(PS: This chapter was written temporarily, I don't know what to do, I just want to mourn the little monk fish who just passed away in this way.) May it live well in that world, without pain or hunger! If there is fate, may it be a fish again, and I will be its master!)

Walking closer, Cui Zhihao still didn't have the courage to play young people's games after all, and smiled self-deprecatingly: "I'm old, and I still don't play the things that young people play." ”

In his opinion, age has always been an insurmountable gap between him and Ruhan, he loves her, but he doesn't dare to force it.

Seeing a trace of sadness in Cui Zhihao's eyes, Ruhan couldn't bear it in his heart, and said leisurely: "You are not old, and I am not old, but we are all mature, and it is not suitable to play children's games." ”

Cui Zhihao lowered his head and looked at Ruhan gratefully, "Are you with Chen Yixue?"

Ruhan expected him to ask, and nodded with a light smile.

"Do you have any plans to get married?" Cui Zhihao's expression changed slightly, and then asked.

"This ...... I haven't figured it out yet, and I don't think I'm fit to marry yet. "In the face of him, Ruhan is very honest.

"So, I still have a chance to ......" Cui Zhihao pretended to be optimistic, seemingly relaxed, but his tone betrayed him.

Ruhan didn't answer, after going through so many things, she could understand Cui Zhihao's mood and know that his feelings for her were true. It can be said that Cui Zhihao is the best man to her except Chen Yixue, how can she bear to hurt him!

"Why did you come here, didn't you eat at noon?" Ruhan deliberately diverted the topic.

"Boring in the office, coming out for a walk. With Zhao Gang here, I am much more relaxed. Cui Zhihao said casually.

He ...... You're leaving, aren't you?"

"Well, early next month. I asked him to go to Lin Lan to take office. Hanhan, you won't blame me, will you?" Cui Zhihao's expression was stern, and he didn't look like he was joking.

"Why do I blame you? I don't know what you mean. Ruhan's heart is sour, but the surface still doesn't matter.

"Hanhan, I might as well sue you. I know about you and Zhao Gang. I just don't know why you're separated. However, I heard that he had a woman in the Tiger Forest, and I guess that's why you separated. Cui Zhiha was not angry, on his face. didn't even see a trace of unusual affection, but Ruhan knew that he must be very concerned about the relationship between her and Zhao Gang.

"Me and him, it's impossible. I don't deny that I once loved him. Love him like life, but that's all in the past, and now our only relationship is that of colleagues. "For Cui Zhihao, Ruhan doesn't want to hide it.

"It's best if you think like this, Zhao Gang is not suitable for you, in other words. He doesn't deserve you. You are a simple, kind girl, if I can't get you, I'd rather you be with Chen Yixue. I believe that he will cherish you, love you, and will not hurt you. Afraid of irritation, Cui Zhihao didn't say any more.

"Thank you, Brother Zhihao, after so much, I am no longer the stupid little girl I was when I was the beginning, who really treats me. I can see clearly who is hypocritical. You're the same as Brother Yixue. They are all good people, and they all treat me with sincerity. Just ......"

"It's just that I'm too old?" Before Ruhan finished speaking, Cui Zhihao said with a smile.

"Yes, you're so old, you're so old that your teeth have fallen out, right? How can anyone always say that he is old, and he is not a seventy or eighty-year-old grandfather!" Ruhan said along with his words, the corners of his eyes and eyebrows were full of smiles.

Cui Zhihao could hear her joking, and then asked, "What, you mean I'm still young?"

"Of course, you have just passed forty years old, and you are in the prime of life, how can you be old! As far as I know, many single girls in our weekly magazine like you and want to marry you!"

Ruhan is right, in Tianya Weekly, Cui Zhihao is an idol-level figure, the best husband candidate in the eyes of many single girls, and the hot diamond king.

"Since I'm so good and so popular, why don't you like me?" Cui Zhihao's eyes moved slightly, and he asked slyly.

"I like you too, but it's not that kind of liking, it's the subordinates' admiration for their bosses, and it's the sister's love for their brothers. ”

Hearing Ruhan say this, Cui Zhihao was very disappointed, but after thinking about it, it was not easy for her to say that she liked him. In the past, she would never have said such a thing.

"Okay, it's not difficult for you, I'm very happy to be liked by Shen Da Beauty. As a token of appreciation, how about we have lunch together? If you don't eat at noon, you won't have the energy to work in the afternoon. ”

Ruhan didn't want to refuse his kindness, so she agreed, her stomach was already rumbling, for her, a snacker, not eating was like being tortured, how could she stand it.

Cui Zhihao thoughtfully chose a hot pot restaurant, the two gathered around the table, ate mutton, vegetables and other foods hotly, and went to work together.

When it was time to get off work, Yixue had a social affair and couldn't pick her up from work, so she asked the driver Xiao Zhang to send her home.

As soon as he entered the house, Ruhan kicked off his shoes and sat down on the wide sofa in the living room, covering his red little face, carefully observing the monk fish in the fish tank. She has raised this Xiao Luo for more than two years, and has established a deep relationship with it, and Xiao Luo has not eaten these days, which makes her very worried.

Yi Xue said that this Arhat is probably too old and is about to die.

Ruhan Zheng could see that the mobile phone rang, she took out her mobile phone from her bag, someone called her when she was in the car just now, but unfortunately she didn't have time to answer, and now she should go back to someone.

The mobile phone screen flashed with two big words 'Yiqing', and Ruhan hurriedly picked it up.

"Shen Ruhan, you are not small! You dare not answer my phone, do you forget my best friend when you have a boyfriend!" On the other end of the phone, Yiqing shouted, venting her dissatisfaction angrily, if you listen carefully, her tone has a little banter.

Ruhan's little face turned red again, very much like dyed with red paint, and she muttered, "Yiqing, what are you talking about." ”

"Hey, I still don't admit it......" Yiqing Erlang crossed his legs, sat on the chair very chic and domineering, his eyebrows raised slightly, "Eh, how's it, how does it feel?"

"What, what does it feel?" asked Ruhan stupidly.

"I'm so by you. Yiqing couldn't wait to look up to the sky and sighed, and then said to Ruhan in a gentle tone, "My dear, I just don't want you to always be immersed in the memories of the past, and the best way to forget about a person is to devote yourself to another relationship, and there will never be results if you don't try." ”

"Got it, I'm fine, you don't have to worry. You'd better mind yourself and find a boyfriend quickly. Thinking that Yiqing was alone since the end of her last relationship, Ruhan couldn't help but tease.

"I'm going to find a boyfriend in a hurry? Haha, what am I anxious about, the boys behind me have already lined up in a long line and gone to Shanghai. I want to choose well, don't worry, this time, I have to keep my eyes open, choose a dedicated one, I can't find a scumbag anymore, it's too hurtful!" Yiqing seemed to be joking, but what she said was from her heart. Like Ruhan, she has experienced the pain of being betrayed and doesn't want to repeat the mistakes of the past. Her criteria for choosing a mate have also changed from being rich and handsome at the beginning to being a dedicated and warm man today.

"Ah, it turns out that my Yiqing is so attractive, so I'll rest assured, otherwise one day you will become a golden leftover girl, and I will worry about it. ”

The two girlfriends laughed for a while, and then hung up the phone.

At night without Yixue's company, Ruhan felt bored and went to bed early. Perhaps under the influence of Yixue's biological clock, she woke up before seven o'clock the next morning, she washed up briefly, and was about to go to the kitchen to make breakfast, but saw an amazing scene, in the fish tank in the living room, her beloved Xiao Luo was lying sideways, the fins trembled slightly, and the breath was weak, it seemed that she was going to die.

So early, the fish shop hadn't opened yet, and Ruhan didn't know who to ask for help, so she had to wait, and as soon as it was time to go to work, she called Dr. Yu.

Time passed like this, Ruhan watched the breath of the little Luohan fish getting weaker and weaker, but there was nothing she could do, half an hour later, its lips stopped agitating, and the fins also drooped, Ruhan knew that her Xiao Luo was gone, leaving her forever.

In an instant, Ruhan's tears flowed irrepressibly, and she blamed herself for not being careful enough to take care of it and let it leave like this.

She called Yixue while crying, telling him about Xiao Luo's departure, Yixue had just gotten up, and she was distressed when she heard Ruhan's crying, and she was so busy driving over.

The two fished the fish out of the water and packed it in a delicate box with food and flowers covering its body.

"Xiao Luo, in that world, you won't have any more pain. ”

Ruhan thought silently in her heart, and buried Xiao Luo with Yixue.

"I remember that year, when you were a young child, with a red body, a big forehead, and a lively and active life, every time you walked up to you, you danced your bright fishtail and showed favor to me.

Since then, every day and night without his company, every day and night when I have devoted myself to writing, every day and night with wind and rain, I have been accompanied by you, I am no longer lonely, no longer afraid, just because of you, this young and immature life.

Now, it is the fourth year that you and I have known each other, since the day you were sick, I have been at ease, I have run out to buy you medicine regardless of my physical discomfort, I have secretly prayed for you, may you get better, or my young and energetic Xiao Luo, but ......

You and I are in love after all, and you have left me after all......

Before you, I never believed that people and animals had feelings, and it was you who let me know that the company that never left me was so beautiful and unforgettable......

I will keep your photos, and the memories you gave me will also be stored in my mind, so you can go with peace of mind......

I only pray that if you have an afterlife, you will be an arhat fish again, and if there is a fate, I will also be your master, and continue the unfinished fate of you and me in this life!" (To be continued) R655