215 (mainline) at the end of the journey
After arriving in Nanjing, my trip also entered the final stage. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. biquge。 infoIn Nanjing, due to the deterioration of my condition, I had to spend a lot of money to get a needle in the Drum Tower Hospital in Nanjing for more than ten days. During this period, because I heard that Lian Ruojunxi had encountered some difficulties in Guangzhou and needed the help of friends, I took a train from Nanjing to Guangzhou overnight.
Lian Ruojunxi: "Fengyan, how did you come to Guangzhou?"
Feng Xiyan said: "Didn't you encounter difficulties? I saw your talk in your QQ space, and I immediately rushed over." ”
Lian Ruojunxi: "But, why are you so good to me...... I can't give you anything!"
Feng Xiyan said: "It doesn't matter, because it was you who made me understand many things and let me slowly come out of the virtual network." It was you who let me know how precious a person's life is, and how important it is to pay attention to reality and the people around you. ”
Lian Ruojunxi: "I really ...... Is it so important in your mind......"
Feng Xiyan said: "Yes." Although you have never given me anything, I know that the kind of moral support you have given me, and the motivation to prove myself because of the inferiority complex in front of you, is the most precious treasure in my life to go to reality. ”
Lian Ruojunxi: "Thank you...... I'm on the verge of a mental breakdown right now, and what I need most is your words and the company of this person around me at this moment...... Thank you, although I can't give you anything back, you will always be the best friend in my life!"
I smiled, best friend......
Friend cards, like good guy cards, are really annoying.
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Due to the delay of the day I went to Guangzhou, I was sick again, and I continued to take intravenous drips in Nanjing for several days. At this moment, my economy is crumbling, and I have spent thousands of dollars on medical treatment, and I have very little money left for travel.
It just so happens that Nanjing is the headquarters of Xici Hutong, where I have many friends on the Xici Hutong forum. So I asked one of my friends to help me find a job where I could survive.
The friend, named Pigeon, was very righteous. He found me two jobs, and although I quit because I really didn't like them, I was able to earn a little money.
I was very touched by the kindness of the pigeons. But I can't give him anything, and the only thing I can do is to thank him years later, in a novel like this.
But my condition is still getting worse, the acute gastroenteritis slowly transformed into chronic gastritis, at the same time, because I live in Nanjing, next to the Internet café, I often can't help but go to the Internet café to play, although I barely controlled myself not to play Journey to the West, but there four consecutive clearances of the fairy sword four. There were many people who smoked, and I, who had never smoked, had a sore throat from those second-hand smokes, which only made my condition worse in the end. Since then, I have known that smoking is such a bad thing, and I will never want to smoke again in my life, even if those people claim to use cigarettes as a tool for communication, I am not willing to use my health as a cost.
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When my illness got worse and worse, I finally couldn't hold on anymore, and my money was gradually depleted. In the most difficult situation, I had to ask my family for some money, and finally went to Zhejiang and Fujian, where I had met with friends, and then took the train from Xiamen and went straight back to Nanning.
As soon as I returned to Nanning, I was immediately protected. My mother immediately took me to the hospital in Nanning and gave me a good treatment and fine conditioning. Under my mother's careful conditioning, I quickly recovered my health. Although chronic gastritis and chronic laryngitis are not completely cured, even after I recover my health, my throat still hurts a lot, and my stomach hurts a lot and lasts, but at least it is much better than when I was sick.
At this moment, I finally deeply felt that it was so good to have a home, and it was so warm to have my mother by my side. In the past, I always emphasized my own personality development, but I didn't pay attention to the warmth of the family, which is really ...... It shouldn't be. This trip across the country has turned my whole life upside down. Perhaps the biggest feeling is that I began to pay attention to reality and the warmth of my family.
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At the end of the trip, I also accumulated a lot of poems during this journey, so I began to write my "Praying for Bamboo to Travel All Over China". In the process, I edited all the places I visited and the beautiful photos I took into word documents. Each picture was accompanied by a beautiful poem, and in this way, after a week or two of hard work, a beautiful poetry album appeared in front of my eyes.
As soon as my poetry album was released, it attracted a lot of attention. It coincided with the 60th anniversary of the founding of the Republic of China, and many media outlets focused on the 60th anniversary of the founding of the Republic and looked for all kinds of gifts for the Republic. And my "Praying for Bamboo Walks All Over China" is a very good work that shows the beautiful scenery of the Republic, so the TV station heard the news and interviewed me. "Hundreds of places and thousands of words to praise national security", this is the theme of the interview.
When this interview was broadcast on TV, my relatives and friends were amazed to see me on TV. Before, they always thought that I was a stinky boy who didn't learn anything and just wasted my parents' money and went around playing. Now they don't say that anymore, because that kind of trip was not in vain.
It was a journey of the heart, and for me, it was a very important dream trip. This period of travel has a strong complex of waking up Peach Blossom Island in it. I will never forget when I met my baby in Shandong, he was in front of me, listening to me reciting poems and crying. The tearful appearance formed a kind of memory called affection in my heart......
Maybe my behavior, in the eyes of many people, is just a dream, an emptiness. But I don't think so. Whether it is the dream of Peach Blossom Island in my heart, or this national trip that carries my soul, it occupies an important place in my heart. Perhaps they will feel that only reality is true, and only heavy silver is everything worth fighting for in life. But I am stupid and feel that emotions are more important than money and reality.
It is precisely because of the existence of emotions that this different and different me has been created. Is the world really that realistic? I don't think so. I have seen many people who value emotions as much as I do, and all emotions are like magnets, attracting each other, attracting both me and them.
Maybe that's the charm of feelings.