279 (short story) The heart is cold

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If the heart is cold, I am the only one in the same university as me in the entire Journey to the West. Even if it's a dead cat, it's just the same elementary school and junior high school as me, and Chengka is in the same city as me, but it's not the same university. Only my sworn brother, who is in the same university as me.

I still remember the first time we met. I was in the cafeteria at the north gate of the school with Xinruoleng, and I followed the wind and clouds, and they ate together in love with you all my life. When I first met him, I brought a classmate and a junior sister with me. There were some funny things that happened when we met.

Gradually, those things passed. Until later, I met a total of several times between Xinruo and I.

But the last time we met, it was worth saying a few words. After all, at that time, I had already left what happened after waking up from Peach Blossom Island, and it was also the thing that I was about to leave Wuhan.

When I was about to graduate, I had already completed the make-up examination for my graduation defense, and I had also completed five clear exams and got my scores, knowing that I would not be a senior student. At that point, I was bored and naturally thought of finding some friends to get together at the end.

That's the so-called casual meal. The casual meals I prepared were very large among my friends who graduated from their senior year. There are not only large group meals for the whole grade, but also for our classmates, and for a small group of people from our dormitory and the dormitory next door, plus a meal for my literature club...... Among these casual meals, there is such a casual meal with the most special significance, which is a one-on-one face-to-face casual meal, which is the one that is eaten alone with the cold heart.

In fact, it's hard to say that it's a casual meal. After all, it wasn't a very formal casual meal, I just happened to meet him in the North Side cafeteria, and then the two of us each cooked and put it on a tray. Just like all the students, he took the fork and the spoon, and inserted the spoon into the meal, and ate it with satisfaction.

At first, neither he nor I spoke to each other. Maybe I didn't know what topic to start with, so I ate quietly for a while, and when I felt a little thirsty, I went to buy a drink. When I walked back, I put one of the bottles of Coke in front of him, and Sprite in front of myself.

Xin Ruoleng suddenly said, "Brother Peach Blossom, you're about to leave school, right?"

Feng Xiyan said: "Yes, I'm leaving school soon." I've been here for four years, and it's time to leave. It's like I'm about to leave Peach Blossom Island. ”

The heart is cold: "I also heard about Brother Peach Blossom, you want to leave the dream of waking up Peach Blossom Island." But why exactly? Leaving school, that's graduation, and having to do it as a last resort, but why did you leave Wake Up Peach Blossom Island? You can continue to stay in Wake Up Peach Blossom Island. ”

Feng Xiyan said: "Maybe it's the same as staying in this school." It's been too long, and I'm tired and tired. I think I should find a way to change my thinking and mood at this time. When I got home, I quickly found a job and made money to support my family. ”

The heart is cold: "Maybe big brother, you are really still a person who can let me learn." Sometimes, when I stay in one place for a long time, I don't want to change it. But you still want to change, and you want to find your own direction through your own efforts. But is it better to leave old friends for a new direction?"

Feng Xiyan said: "Actually, I don't think I can be regarded as leaving my old friends." In my heart, you have always been there. Sometimes, I just want to say that my meeting with all of you is a rare experience in my life. Although this kind of experience is very happy, it also makes my heart mixed. I don't know how I'm going to live this life, and waking up on Peach Blossom Island may be just one of my options. When I found out I needed to get out of here, I couldn't stay anymore. ”

The heart is cold: "Brother Peach Blossom, if I can, I want to say that I will be your good brother for the rest of my life...... Even if we don't contact each other in the future, even if we are separated from each other in the future, you are in Nanning and I am in Wuhan, but I still recognize you as my eldest brother, and I will always be your second brother. ”

Feng Xiyan said: "That's right, I'm like this too." In this life, we will always be brothers...... I really miss Andy, he is now alone in Hong Kong and doesn't know what to do. If it weren't for him, you and I might just be friends with you now, but it is because of Andy that we have become brothers...... I am really grateful to God, it is one thing that I am very happy to be able to have a brotherly fate with you in this life. Do you know that our meal can definitely be called a casual meal. Because I'm leaving Wuhan tomorrow -- I'm going to take the train back to Nanning tomorrow. ”

The heart is cold: "Big brother...... Are you really going to go back so soon? Can't you just wait?"

Feng Xiyan said: "There is nothing to wait for. I've actually had the happiest time of my life here. Time with you, time with everyone. The biggest memory is waking up on Peach Blossom Island, and the deepest feelings also stay here. I know very well that some things are bad if you talk too much, and some people say goodbye when they should say goodbye in order to keep good memories forever. There will always be different stages in a person's life, and there will be different friends in different stages. I'm very satisfied to have you friends at this point in my life. ”

Feng Xiyan said: "So...... Goodbye......"

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I know that I will have many fond memories in my life in Wuhan. The wonderful emotion, the gentle water, the blowing snow, and the plum blossoms in the plum garden of the East Lake are frozen in the ice, which is very beautiful. The same is true in our schools. There are tall French plane trees and a tree-lined boulevard. The leaves of the French plane tree fall on the forest **, and there is a rustling sound when you step on it.

I once stepped on these leaves with my heart and the rustling sound was like goodbye. Of course, it's a memory of winter, and in summer it's a memory.