Chapter 346: I Want a Life

Chu Xianzhao was also accustomed to her half-mocking way of speaking, and said slowly: "I have a sister and an elder brother in my family, and my aunt and father are gone. My mother died when I was born, and some people said that I was the scourge that killed my mother, and my father took out all the gossips and killed them. Since I was a child, I was my father's favorite child, and when my father was free, he liked to tell me stories, about his early years in Lin'an City, about how he led the army to resist 200,000 Golden Horde men, my father didn't know how to fight, but he was willing to throw silver at the soldiers and use resources to improve combat power. Most of the silver in the treasury was used by him to improve the soldiers' war materials, and slowly the name of the Yinguo Iron Cavalry Armor in the world spread, our weapons armor and war horses are the best in the cavalry army in the whole world, and the father said that as long as the resources are raised, the combat power will follow. The strength of the Yinguo Iron Cavalry lies in the accumulation of advantages little by little, the spear in the hand is a little sharper than the enemy, the armor is a little stronger, and the war horse runs a little faster, don't underestimate this little advantage, and when it accumulates on the battlefield, it will become an extremely terrifying advantage, enough to defeat any enemy. In the early years, when Chu Xiaohua was the emperor, all the ministers were not optimistic about his father, especially my father's position was snatched back, not justifiably ascended the throne as the emperor, and as a result, all those who were not optimistic about him were slapped in the face, Yinguo is now unprecedentedly strong, all of this is the credit of his father, he seems to have become a milestone that cannot be surpassed for us so people, just because I am my father's favorite child, everyone says that I must be the emperor of Yinguo in the future, but I am afraid that I will not do enough for him and let him lose face。 ”

After Zhu Zi dropped slightly, his fingers did not move away.

Chu Xianzhao rarely laughed at himself: "Just because you accept all the love he gives you, I am always afraid that I will not do well enough, my father can lead the troops to fight when he is young, and I also want to be the same as my father, so I went to Yan Mang, in fact, when I was in Yan Mang, I thought about my home very much, and sometimes I woke up in the middle of the night and secretly wiped my tears." When I saw Yan Mang's army in Jingnan City, I was not afraid of pretending to be, in fact, I was so scared to death, my mother was a member of the royal family of the Golden Horde, and gave me a talent called the blood of the sunrise, with this talent, I was able to go into battle and kill the enemy without fear. When I was in Storm Valley, I almost thought that I was going to die under the guns of the Thundering Cavalry, and I could only survive by relying on my teacher and those soldiers to protect me, and finally I finally attacked the city of rest, and was almost killed by Queen Yan Mang, in fact, I won by sneaking up on her, I didn't want to kill her...... After all this, I realized that only by fighting with all my might can I look like I am going to live without any effort. ”

Chu Xianzhao said with tears in the corners of his eyes, and before he could react, the tears were wiped away by Zhu Ziwei's hand.

Chu Xianzhao waved his hand, and said with a smile: "When the people are worried about firewood, rice, oil and salt, the royal family also has a headache for the country, no one should envy anyone, no one should embarrass anyone, no one in the world owes you anything, but if you owe anyone, you must be."

I have to pay it back, this is what my father taught me. ”

Zhu Ziwei looked at the little snowman who was quietly piled up on the platform and said softly: "It's good to have a father who is the emperor, but what is your dream? Go to the son to inherit his father's business and become the emperor of the Yin country? Or be a famous general in the world who fought on the battlefield? When you killed the cavalry of the King of Tokyo that night, I kept watching you from behind you, do you know what kind of person you looked like at that time?"

Chu Xianzhao said calmly: "Like a swordsman who is happy to take revenge, right? I also want to live a life of fighting a sword and going to the end of the world, that is my earliest thought of the future, who is not envious of a swordsman, fighting a sword and sleeping in a tavern, that is the rivers and lakes in the hearts of every teenager, when I was a child, I never thought of being the emperor of Yinguo, I just thought about digging the bird's nest on the plane tree, because I think my father will not be old at all." ”

He spread out his palms and let Bai Zi fall on the chessboard and muttered: "You see, our thoughts are like the snowman they built, which will melt in broad daylight, and I want to be a swordsman The idea is called a dream, but now I feel that the dream is very naΓ―ve, and the idea of being an emperor is called responsibility, but I used to feel that the responsibility was very heavy." I know a person named Li Changyuan, he is a man who will stick to his dreams to the end, he was born in a family and should have been an official and a soldier, when he was a child, he wanted to be a swordsman who went in and out of the rivers and lakes, maybe he was laughed at by his family, so he went unconvinced, and then he became famous for three years, and then later joined the army in the barracks, wandered in the barracks for several years, and participated in many battles, and gradually changed from a swordsman in the rivers and lakes to a young general admired by thousands of people, and then died on the battlefield later, but even if he died, he still held the giant sword in his hand when he entered the rivers and lakes, but he must not regret such a life, and he held the sword in the rivers and lakes and went out of the rivers and lakesIn the end, how can he regret the fate of the national horse leather shroud? Only dreams can make him persist to the end, although he has no regrets in death. ”

Zhu Ziwei smiled generously: "So you still want to be a swordsman." ”

Chu Xianzhao smiled casually: "However, Li Changyuan didn't meet any fairy heroines when he entered the rivers and lakes, and later told me that the rivers and lakes are not as good as I thought, and he often eats the last meal and the next meal, and some people always want to grab the sword behind him when he is young, and it is excellent to have a pot of wine to drink when he is very tired." So I think I have more face than him, at least I can meet a beauty like you, and I have fulfilled one of his wishes. ”

Zhu Ziwei suddenly smiled like a summer flower, and two girls raised a big snowball behind Chu Xianzhao, and smashed it on his head with a bang, and a lot of snow dust fell into Chu Zhaozhao's neckline, so cold that Chu Zhaozhao was excited, raised his head and glared: "Guan Ju, are you all bored?!"

Guan Ju stuck his waist and said with a natural look: "It seems that the two of us are hindering the third prince of Chu from picking up girls, Xiao Ningning, let's go, my sister will build a bigger snowman for you!"

Chu Xianzhao looked at Guan Ju aggrievedly, and listened to the two of them chattering about the fact that he was left out in the cold, and he was not happy, so he pulled Chu Zhao's arm and said coquettishly: "Brother Xiaozhao will accompany me to build a snowman." ”

Chu Xianzhao changed his appearance and said with a smile: "Good, it's cold outside,

Or let's go inside and play chess, and I'll tell you a story. ”

In the end, Tantai Tranquility is the temper of a princess, and when she says she is angry, she is angry, and suddenly picks up the snowball and throws it at him, her jade-like face is frozen red, Chu Xianzhao is not angry, and let the snowball shatter on her body, Zhu Ziwei is not happy: "Get out of the way, that's how your mother taught you to throw snowballs at others?"

Tantai Ning pursed her lips and said unhappily: "I know you are a bad person, you can fool your mother and Brother Xiaozhao, but you can't fool me, your father is also a bad person, and everyone doesn't like you." ”

"I don't need that many people to like it. ”

After saying that, she set her eyes on Chu Xianzhao, and Tantai Tranquility raised her fist, pretending to be fierce and evil, and said, "He doesn't like you, what he likes is me, our marriage books have been written, and when I grow up, he will come to marry me!"

Zhu Ziwei raised his eyebrows and stretched out his hand to ask, "Where is the marriage book, bring it to me." ”

Tantai Tranquility carefully took out the so-called marriage letter, the blood on it was crooked, Zhu Ziwei took it with one hand and glanced at it, and casually threw it in the snow and said coldly: "You are also the princess of Shuyue, don't always treat yourself as a child, I killed people with a knife when I was as old as you, and you believe in this kind of deceptive thing, it seems that Tantai Ningsu really protects you very well, you are very innocent." ”

Chu Xianzhao frowned and said, "She's only ten years old. ”

Guan Ju just wanted to go up to comfort her, she rubbed a snowball and smashed it towards Zhu Ziwei's head, bent down to pick up the marriage book and ran out of the yard.

Zhu Ziwei didn't wipe off the snow dust, let the wind and snow blow, Guan Ju glared at Chu Xianzhao fiercely, and trotted after him.

Chu Xianzhao frowned and smiled bitterly: "What are you competing with a child?"

Zhu Ziwei said calmly: "I'm a very jealous woman, even if it's a ten-year-old child. ”

She suddenly grabbed Chu Xianzhao's neckline and kissed his lips greedily and recklessly, Chu Xianzhao felt her finch tongue, and his heart was hot.

Under her half-push and half-acceptance, the two finally fell on the warm little bed, Zhu Zi was slightly breasted and half-naked, and he didn't resist even if he grabbed his red robe, the red robe slid down her thighs, in Chu Xianzhao's eyes, her body was as beautiful as jade, and it also had the coldness of jade, she exhaled like a land: "I'm a very greedy woman, I want a lifetime." ”

Chu instantly looked at her red lips like blood, and said in a low voice: "The people of the Blood Python Gang will be here soon, I really want you to live, kiss you like now, smell the fragrance on your body, and take you back to Yinguo...... Promise me not to do anything stupid when the time comes, okay?"

She felt that everything was figured out, and the strong spring intent bloomed between the two, engulfing the last shred of her sanity, she held Chu Xianzhao's face and said, "They...... When are you coming?"

"At the latest, three days later, it is impossible to retreat, you can only fight!"

"We have three days left. Zhu Zi put his arm around his waist and rolled over him on the bed.

"It's okay for us to stay together these days, like we do now."

Chu Xianzhao nodded, knowing that he was kissing her lips, she closed her eyes in hindsight.

On the quiet side of the platform, the little princess cried and ran all the way to throw Guan Ju away, I don't know how many times she fell in the snow.

The soldiers in the city saw this scene from afar, and subconsciously thought that someone was bullying the princess, and the tranquility of the city wiped away her tears and explained that she fell down when she was building a snowman, and the soldiers were not easy to say anything, she walked a short distance without running or crying, and she didn't want to talk to the queen mother, who was already very tired and tired, so she turned her head and walked to the pavilion to rest.

She walked halfway, raised her hand and looked at the so-called marriage letter, but in the end she still didn't have the courage to throw it away, folded it into a small square and solemnly stuffed it into her clothes, raised her hand to wipe away her tears, and looked at the direction of Chu Xianzhao's yard, the two people who were still playing chess in the yard just now were gone, only the little snowman was still standing in the wind and snow, so pitiful.

After a long time, she pushed open the door, took off her shoes without saying a word, climbed onto the bed, hugged the doll into her arms, and slowly shrunk into the quilt.

(End of chapter)