(It may be a little untrue, mainly because it is different from other minor texts, and it doesn't have to be similar.) Pen ~ Fun ~ Pavilion www.biquge.info)

What Kim Taeyeon said is exactly what Hwang Mi-young and Lim Yoon-a have been most troubled about.

Hwang Mi-young is okay, she has already passed the family level, and her father entrusted her to Kim Taeyeon and recognized their relationship. But Lin Yuna has not passed this hurdle yet.

And the two of them, including Zheng Xiuyan, have to face the level of social public opinion together, if their relationship can never be exposed, then they can be safe, if once exposed, Girls' Generation will be the first to be boycotted, and all kinds of public opinion in society will force SM to disband Girls' Generation.

This is not the most important thing, the others in Girls' Generation are fine, but the four of them are lilies, and public opinion will not let them go. They are all public figures, and no matter where they go, there will be topics surrounding their existence, and no one will feel good when they are pointed at.

Although they can comfort themselves by saying that those are other people's business, they can't care so much, but once it really happens, Girls' Generation is disbanded, and the ensuing effects will make it impossible for the four of them to continue to appear in public.

First of all, the Lily Affair will make the four of them become different in the eyes of others, and after they can't continue to be artists, they are no different from ordinary people, and their survival will become a problem after losing their qualifications to be artists, and they will be poked in the backbone and pointed at wherever they go.

Secondly, they have no other ability to survive except singing and dancing, they can no longer be artists, they are ordinary people, and they have to support themselves, but after the whole society knows that they are all lilies, how can anyone hire them?

Who wants to open a store to make money?

Not only that, but their own families will also be affected, and the relatives around them will also know that they are a lily, and they will be implicated at that time, and in order to clear up the relationship, relatives will inevitably cut off contact with themselves, including their families.

It can be said that as long as the fact that they are lilies is exposed, coupled with their current status as artists, the impact will definitely be several times or even dozens of times more serious than that of ordinary homosexuals, and it is almost impossible to survive in this society, and the only way out is to leave South Korea and go to other countries where homosexuality is legal.

This is the last thing they want to see, so they have always behaved normally outside, and have never been seen by anyone as heretical.

Now that Kim Taeyeon said this, Hwang Mi-young and Lim Yoon-a realized that Kim Taeyeon had been worried about what happened to them a long time ago, although she had never told them, judging from what she said to Kwon Yoo-ri today, Kim Tae-yeon has been worrying about these things for a long time, and she definitely didn't blurt it out to make Kwon Yo-ri know the difficulties.

Similarly, Kim Taeyeon sighed silently after saying this to Kwon Yoo-ri.

Don't look at the fact that they are only 20 years old now, but it is not long before the legal age of marriage, not to mention that the Korean law is recently revising the legal age limit for marriage, and when it is really revised, the family is most concerned about her life's events, and how to face the difficulty of her family is still a headache for her when the time comes. (I checked it when I wrote it before, and the legal age of marriage in South Korea was revised to 18 years old for women in 09.) ）

As for public opinion in society, this is exactly what Kim Taeyeon is not worried about, she has always advocated that she will go her own way and let others say it, and she will not take what others say to heart, not to mention that their relationship has been well concealed so far, as long as it is not exposed, then she is not afraid of anything.

"Yoo-ri, have you thought about all this? You like me, but I don't like you, even if we can use long-term love as an excuse to get along until we like you, have you ever thought about how your family is going to face you as a lily?" Kwon Yoo-ri's silence made Kim Tae-yeon find a breakthrough, and began to use her family as an excuse to convince Kwon Yoo-ri to let her die.

"I ...... I didn't think about it...... "Kwon Yoo-ri has never thought about these problems, she has never been in love, and she has no experience in this area, so she doesn't know that there are so many troubles after falling in love, especially if she likes a girl, she has more troubles to deal with than normal people in love."

"Ha~Juejue~Juejue~" The silence in the living room made the atmosphere seem a little boring, and Chen Yuxuan also sensed it in Kim Tae-yeon's arms, yawning and shouting at Kim Tae-yeon.

"Yuli, think about it, I hope you can think it through before you tell me. Hugged Chen Yuxuan in a different position, patted her back and coaxed her to sleep, Kim Taeyeon sighed lightly and said, and then carried Chen Yuxuan upstairs, ready to take her to sleep.

"Yuli...... I'm going to hug Kiki, she wants to sleep too. Seeing Kim Taeyeon go upstairs, and also saw Chen Yuqi, who was also held in Kwon Yoo-ri's arms, yawned, Hwang Mi-young said to Kwon Yoo-ri and took Chen Yuqi from her.

After Huang Meiying and Lin Yuna followed upstairs, Kwon Yoo-ri sat in the living room in a daze, staring at the floor in a daze and falling into silence.

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It is very easy for children to fall asleep after they are sleepy, and it didn't take long for the two little ones to fall asleep under the coaxing of Kim Taeyeon and Hwang Mi-young.

"You go out first, it's not too early, do you want to go back to the dormitory, you can see it yourself, if you don't go back to the dormitory, there are other rooms here for you to live in, tomorrow I can rest for another day without notice, you definitely have to go." After settling her two younger sisters, Kim Taeyeon didn't want to go out to face Kwon Yoo-ri for the time being, but she didn't want Hwang Mi-young and Lim Yoon-a to be by her side, she wanted to be alone and quiet, so she wanted the two of them to leave first.

After a glance at each other, the two seemed to see each other's thoughts, and at the same time made a decision, both of them will stay at Chen Yu's house temporarily tonight, and they will leave tomorrow morning when the announcement time is almost up.

After knowing the decision of the two of them, Kim Taeyeon didn't say much, and let them go and talk to Chen's mother by themselves and then stop caring about them.

After Hwang Mi-young and Lim Yoon-a both went out, Kim Tae-yeon sat down on the bedside of her two younger sisters and watched the two of them quietly.

"I really envy the two of you, you don't have to worry about anything, you don't have to worry about anything, you just need to grow up carefree, how can you be like Ernie and me, there are a lot of troubled things, and I don't know how to solve them. Maybe it was the growth process of the two little girls that made Kim Taeyeon feel that she was too bitter compared to them, and after sitting on the edge of their bed, Kim Taeyeon looked at it for a long time and couldn't help muttering.

After a while, Kim Taeyeon asked to herself, "Xuanxuan, Kiki, what do you say Ernie should do? Do you promise you Leoni or reject her? Although rejecting her will be a lot less troublesome, it will be very troublesome for Ernie to promise her......

"I'm stupid too, I know that you have to ask this question when you are asleep, even if you are awake to ask you, it is a vain question, it is really ......" After smiling self-deprecatingly, Kim Taeyeon gently covered the two younger sisters with a blanket, carefully put their little hands outside, and looked at their quiet sleeping faces, the troubles in their hearts seemed to be dispelled a lot, and a smile was revealed.

With a squeak, the door of the room opened, and when Kim Taeyeon looked back, she saw Kwon Yoo-ri walking in, and the look on her face looked a little lonely, and she thought that she should have thought clearly and made a choice, so she gently got up and walked in front of Kwon Yoo-ri.

"Got it figured?"

"Hmmm......"

"That'...... What was your decision?"

"I ......" came to her lips but couldn't say it, and Kwon Yoo-ri seemed to have a hard time making a decision.

Her appearance fell into Kim Taeyeon's eyes, and when she looked at it, Kim Taeyeon knew that Kwon Yoo-ri had thought about it and made the decision to give up.

But she still couldn't really make the decision to give up, because the hesitation and hesitation when she came to her to say it was the best proof of this.

"Yoo-ri, listen to my advice, you still have a future, don't ruin the road after me because of me, okay?" Kim Taeyeon is sincere, she really wants Kwon Yoo-ri to get back on track, don't continue to lose her way because of her.

Tears flowed unconsciously, leaving a tear trail on her face, and Kwon Yoo-ri cried.

A decision that involved her whole life, her whole life, and even her family's life, and she didn't dare to risk her family.

But after this decision was made, her heart hurt like a knife, and she didn't dare to speak in front of Kim Taeyeon, afraid that as soon as she said it, her heart would hurt so much that it suffocated her.

Suddenly, Kwon Yoo-ri hugged Kim Taeyeon and said, "Taeyeon...... I really don't want to give up...... I don't want to lose you...... I just want you to give me one chance, just once...... I don't expect you to treat me the way you treated me like you did when you were a child, I just ask you to give me a little bit of care, and it is enough to be there for me...... Can you?"

"This kind of thing can't come by reluctantly...... The twisted melon is not sweet, why do you waste all your thoughts on me?" In the end, Kwon Yoo-ri was still unwilling to give up, and Kim Taeyeon was helpless in her heart, this may be the most difficult hurdle between the two of them.

"I don't care! I just want to be with you, I don't care about anything else! I've thought about it for a long time, and I really can't give up...... Taeyeon, I really like you......"

"Alas......" turned out to be like this, I thought I could make Kwon Yoo-ri change her mind, but she was never able to pass the hurdle in her heart, and when facing herself, she still said the truest thoughts in her heart, which made Kim Taeyeon sigh helplessly.

Kim Taeyeon can't say hurtful words, rejecting Kwon Yoo-ri is undoubtedly hurting her heart, Kim Taeyeon can't make that determination, and now there is only one solution left.

"Then can you promise that you won't let Xiuyan and the others know about it?"

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