Chapter 56: Past and Present Lives
If it weren't for the old man who suddenly appeared in front of Su Qing and told her that this was her reincarnation life, then even if she had lived as a woman for nearly two years, deep down in her heart, she was still looking forward to the day when she woke up and turned back into Su Yang. Pen Fun Pavilion wWw. biquge。 info The mystery of the old man's coming, he didn't know when he left, and he didn't even have a clue who it was, but it was just that sentence of reincarnation that made Su Qing basically give up a trace of hope in his heart, otherwise, how to explain that the two meetings in the past ten years would be so magical, and how to understand that strange dream. Su Qing would even wonder, did this old man fully understand the cause and effect of what happened to Su Qing, not the so-called reincarnation fate, but simply because of some kind of opportunity, or who deliberately did it? If not, why was she born Su Yang, but she became green overnight after twenty years?
No one can answer this question, and Su Qing is reluctant to talk about it, preferring to rot it in his heart, unless there is really hope. Just like the meaning of the old man's words, this is her own past and present life, a unique reincarnation life.
All afternoon, until she went to bed after washing up in the evening, Su Qing was in a state similar to depression and confusion, she told her family about the old man she met in the afternoon, and the family also didn't understand, they didn't see it with their own eyes and heard it, they would only be more confused than Su Qing. But slightly different from Su Qing, Zhang Huifen and Su Yongqing let go of a matter after learning about it, although they couldn't fully understand what the old man said, but it almost showed that this was a cause and effect, if Su Qing was really the eldest grandson Siqing, then the current identity was for a reason, not an inexplicable woman. Now that the family and relatives have accepted Su Qing, if they can change back to Su Yang, it is undoubtedly a good thing, if they can't go back, they can also accept it, at least they can let go of their worries, and they don't have to worry about when they will become a stranger, or a man or a woman!
The next day, Su Qing just got to work and found theological books on the shelves on the second floor, she didn't look at these to learn fortune-telling or anything like that, it was entirely because of the reincarnation number that the old man said, Su Qing didn't understand this, and he literally understood that if he was indeed the eldest grandson Siqing in his previous life, then there must be some reason for Su Yang in this life to become another person overnight.
The library has a lot of books, but Su Qing has been rummaging for a long time and hasn't seen what he wants to see, and the other two managers should know about this kind of book, but Su Qing is embarrassed to ask, how many young people will pay attention to these things now, not to mention a beautiful girl like Su Qing!
Su Qing didn't continue to look for it, maybe just like what the old man said, since it is a reincarnation life, what changes can be made artificially? Since it can't be changed, what Su Qing can do is to accept it thoroughly, to do a good job in the role of Su Qing, instead of being immersed in the past and unable to wake up, no matter who the eldest grandson Siqing is, now for her, she is Su Qing, the daughter of Su Yongqing and Zhang Huifen, and Su Yi's sister!
It's not easy to be a good woman, if Su Qing has been like this since she was a child, then she will be no different from other women, and she can accept it very calmly, but it is difficult to be a good woman with twenty years of male memory, maybe she knows how to live as a woman, but she doesn't know the difference in thinking between women and men in the same thing, which directly affects the different choices made by men and women under one thing.
Judging from her appearance, Su Qing is a woman through and through, she has a look and figure that many women envy, and there is a feeling that many women don't have, that is, the temperament that blends something unique to men and women. Such a woman will not be too weak, nor too strong, but a state similar to desirelessness and curiosity in the middle.
The usual living habits have changed in the process of time gradually passing, from the initial deliberate to natural, this process even Su Qing herself did not feel, and the people around her did not feel it because they were always together.
After a day of work, Su Qing clocked in and left as usual, saying goodbye to a few colleagues who were gradually getting acquainted with her, but when she was about to go to the bus station, a black Honda sedan stopped outside the library gate, Su Qing was familiar with this car, and it could even be said that she should have sat in this car the most times except for the owner.
"Sister Su Qing, I'll pick you up from work!" Ye Xun got down from the driver's seat, and very gentlemanly walked around and opened the passenger door.
Su Qing came here to work for half a month, and he had never seen Ye Xun, and the two only occasionally chatted a few words on WeChat, where did he think that Ye Xun would suddenly come to the library, and when he opened the car door, Su Qing didn't say anything, sat sideways in the car, and turned to Ye Xun who got into the car: "How are you doing in the company during this time?"
Ye Xun started the car and said: "It's not bad, it's just that Sister Su Qing is not a little unaccustomed, I'm not afraid of your jokes, several times I went back to the company from outside, and immediately entered the finance department, only to realize that you are no longer there!"
Su Qing chuckled and said, "How about the new recruits?"
"After you leave, I basically don't go to the finance department, and I've only met the newly recruited person a few times, it seems that he is married, and the children are several years old!" Ye Xun slowed down the speed of the car and said, "I forgot to tell you, two people were fired in the company last week!"
"Does this have anything to do with me?" Su Qing was puzzled.
"It's those two girls!" Ye Xun said.
“……”
In fact, there was no need to say who it was, Su Qing naturally knew that Ye Xun was talking about those two people, so he was silent for a moment and said, "Why?"
"If you don't do your job well and usually talk too much, such a person can't make any achievements in the company!" Ye Xun said in a light tone, "Even if it weren't for this incident, such an employee would have to be dismissed!"
Su Qing didn't ask again, maybe the reason was not just what he said, but there was no point in delving into it, anyway, Su Qing himself had already changed his new job, and he didn't care about what those women were!
"You'll be a sophomore at the end of the vacation, time flies pretty fast!" Su Qing looked at the car window and said.
"It's pretty fast!" Ye Xun looked at Su Qing, "Sister Su Qing, Sister Xiaoxiao told me a while ago that her parents knew about pretending to be her boyfriend?"
"Well, so you don't have to continue pretending!" Su Qing nodded.
"That's good, otherwise I'll be embarrassed to death when I see Uncle Chen and Auntie!" Ye Xun smiled and said, "Sister Su Qing, do you want me to pretend?" If it's with you, I'm definitely not nervous, and I definitely won't goof!"
"I'm afraid you're going to be disappointed, I guess my parents will never worry about this!" Su Qing said with a smile.
"Hey, I know that Sister Su Qing doesn't look down on me, in fact, I'm really curious, what kind of man does Sister Su Qing need? If so, I really want to see it!" Ye Xun said.
Su Qing shook his head, and didn't feel weird because of Ye Xun's words, and said: "You think of me too well, in fact, I'm very ordinary, but I barely have a bit of a look, as for others, many women are much better than me, I think this life should be like this!"
"Sister Su Qing, do you plan to be with Sister Xiaoxiao all the time? Can Uncle Su and Auntie agree?" Ye Xun said.
Su Qing's eyes flashed a little confused, and after a while, he said, "Ye Xun, we are friends, right?"
"Of course, what's wrong?" Ye Xun wondered.
"Do you believe in reincarnation?" Su Qing said as he looked at him.
Ye Xun shook his head, "I don't believe in these things, why is Sister Su Qing talking about this?"
"I didn't believe it originally, but unfortunately I can't help but believe it now!" Su Qing paused, and suddenly said: "Maybe the past life and this life really existed, my previous life may have been a man, so I won't like men in this life!"
“……”
Ye Xun said with a strange expression: "Sister Qingqing, even if you reject me, you don't have to say such things!"
"So you don't believe it!" Su Qing leaned on the seat, glanced at the door of the nearby community, and said, "I'll just go in by myself, go back, drive slowly!"
Su Qing got out of the car and entered the community, but Ye Xun sat in front of the driver's seat and didn't move for a long time, he couldn't understand why Su Qing said so many things inexplicably, how could there be such a thing as a past life and this life, maybe she said this just to make herself give up!
When Su Qing got home, he lay on the bed, turned over and faced the ceiling, but he was thinking about a question in his mind, whether he wanted to tell Ye Xun about his own affairs? Although he said that he was just a friend, some of Ye Xun's demeanor and words today, as well as the fact that he deliberately drove him home, obviously showed that it would never be as simple as a friend. Ye Xun is indeed a good person, but he shouldn't put his mind on himself, this is destined to be a wrong decision. It's just that as soon as this thought arose, Su Qing hesitated, from a man to a woman, for Su Qing, this kind of thing is very difficult to talk about, and even has to worry about the strange eyes of others, maybe it will be considered a monster and feel disgusting. If it is reborn in another person, then there may not be any need to worry about it, but this kind of self-change is different.
"Sister, why are you lying on the bed as soon as you come back?
"Sister, come here, sister asks you a question!"
Su Qing beckoned, and Su Yi, who was standing at the door, came to the bed and sat down, and said, "What do you ask?"
"Let me give you an analogy, if you found out that a female friend you are more familiar with is actually a man, how would you feel?" Su Qing said.
Su Yi was stunned, then lay on the bed sideways, looked at Su Qing and said, "What kind of problem is this, sister, aren't you an example?
"Of course I don't count, after all, I am your relative, and twenty years of family affection are there!" Su Qing said with a smile.
"Oh, then I'll think about it!" Su Yi really pondered for a while, and said after a while: "If this happens, I may stay away from that person!"