This kind of despair, this kind of pain, is actually more painful than death.

Grandpa Qi sighed and said, "You are indeed not him, but what you know is only a part, not all. The Four Saints can control the Heavenly Machine, and when your mother was young, she was already profound, if it was just to take revenge on your grandmother, there was no need to be so troublesome. Revenge is only part of the story, and the real mystery has not yet been solved!"

"What is the real mystery? Don't tell me anything, I don't need to, if you can't tell me, I'll go to her and explain it to her face to face!" Chen Tian said loudly.

"She won't tell you that!" Grandpa Qi shook his head.

"What about you?" Chen Tian looked at Grandpa Qi.

Grandpa Qi was silent. Chen Tian did not urge again, but waited quietly.

After a while, he sighed again and said, "Okay, then tell you, your family ......."

Chen Tian retorted: "I'm not this family!"

Grandpa Qi's voice paused, his face became even more ugly, as if he was angry, and after a while, he continued: "If you want to know the truth, don't say who you are, if you are not my grandson, what qualifications do you have to talk to me?"

As soon as Chen Tian heard this, he knew that Grandpa Qi was really angry.

Although he was still very depressed in his heart, Chen Tian did not continue, but sat on the chair and waited for Grandpa Qi to continue.

Grandpa Qi sat back in his place, facing Chen Tian, his face was still gloomy, and his eyes were a little strange when he looked at Chen Tian. After a few minutes, he said slowly: "This matter needs to start with your father......

"My father?" Chen Tian was a little surprised.

For Chen Tian's father, Chen Tian actually doesn't have much of an impression, in Chen Tian's impression, Chen Tian's father is silent.

Every day is silence, forever silent.

For as long as he can remember, Chen Tian has rarely seen him speak. Whether it was his grandfather's reprimand or the conversation of the villagers, he never just listened, and almost did not take the initiative to speak.

Chen Tian still remembers that when he was a child, Chen Tian often saw him sitting at the door, holding a cigarette in his hand, occasionally taking a puff, and looking into the distance with some distraction.

That look, according to the world, is a very depressed appearance.

Later, he left the village with Chen Tian alone and went to the city.

In the city, he talks a little more, and occasionally laughs with people.

But when I got home, I often stayed in my room, quietly looking out the window in a daze.

His father's room, in the eyes of Chen Tian when he was a child, was a little scary, very quiet, and dull.

Later, my grandfather died, and my father took Chen Tian back to the village.

He didn't speak all the way, and when he got home, he still didn't speak.

Looking at his grandfather's body, his eyes were red, he sighed, and turned to go out the door.

At that time, he did a very strange thing, Chen Tian still remembers clearly, he went to the field to pick some ears of wheat, in front of his grandfather's body, twisted it, and fell to the ground, and then he picked it up and ate it one by one, while eating, he cried.

Until now, Chen Tian didn't know what he was doing at that time.

After my grandfather was buried, my father put away all the books and burned them, leaving not a single one.

Grandpa Qi just kept sighing beside him at that time.

At first, Chen Tian thought that it was his grandfather's relic, so it was burned. Now, it seems, that doesn't seem to be the case.

This family is not an ordinary family, this is the four saints and one line, those ancient books represent an ancient inheritance, how can they be destroyed so easily.

Later, Chen Tian's father never mentioned this matter again.

After that, Chen Tian's father took Chen Tian and left the village again, and then he never went back.

And a few years ago, he fell ill and passed away.

Chen Tian still remembers the night before he died, Chen Tian sat on the hospital bed with him, he was wearing a hospital gown, and his body was very thin.

He looked out the window and said, "It's dark again!"

Chen Tian nodded.

He added, "Another day has passed!"

Chen Tian didn't answer, he said again: "I can't wait!"

Hearing this, Chen Tian's tears fell, and the feeling of grief was difficult to describe.

Chen Tian didn't know how to comfort him, because he couldn't even comfort himself.

Chen Tianqiang endured his grief and said to him, "I will definitely be able to wait." ”

He still looked out the window, and after a while, he lost his mind and muttered, "I can't see the wheat at home anymore......"

Chen Tian never thought that he would be so vulnerable.

When he was in the village, even if he was scolded by his grandfather, he was still a man in Chen Tian's heart.

But at that moment, Chen Tian felt that he had become weak and helpless, as if at that moment, he was about to leave him and never come back.

He looked out of the window like this, kept looking out the window in a daze, and at the last moment, he trembled and handed a jade wrench to Chen Tian.

"It's a family heirloom, you put it away......" His voice was so faint that it was almost inaudible.

Chen Tian held the jade wrench tightly in his hand, but he just shed tears and did not speak, because Chen Tian was worried that he would cry when he opened his mouth.

The father lay on the hospital bed, covered with a quilt, looking at the ceiling, his eyes blank, muttering as if he were talking to himself and to someone.

Chen Tian just watched his lips move, and he couldn't hear what he was saying.

Finally, he wanted to close his eyes, but only halfway closed, and never moved again.

His lips opened slightly, as if he had not finished speaking, but those words could no longer be spoken.

At that moment, Chen Tian felt that the world in his heart had collapsed and become dark......

Chen Tian rarely thought about these things, because when he thought about them, he couldn't help but be sad, Chen Tian never knew if it was dead or not.

If so, what regrets does he have?

Who was he talking to and what were he trying to say?

There is no answer to these questions, because he is gone forever.

Since then, Chen Tian has not had a role called a father in his life, and now that Grandpa Qi mentioned it again, Chen Tian wanted to know what he was going to say.

Grandpa Qi said: "Your father is a good person, but he is just an ordinary person, although he can understand it, he can't stop it. The union of a worldly man with a cultivator is destined to be a sorrow. ”

Grandpa Qi sighed, seemingly a little helpless.

Grandpa Qi's words, Chen Tian understands very well, the most ordinary person, combined with a fairy-like character like Chen Tian's mother, in the eyes of others, it is a great joy, but in fact, is he really happy?

His life was not happy, and he spent it in loneliness.