287, the shadow in the heart, the moth to the fire! (second update)
When everything was ready, it was already the beginning of April, Ren He went to Yang Lan with the sick note he bought to ask for leave, Yang Lan glanced at the sick note and looked at Ren He strangely: "Major depression?"
"Yes teacher," Ren He said seriously, there was once a student in the fourth middle school who took a sick note to ask for two weeks off, but the head teacher was also wonderful, and pulled the student to do a physical examination at his own expense on the spot, Ren He in order to avoid such a thing from happening to him, so he simply found a disease that would not be checked out, in fact, the fourth middle school is allowed to go home for mental problems to recuperate. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ļ½ļ½ļ½Uļ½Eć ļ½ļ½ļ½ļ½
"What do you look like a depressed patient?" Yang Lan looked at Ren He's serious appearance, and the whole person was not good at that time, and yesterday I saw you happily running laps on the playground of the Qinghe Club, okay, if you are severely depressed, I will jump off the building to commit suicide now, okay? !
"Teacher," Ren He said solemnly, "If you say that again, I will commit suicide." ā
Poof, Yang Lan felt like she was going crazy on the spot, who are these people?!Well, I know that the most typical symptom of depression is suicidal tendencies, but do you think it's reliable to say this from your mouth?!
However, if he is the head teacher of Ren He Junior High School and has experienced such a baptism, it is estimated that he may really think that Ren He has some mental problems...... After a long time, I will suspect that I have some mental problems......
Yang Lan pondered the language and said: "It's not impossible to approve leave, but I don't have such high authority, you have to talk to the Political and Educational Department about a month's leave, right?"
To be honest, Ren He also knows that it is really difficult for no parents to come forward and want to take a month's leave, this is a school and not a company, and it is not easy for you to take a month's leave in the company. Ren He is also very melancholy, he will have to go out for at least a month or even longer this time, but he can't let Lao Ren help him ask for leave, right?
Since he can't ask for it, he can only trouble Zhou Lao, Ren He made his meaning clear, that is, he wanted to ask for leave to trouble Zhou Lao to tell the principal, and he didn't say that he was going to climb Mount Everest, otherwise Zhou Lao would not help him open this mouth.
Zhou Lao was also a little puzzled: "Why are you taking such a long leave?"
"You also know that I am from Los Angeles, my puppy is seriously ill, and I have to go back to accompany it for the last period of time," Ren He said in a low voice, and he couldn't bring his family with him when he was sick, otherwise it would become a curse, so I could only take this unwarranted dog as an example...... He really couldn't think of other reasons for a while, and he really didn't have any experience in asking for leave.
Zhou Lao was stunned when he heard this, it is normal for this person who is engaged in creation to be emotionally sensitive and sensitive, and he has long stopped treating Ren He as a student, but he still asked out of curiosity: "What disease does your puppy have?"
This sentence stunned Ren He's question...... How the hell do I know what's wrong......
Ren He raised a dog in his previous life and lost it, and the dog had never had any illness for more than 8 years, Ren He had no experience in this area!
He hesitated and said, "Cancer?"
Bang, Zhou Lao hung up the phone on the spot......
Ren Hedan sore his teeth, listening to the busy sound in the receiver of the mobile phone, won't the dog get cancer?!
Still inexperienced!
What should I do now? If I disappear for no reason, No. 4 Middle School will definitely call Lao Ren and Ren's mother, and when the time comes, I can't hide it if I want to, Ren He thought about it and simply ran directly to find the old principal.
I couldn't prepare for half a day and spent more than a million people, but I couldn't go because I couldn't take leave!
In fact, this time he went to the summit of Mount Everest without mentioning it to anyone except Anxi, and it was also because of the nightmare.
Everything was so real in that dream, and as he came down from the peak, the clouds were overwhelming, and he could feel the cold slowly penetrating his body, from his fingertips to the skin on his body.
The snow hit his face like a knife, and he was completely lost on Mount Everest, so he could only hide under the small cliff and wait for death.
It was like experiencing death in a dream, waking up with cold hands and feet, and he even wondered if he would have died in a dream as the legend had been.
In fact, it is more true that the most terrible thing on the road to the summit of Everest is the weather, that place is impermanent, and there will not even be any signs half an hour before the black storm hits, but when you find out, it is too late.
So this dream cast a shadow on Ren He's heart, but he still wanted to go, this was his choice.
If he retreated, Ren He didn't know if his life, which had been changed with great difficulty, would return to the trajectory of the past. It's as if he was planning to challenge the limit of cat pounce by only crossing a distance of 8 meters, but he didn't flinch when he reached 8.5 meters.
It's just that at that time, even if he failed, he would only be disabled, and if something happened this time, he might really have to sleep there.
It's like a moth to a fire.
What is faith? Is it Buddhism, Islam, Taoism, etc.? Yes, but it's not only.
In fact, the three views are your beliefs, you can firmly believe that you will not fail, you can firmly believe that you can stand up if you fail, these are all beliefs, and religious belief provides a mature way of understanding.
Our beliefs are too niche to be systematically named.
Is it faith for a man to keep the grave of his wife for 52 years?
Is it faith for a man to adopt 102 stray dogs for the sake of his own dog who died of illness?
Even if a person disappears one day, he will play with the man and machine over and over again to remember the past, is this faith?
Yes, these are beliefs.
And now, challenging the limits of life is Ren He's faith, firm faith. ć
So even if he knew he might die on it, he had to go.
Ren He stood at the door of the principal's office and knocked on the door, and the old principal's calm voice sounded: "Please come in." ā
When Ren He walked in, the old principal had already stood up as usual, and Ren He said straight to the point: "Principal, I have another very important thing to do, and I want to ask you for a month off...... Probably longer. ā
"Your puppy has cancer?" the old principal glanced at Ren He amusedly.
Ren He's face turned green at that time, it seems that although Zhou Lao hung up the phone, he still helped him speak, but you are too honest, right, is it a joke with you? !
Ren He said seriously: "It's really something, it's a very important thing." ā
The old principal looked up at him and said with a smile: "Students, the most important thing is to study after all." ā
"The way to learn is not only in school, are you right, principal, our No. 4 Middle School has always supported students to go out for a walk, but I went out ......early," Ren He explained.
"Well, it's more than two months earlier than the summer vacation," the old principal said funny: "Actually, I've always been curious, you are indeed a little different from other students, I heard Lao Zhou say, you took the Qinghe Club to teach during the winter vacation?
"I have learned to cherish the present," Ren He said, in fact, he took the children of the Qinghe Club to the mountain village to teach not only for the children, but also to let the members of the Qinghe Club understand how happy their lives are now, and the biggest change is that Liu Jiamin's current mentality has been completely reversed, and he is not optimistic. Yes, there are so many people who are more bitter than themselves, what is there to be pessimistic about?
For this alone, they did not go in vain.
The old principal was stunned for a moment, he thought that Ren He would say something about how bitter the mountain village was, but he didn't expect to get such an answer, but after thinking about it carefully, he still thought it was very interesting, he smiled and said, "Okay, I'll grant you leave, go ahead." ā
This agreed? Ren He thought it would take a lot of talk!
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