that I haven't been sick, I remember that I had a high fever when I was young, and my family was worried about dying, so I took me to the hospital in the middle of the night!" Xiaoxiao chuckled and said, "It seems that the doctor said that my own immunity is relatively weak, so I am more particular about my diet!" ā
"You go sit for a while, drink some hot water, and it will be delicious for a while!" Su Qingdao.
"I don't, I'm just standing here, I like the way you look now!" Xiaoxiao smiled and groaned.
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There is nothing to stay in the kitchen except for cooking and cooking, not to mention that Xiaoxiao's mental state is so bad now, seeing that she is standing and not leaving, Su Qing put down the things in her hand, half-hugged and half-pulled her back to the room, and turned on the air conditioner easily, "Good, rest well, listen to the doctor, remember to take the medicine"
"Qingqing, you're too nervous, it's not good when I'm alone, it's just that there are too few people in the countryside, and you also know that you've been in the city for a long time, and it's inevitable that you will be a little uncomfortable!" Xiaoxiao sat on the edge of the bed, "Why don't you move out, let's live together, you can go to Ye Xun's house, and you can take care of him by the way."
Su Qing was stunned when she heard this, "Let's go to live at his house together?" What is this called, Ye Xun must not die beautifully"
"I saw that his computer desktop is a picture of you, you two must have ghosts, it's better to be more open, anyway, you're his girlfriend now!" Xiaoxiao said, "Besides, Ye Xun is quite conscious, it's nothing to live in the past, are you still worried that he will come into the room in the middle of the night?" ā
Su Qing raised his eyebrows, "He? Conscious? Don't laugh, I'm sure if we live together, I'll be innocent... Think about what I was like when the two of us first got together, you really think of him as Megumi Yanagishita."
Xiaoxiao thought of the time when the two of them were first together, and a touching smile appeared on her pretty face, "You don't count, you look serious, but when the two of us are alone, they become lower-body thinking animals!" ā
"Ahem, doesn't that mean you're attractive?" The corners of Su Qing's mouth hooked up a touch, "If you weren't in a very good physical condition now, I would definitely do something, this is the first time I've stayed in your room."
"Cut, you don't even have the tools to commit the crime, do you...... By hand? Xiaoxiao looked at Su Qing with a narrow face, and the latter smiled evilly: "There is still a mouth"
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"Order, you have a good rest, wait for the slave maid to make lunch, and then respectfully invite the little master to the table" Su Qing made a serious gesture, and retreated out of the room, Xiaoxiao couldn't help laughing, and her mental state seemed to improve a lot.
Cooking is a science, just like reading books to overcome a problem, meals are also particular, whether it is for guests or relatives, Su Qing is very attentive, when buying vegetables, he deliberately used his mobile phone to check them, to see that those dishes are good for their own resistance, and there is a balanced mix of nutrition, although the food supplement is long-term, but it is still somewhat beneficial.
Su Qing was busy for more than an hour, and only then went to the room when he was done, and carried Xiaoxiao out like a Lafayette, Xiaoxiao simply cooperated with her, a meal was very interesting, she had no appetite, and she ate a bowl of it, and her lack of appetite did not affect the taste of the meal, Xiaoxiao's cooking skills were better than Su Qing's, and when she ate, she showed her how to cook it to be both beautiful and nutritious.
"Xiaoxiao, if our country can introduce a same-sex marriage law, I must marry you" Su Qing said, "Now girls like you are really rare, what kind of Western food, cola chicken wings, many girls will, but the usual meals, there will be more, basically few, if I marry you, how happy it is!" ā
Xiaoxiao heard this, "That's why I married you, and you are now like a good wife and mother."
"It's okay" Su Qing sorted out the dishes and said, "Why don't I design a marriage certificate myself and paste the photos of the two of us"
"It's a shame that you can figure it out," Xiaoxiao chuckled, "But if you marry me, what will Ye Xun do?" He's been chasing you for years."
"Can you leave him alone?" Su Qing said, "So I'm actually not good at all, obviously I am so cared about, paying, and only becoming a couple in name, I always feel that Ye Xun should find a girl who suits him, and he can definitely do it on his terms."
Xiaoxiao glanced at her when she heard this, "There is no such thing as a relationship, there are many people in this world who are suitable for each other, but how many are really together?" And the two of you have feelings for each other, if Ye Xun lets go of you to pursue another girl, will you really be happy when you see it? ā
"I..."
"Qingqing, you just recognize yourself, if Ye Xun likes other girls, you will be sad" Xiaoxiao said, "For most girls, the first kiss is very important, and it is usually hoped to give to the person you like the most, for you, holding hands and hugging is equivalent to the first kiss that other girls cherish, unless it is the person you like, otherwise I don't believe you will let a man approach, let alone physical contact!" ā
"Can we not mention this for now?" Su Qing's face was a little unbearable, "I'm still thinking about you, but you want to push me out again."
"How can there be, only Ye Xun is I won't feel that you have been robbed, are you with him, I believe we can all be like now, as long as I am not married" Xiaoxiao said.
Su Qing paused, "Am I too selfish, I don't dare to think about the day you get married!" ā
"Mmmm, you're not ordinary selfish, and you can't marry me, and you won't let me marry" Xiaoxiao nodded, "So you have to support me"
Su Qing turned around, hugged her hands lightly, and sniffed the faint fragrance between her noses, "Xiaoxiao, I love you"
"How much love?" Xiaoxiao snuggled in Su Qing's arms, maybe not so wide and thick, but her heart was very warm.
"I don't want you to leave for a moment, I want to be with you and take care of you" Su Qing said softly, "I owe you and Ye Xun, but I only have one, let me be selfish"
Xiaoxiao attached to Su Qing's ear and said: "Don't think so, it won't be a debt to pay for the people you care about, falling in love with you is my choice, you can't accept me to marry, and I haven't thought about marrying someone else, so let me be selfish and rely on you, okay?" ā
"I'd rather you rely on me for the rest of my life, but I can't give you the future..."Su Qing's gaze was a little painful, "Xiaoxiao, what am I going to do?"
"Marry him," Xiaoxiao said softly.
"What?" Su Qing let go of his hand and looked at Xiaoxiao with surprise, "Marry him?" ā
"Well, there is only one Su Qing, Ye Xun has paid a lot for you, if you choose to be with me, it will be too cruel to him, do you care about him? And we can still be together," Xiaoxiao said softly.
"But..."
Su Qing said with a complicated face, "Isn't it cruel to marry him, but you can't treat him wholeheartedly?" Affection is not charity."
"But there are not only feelings in life, but also responsibilities," Xiaoxiao said, "What Ye Xun wants is you, marry him, be good to you and him, the relationship between you and me is no longer a simple love, this is not in conflict with you falling in love with Ye Xun, don't you understand it now?" ā
"But I can't do it" Su Qing said in a low voice, "I'm not ready, I thought that agreeing to be his girlfriend would make me feel less guilty, but the truth is not what I thought, becoming his girlfriend, but not being able to do what a girlfriend should do, which makes me even more guilty, and... I still can't stand being with a man..."
"Do you know what he told me when he promised Ye Xun to be his girlfriend that day?" Xiaoxiao said.
"What?"
"Ye Xun said to me, since his father died, you are the closest person to him except his aunt, his feelings for you are not only the love between men and women, but also the attachment between relatives and lovers, he told me that if you can't accept those things between men and women, he can do nothing, and even keep a distance from you"
"Why is that? Am I really worth it for him? Su Qing was puzzled, but listened to Xiaoxiao, "Because he loves you, I know that his feelings for you are no less than mine, after all, when he needs someone to accompany him the most, the person around him is you, and men will be vulnerable many times!" ā
"But this will make me feel even more guilty," Su Qing said, "If I can't do something for him, it will make me very uncomfortable, shouldn't feelings be mutually giving?" ā
Xiaoxiao laughed when she heard this, which made Su Qing a little confused, "What are you laughing at?" ā
"Qingqing, do you remember what you said just now?" Xiaoxiao chuckled.
"What did I say?" Su Qing was puzzled.
"You said you'd be innocent if the two of us moved in with him, and you knew what that meant?" Xiaoxiao said.
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"You know that yourself, right? In fact, you have already thought about it, so the difference is only in time," Xiaoxiao continued, "And I don't believe that you didn't take this into account when you agreed to be his girlfriend, it's just that you can't let go of the knot, so it's good to be able to escape a little more time."
āā¦ā¦ Xiaoxiao, if you say this, it will make me very shameless" Su Qing blushed a little, and Xiaoxiao told her innermost thoughts in a few words.
"Really? Then why was he so cheeky when he coaxed me to go to the hotel? Xiaoxiao said with a sly face.
āā¦ā¦ That's the nature of men! Su Qing quibbled, "Haven't you heard of the man's true colors?" ā
Xiaoxiao rolled her eyes and said: "Actually, men and women are the same, you don't have to think that girls should scruple too much, it also depends on the person, if that person is worthy, don't blindly admit death, two people together, physical and psychological are indispensable!" ā