Outside the scenes

My life has been a mistake since birth.

No one will love me, I am superfluous.

Call me selfish or mean.

I wanted to die at the hands of that woman, even if she was in pain for it. So, I didn't dodge, I didn't resist, and let the dagger stick into my heart.

Qin Li, I didn't tell you that death is never terrible. I am not afraid of death, nor of pain.

In the short time since I lost you, I seem to have tasted the most painful taste in the world.

I think, this is the best ending, I can't live for a long time, I can't fall in love with someone else, and I can't stand life without you, so, death is the only relief.

I love your laughter.

But I've never seen you smile so brightly, and the taste of love leaks out of your smile.

That's when my heart was really dead. I don't think I'll be able to win Bong in my life.

That smile could never have been mine. So I left quietly.

Since I'm leaving, let's choose the one I want to leave.

My birth was full of bloody sins, and so should I be when I leave.

Qin Li, I can come to you through obstacles, I can love you desperately, even if I am crushed for this, even if I turn my back on the whole world for this.

But I didn't have the opportunity to choose how to meet you.

Meet you before him.

The cruelty of love... Nothing more than that.

I felt the blood slowly drain away, and when I closed my eyes, tears flowed all the way down my heart.

My life is already like this, rotten, twisted, and disgusted even by myself. can

You want to be happy, because I gave up my own happiness to fulfill you, so you have to be happier than anyone else...

Fanwai 2 Cave Room Notes

In other words, the wedding of Feng Tian and Qin Li was originally going to be held for two days, but in the end, Feng Tian was impatient and threw the guests directly into the cave room. I've been waiting for so many years, and I really don't want to wait for a minute.

Feng Li walked in step by step on the ground laid with red silk in his arms, Qin Li leaned on his chest, listening to his rhythmic heartbeat, his face was burned red, his heart was beating uncontrollably, and his nose was full of the smell of Feng Tilt, clean, warm, and some soap fragrance, which was particularly charming.

Feng Tian kissed her nose gently, her thin lips pressed against her lips, a little bit cool, Qin Li's heart suddenly beat faster, as if she was about to jump out of her throat.

A low smile sounded between his lips and teeth, full of magnetism, teasing Qin Li's heart like a feather, and he felt suffocated in the next second.

I never thought that this man was really seductive, and there were times when he was full of bewitchment.

"Don't be nervous. Feng said in a low voice, her slightly cool lips along her chin, slowly wandering on her thin white neck, so serious and full of **.

His eyebrows and eyes are exquisite, always cold, and after dyeing the color of **, it seems to be like a whirlpool, and he can only sink and can't stop.

Throbbing, wheezing, slowly rising over one kiss after another.

Her clothes were untied one by one.

Neither of them noticed that through the crack in the door, a light flashed in.

Qin Li's eyes gradually blurred, wrapped his arms around Feng Tian's neck, and watched his clothes fall to the ground, just when Feng Tian was preparing to the last moment, suddenly Qin Li snorted in pain, and cold sweat broke out.

Feng Tian hurriedly put on his clothes, "Qin Li, what's wrong with you?"

"I, my stomach hurts so much..."Qin Li said bitterly.

Bong Tan hurriedly dressed her, and Bongfu, who had already turned off the lights quietly, became bright in the blink of an eye.

The doctor was caught in a hurry and was taken to Fengfu, and Feng tilted a pair of good-looking eyes and looked at him viciously, estimating that if he dared to say a bad word, his neck would suffer.

The doctor wiped the cold sweat from his forehead, examined it carefully, and slowly his expression became weird, he looked at Feng Tian, and then at Qin Li, who was lying on the bed in pain.

"What the hell is going on, say!" said Bong, impatiently.

Doctor: "Ma'am, Ma'am... I'm pregnant!"

Bong: ⊙⊙

Qin Li (°_°')

How can it be?

Bong: As soon as I took off my pants, you told me I was pregnant??

I don't carry this pot!

Qin Li looked at Feng Tian silently: "That, I don't know who the child's father is..."

The doctor fainted.

He thought, he probably won't be able to get out alive.

Qin Yuanyuan

I heard that my mother screamed for a day when I was born, and she said that she would never have children again.

I also heard that the anxious father outside the door had a dark face all day. As I got older, I realized that my dad might not like me.

Every time I see me, my eyes are very entangled, I can't describe that kind of look, but I always feel like I'm looking at other people's children.

Later, when I grew up, I found that my father's eyes always showed a faint grief in my eyes, and then, one day, my mother suddenly disappeared and disappeared for a month, and a very beautiful woman appeared in the house, beautiful not like mortals, in short, the most beautiful I have ever seen.

So, my father moved away from love, called her Mrs., and pestered her every day, and at first it was confined to pestering in his spare time, until one day, a man named Uncle Luo moved next door to us, and Dad began to pester the bride every moment, even going to the toilet.

I heard that it was a shadow left by the past.

In addition to the change in appearance, the bride is the same as the previous mother, the same gentle, sometimes I feel that she is my mother, but she has changed her appearance.

However, the bride has to recuperate for two days a month, and the doctor follows her. I heard that it was because the bride had slept in the ice for too long, and there were some sequelae.

These adults are really strange, at least I don't understand that Daddy is always on guard against Uncle Ning, and I don't understand why Uncle Xun is a human and an animal.

Later, when I saw my former mother again, I realized that I felt very strange except that I knew her, and she didn't know me.

She didn't seem to have any other memories, only that she had lived in the village, that her body had for some reason turned on the gift of healing, and then I never saw her again, and I heard that she had gone to become a saint.

One day, the house suddenly became lively, and my father never left the bride, protecting her like a baby, and even I didn't let me get close, so it looked really unpleasant.

So after I had a few troubles, the adults told me that my mother, who said that she would never have children again, was pregnant again.

In this way, the Bong family welcomed another child besides me.

What I don't understand is why my mother sometimes likes to call me Dandan.

Luo Xiaolian outside

I have a very strange daddy. A mother who loves her father very much.

Daddy is so handsome and handsome, only Uncle Feng can compare.

The reason why Daddy is strange is because Daddy is always in a daze, and he likes to look at the wall in a daze.

I've also looked at that wall, but nothing. I think there must be a treasure on the wall of my brother's house.

Once Daddy got drunk. Dad rarely drank, but that time when his mother was not at home, Uncle Feng and Aunt Qin next door went out to play again, as if to celebrate the tenth anniversary.

Daddy was alone at home like this, and finally got drunk on the table, and he kept stroking my hair and said that I really looked like Aunt Qin. Has the same pair of eyes as her.

I'm wondering, is this the reason my dad adopted me?

I always knew that my dad picked it up, and I was only four years old when I picked it up.

Daddy muttered to himself, he said that he was responsible to his mother, and his mother saved his life.

Is this why my mother has become an ordinary person?

Daddy always said that he should protect his mother because she needed his protection. He owes her.

I don't understand the world of adults. Daddy probably really likes Aunt Qin because he always looks into my eyes and is distracted. Then the eyes were sad and content.

On the day my father got drunk, my mother came back unexpectedly, and she silently watched her father muttering drunkly, and finally cried.

For the first time, I saw my mother crying.

I'm angry, I'm angry that my dad broke my mother's heart.

But after my mother cried, she smiled again, took care of my father, and made soup for my father.

Daddy woke up and was silent, as if he felt sorry for his mother. But the mother smiled and said thank you.

In my memory, my father hugged my mother for the first time.

Later, Daddy sat in front of the wall that was always in a daze for a day. Two words were whispered as he left, goodbye.

The room was locked up by my father and never entered again.

I overheard my father say that he could not love his mother, but he could not make her sad anymore.

Because of this, I began to dislike the beautiful Aunt Qin. But I didn't dare to express it in front of my father.

Mother is so gentle, why can't Daddy love her?

Later, when I grew up, I realized that in a relationship, no one is right, and no one is wrong.

A lot of feelings, and there are not so many reasons and whys.

When you love it, you like it.

Some love may only be given to one person in a lifetime.

The vicissitudes of life, time has passed, and it has become the deepest and most poignant memory buried in the bottom of my heart.

There is no substitute. Also, unwilling to replace.