Chapter 326: Reluctance to part
(I can't remember exactly how many times I've said it, and I'm a little annoyed myself, but I still want to say it one last time to my friends who are still reading this book, and I don't bother to care about what I think about it after that.) Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ļ½ļ½ļ½Uļ½Eć ļ½ļ½ļ½ļ½ļ¼
(I'm not a professional writer, I have my own job, and to paraphrase a meme often mentioned in Crayon Shin-chan, I have to pay off my 35-year mortgage while working.) Of course, my family's mortgage is only 20 years old, and I'm just starting to pay it off, but that's already putting some pressure on me. I basically start coding words at half past nine every night when I write books, and before that, I have to work until half past five in the afternoon, and it's almost eight o'clock after eating and walking after dinner, take a shower and do something else, watch a movie or play games with my wife or something, it's almost half past nine, so the code word time is basically fixed at this time period. ļ¼
(This book was written in the middle of September 15, and it's been a year now, and in the last two or three months, I've insisted on ensuring that it's updated every day, and there is only one day in the middle that I haven't updated, and the rest of the time has been updated every day, and this is the first time I've been writing this book since I started writing this book and haven't broken off because of other things, which is already rare for me.) I'm a car repairer, I have to do the work every day, occasionally in the case of an accident car many, I don't have to rest when I arrange a break, or I don't want to rest, because one more day, I will earn one more day, so that the mortgage will be a little less stressful, although this is just a drop in the bucket, but I still want to try to reduce my pressure. ļ¼
(However, how hard and tiring the car repair industry is, I guess only those who have experienced it know that I am so tired from work every day, and I have to bother to teach my apprentices, so it can be said that I am physically and mentally tired.) In this case, sometimes I really don't even want to code words, but because of obsessive-compulsive disorder, I feel that this month has not been missing a day more, how can I just give up not coding words? So every day I basically don't want to code words when I always use this as a reason to force myself to sit in front of the computer to code words, and then upload. ļ¼
(I'm not a professional writer, I've said this many times.) I don't write well, I think it's because I don't have a high school education. But please readers who are still reading this book at least respect me, and experience the hard work of pressing the keyboard at least 10,000 times every night to code out a content of at least 3,000 words. I'll just say something ugly, saying that I have ruined my writing, so please stand on my own side and write for a year, with a minimum of 3,000 words per chapter, and write for a year to see how long you can last. I'm in the group of the Tiantuan system,Tiantuan Simple Love is the person who knows my whole situation the most.,When this book was first written, it was written for about three months.,I've had symptoms of irritability and rage.,I don't want to write it down.,Sometimes I'm angry because of some ugly words from readers.,And readers spray each other in the book review area;When I wrote about five months, I began to find reasons to be lazy and not update because I felt that updating every day was too tiring;And when I wrote it for ten months, I began to keep updating every day.,I don't know if it's because I've persisted for so long.,I don't want to give up easily. , or because of my own obsessive-compulsive disorder forcing my own problems, anyway, from the tenth month to now, I have been missing a change. And one night in the middle I fell asleep because I was too tired from working during the day.,It's more than half past ten after waking up.,Missed the code word time.,At that time, I released a statement that I'm going to be missing today.,As a result, I sat in front of the computer after taking a shower.,Obsessive-compulsive disorder committed again.,Forced myself to code out a chapter of nearly 4,000 words before twelve o'clock.,Although the content is very boring.ć ļ¼
(I also wrote another book before writing this book.,The reason why that book wasn't uploaded.,On the one hand, it's because I'm lazy.,I don't like to code words every day.,So it's written intermittently.,On the other hand, because I learned that many people don't want to read and have ambiguous male protagonists from time to time.,So I gave up.ć And some of the content in this book is derived from the previous one, although it may be a little bad, but at least it is all my idea, I don't want to waste those 300,000 words, so I borrowed some of it. And since I started uploading this book,I didn't understand the hard work of those authors updating code words every day.,Now I have also experienced it.,So I'm not going to spray the authors of the novels I'm chasing so casually.,Except for an SB who once scolded my dad before I started writing this book.,And despite this,I'm not the kind of person who holds on.,It's been a long time since I've sprayed that goods.ć ļ¼
(Just a simple example, if you work for a few hours, and suddenly a person pops up and says that the results you have worked for so long are rubbish, how would you react? ļ¼
(Finally, I want to reiterate that I don't like to read it, just turn it off, there is no need to go to the book review area to insult me, because this is disrespectful to the results of my hard work for hours and more than 10,000 keypads.) I write a book, not for someone or for profit, this book is always free, although the content is poor, but at least it can solve the problem when some readers are in a book shortage, which can be regarded as the help of fellow book friends. ļ¼
(I've written so much that I don't want to say any more, so be it...... ļ¼
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Seeing her mother's appearance, Chen Yuxuan Chen Yuqi didn't react at first, but when her mother picked up the two of them, she felt the embrace they were most familiar with, and listening to her mother call them by their nicknames, the two little girls couldn't hold back crying all of a sudden.
Holding her two baby daughters, feeling the warmth that she hadn't felt for several days, Chen's mother couldn't help but be a little moved, holding her daughter and secretly wiping away the tears that were about to gush out.
Seeing the two little guys crying loudly in their mother's arms, Huang Meiying understood.
Originally...... It's not that they don't cry because they don't know their mother isn't around, it's just that they know that they have to learn to be strong without their mother. After all, both of them are still young children, and they have been away from their mothers for so long, and when they see their mothers again, they cry in their mother's arms, which may also be a manifestation of their longing for their mothers.
Because they cried so much, when they couldn't cry anymore, the two little ones fell asleep peacefully in their mother's arms. Because there's nothing like a mother's arms that feel more secure, and that's where they trust the most.
The previous crying alarmed Kim Taeyeon, who had been working upstairs with the script problem, and when she just walked out of the room, she saw her aunt holding her sister and coaxing, until both sisters fell asleep after crying for a long time, and after being put back in the stroller by their mother, Kim Tae-yeon went downstairs gently.
"Taeyeon, Mi-young, I'm really bothering you these days, it's so embarrassing that you are so busy with work and have to take time to help take care of Xuan Xuan Kiki. ā
"It's okay aunt, Xuanxuan Qiqi is also my sister, and it is right to take care of them. Being thanked by the elders is always something that makes Kim Taeyeon embarrassed, so she hurriedly replied and changed the subject: "Auntie, are you all cured of your cold?"
Kim Taeyeon has not forgotten the illness of her aunt's family, if it weren't for the fact that their family had a cold and were worried about infecting Chen Yuxuan and Chen Yuqi, these two little guys who accompanied them in the dormitory for five or six memorable days would not have lived with them for so long.
"I've been to the hospital several times, and now it's almost better. ā
"That's good. Kim Taeyeon was also much relieved to learn that the Chen family was about to recover, after all, for her two younger sisters, their dormitory was not their home, and even if they were happy and happy here, it was no better than the two of them being by their mother's side.
"By the way, Auntie, you wait. After chatting for a while, Chen's mother also felt that it was time to take her two daughters home, so she said goodbye to Kim Taeyeon and Hwang Mi-young and planned to leave, but when she walked out of the door, Hwang Mi-young stopped her.
"Some of us are for Xuanxuan and Kiki, and we don't need them to stay here. After speaking, without waiting for Chen's mother to react more, Huang Meiying had already run back to the room to get the things she and her sisters had bought for Chen Yuxuan and Chen Yuqi in the past few days.
It didn't take long for Huang Meiying to come down, still holding a lot of things in her hands.
"Xuanxuan Qiqi is almost at the age of weaning now, this is the baby food that Xiuying bought, and if you eat it for a few more days, it can almost replace the milk powder...... This is the clothes we bought for Xuanxuan Qiqi when we went shopping a few days ago, maybe I bought it a little early, but summer is coming soon, these clothes will definitely be used...... There is also this pacifier bought for Xuan Xuan Qiqi, Xuanxuan likes to use pink, Kiki likes to use red...... And this ......"
That big bag of things is almost all the kinds of things that the girls have bought for the two little ones these days, from a pacifier to a pack of diapers and a piece of clothing, all for the two little ones.
At this time, Huang Meiying took it out to Chen's mother in the same way, although this practice made Chen's mother feel a little troublesome, but she also knew that Huang Meiying liked her daughter very much, otherwise she would not bring these things that her family was not short of to her daughter when she was about to separate.
And the reason why Huang Meiying did this is because she has been getting along with Chen Yuxuan and Chen Yuqi these days, and she already has a relationship, and suddenly the two of them are going home, Huang Meiying's heart is very reluctant, and she took out these baby products and gave them to Chen's mother, just to delay a little longer, and to take a few more glances at the two sleeping little guys.
"Okay, okay, let's give these to my aunt, she knows how to take care of Xuanxuan Qiqi, don't worry about it. Kim Taeyeon didn't know that Hwang Mi-young was reluctant to part with the two of them, but even if she was reluctant, she couldn't take care of them instead of their mothers, and the two little girls still had to return to their mothers after all.
After sending Chen's mother away, Hwang Mi-young's mood was very low, and Kim Taeyeon saw her reluctance and sadness, hugged her to the sofa in the living room and sat down, silently accompanied her, comforting her with her own actions.
"I just want to look at Xuan Xuan Qiqi for a while......" After being silent for a long time, Huang Meiying spoke, and reluctantly wrote on Huang Meiying's face.
For a long time, her heart has been tied to the two little ones, and like her sisters, the first thing she does when she comes back every day is to go to the two of them to play with them, and she is really reluctant to be separated.
"It's not life and death, don't be so sad. Gently smoothing her shoulder, Kim Taeyeon comforted and said, "Xuan Xuan Qiqi doesn't live abroad and can't see each other all year round, they are in Cheongdam-dong, why should they be so sad? ā
"But I really can't bear to ...... them" Huang Meiying was still very unhappy, leaning on Kim Taeyeon's shoulder and said very depressed: "I have lived together for so many days, and every day I wake up, I can see Xuan Xuan Qiqi sleeping next to me, this feeling is as if the two of them are gifts from God, and sometimes I have a delusion, thinking that they are not my sisters, but my daughters, no matter how much I spoil them, I can't spoil them enough." But all of a sudden, they just went back, and I felt like God was going to take the gift back from me......"
Kim Taeyeon didn't know how to comfort Hwang Mi-young for a while, because she was in a similar mood to Hwang Mi-young at this time.
Although Chen Yuxuan and Chen Yuqi are only her cousins and not her own sister, after getting along day and night, Kim Taeyeon did not treat the two of them as outsiders in her heart and took care of them as if they were her own sisters. What's more, when she came to Seoul as a trainee, she and her sister Xia Yan were also very reluctant to separate, they got along for so many years, and every day when they went home, they were able to be run over by their sister to give a happy hug, listening to their sister calling their nicknames in a milky voice, that feeling was what Kim Taeyeon missed the most after coming to Seoul.
Treating Chen Yuxuan and Chen Yuqi as her daughter, although she feels a little unbelievable about Huang Meiying's thoughts, Kim Taeyeon can understand what Huang Meiying thinks in her heart.
She and herself, from acquaintance to love, went through five years to come together, although this kind of love seems to be a deformity in the eyes of others, not many people will accept such a fact, but they still came together without hesitation to fall in love.
And both of them are girls, they are in love, and they have each other's existence in their hearts, but there is still one biggest drawback between them, that is, the two of them can never have their own children.
The feeling of being a mother may not be experienced in this life, whether it is for her, Huang Meiying, or Zheng Xiuyan, it is a regret that can never be made up.
Because of this, Kim Taeyeon can't comfort Hwang Mi-young, the source of all this, or herself.
But suddenly, Kim Taeyeon suddenly remembered something related to something that Hwang Mi-young had done, and immediately widened her eyes in surprise, and said to Hwang Mi-young in surprise: "Pani, we can have children!"
"What?"
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