Chapter 53: Kim Tae-yeon's Choice

Glancing at the list on the wall, Kim Tae-yeon's heart was pierced. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info

Why? Twice in a row she couldn't meet the requirements, and she was turned away twice in a row?

In a trance, Taeyeon only felt that her vision had become very blurry, blurry to the point that she could not see anything clearly, and even her hearing was as if she was hallucinating, and her ears were filled with all kinds of noises, but she could clearly hear her own breathing and heartbeat.

What is it? Why do I have something on my face?

Taeyeon, who was standing in the crowd, stretched out her left hand and touched her face, only to find that her tears had long been uncontrollable and had flowed without her permission.

“…… Let's go back. Suddenly, a very familiar voice came from her ears, and when Taeyeon turned her head, she only saw Hwang Mi-young, who had the same lonely expression but was strong to wipe away her tears.

"Back to ...... Let's go back. Seeing Hwang Mi-young's behavior as if she was running away, Kim Tae-yeon wiped the excess things from her face and pretended to be calm and let Hwang Mi-young take her hand and leave together.

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If someone looks up at this time, they will be shocked.

On the roof of the S|M Small Yellow Building, two girls stepped over, swaying their legs, and sat on the roof of the building.

“。 After being silent for a long time, Huang Meiying, who had been keeping her head down, followed the line of sight from the street below, slowly retracted it, and called out to another person next to her as if she didn't care.

"Well......" Although the expression was also indifferent, there were no words, only a simple response, but because of the words that had not been spoken for a long time, it deeply betrayed her truest thoughts at the moment.

"Or ...... Shall we go back?"

"Where are you going?"

"Practice room. ”

The silent environment and the cold wind blowing gently were dispelled because of Huang Meiying's firm determination and short answer.

"I can't choose once because I don't have enough qualifications, and if I can't choose twice, it's because I can't do it, so I must go back and practice hard, and I must pass the next assessment!"

"This time you are quite good at comforting yourself, and you don't have to let me sit at the door of your room like last time, and comfort you for more than half an hour. Looking at Hwang Mi-young's serious and serious expression, Kim Taeyeon's mood also relaxed a lot, at least Hwang Mi-young did not do the same as last time, she couldn't accept failure and chose to escape from reality, and she hid in her room alone and grieved alone.

"I said that I am not allowed to mention that incident!" After just one sentence, her serious expression was beaten back to her original shape, and Hwang Mi-young, who originally looked quite beautiful because of her seriousness, turned back into a cute little Huang Pani in a blink of an eye, and her shy expression made Kim Tae-yeon laugh for a while.

"Okay, okay, let's not make fun of you, let's go back. As she spoke, Taeyeon climbed down from the wall and patted the dust off her body.

At this time, Taeyeon's cell phone rang, and after the caller's number was seen, the piercing ringtone made Taeyeon and Hwang Mi-young stunned at the same time.

"Take it...... Maybe I'm looking for you. Hwang Mi-young looked at Taeyeon and motioned for Taeyeon to answer the call.

After two seconds of silence, Taeyeon pressed the answer button, "Hey, Taeyeon, where are you?" As soon as it was connected, a somewhat anxious voice came from the other end of the phone.

"Teacher, I'm in ...... It's out there. After hesitating for a moment, Taeyeon decided not to talk about her on the rooftop, lest she be misunderstood and wanted to jump off the building.

"Can you come back in time? If you can come back, come to my office, I have something to look for you. ”

“…… Well, I'll be there right away. ”

After hanging up the phone, Huang Meiying asked with some concern: "What is Teacher E looking for you?"

"I don't know. Taeyeon shook her head, "Probably...... I guess it was about the fact that I wasn't selected for the women's team program this time. ”

"Then go and listen to what the teacher has to say. As soon as she heard that it might be the reason why the two of them would lose this time, Hwang Mi-young urged Taeyeon to hurry up and find Jung Soon-won.

"Then what are you going to do?" Huang Mi-young urged Taeyeon, but Taeyeon was a little uneasy.

"I'll just go back to the practice room. Go for it. Under the seemingly strong expression, there was an unexpected hint of loss.

But this expression of loss made Kim Taeyeon look right.

probably knows why Huang Meiying's face has such an expression. So despite Hwang Mi-young's opposition and struggle, Kim Taeyeon grabbed her hand and ran in the direction of Jung Soon-won's office.

"Teacher E is looking for you, why are you pulling me there?" Because she was running, Huang Meiying was out of breath, and finally asked while walking between the stairs.

"I said I wouldn't leave you alone, so even if anything happens this time, I'll take you with me. She didn't turn her head back, she only dropped such a sentence while running, but because of this sentence, Huang Meiying's uneasy expression became calm, and the constant emotion filled her entire heart.

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"Teacher, I'm here. When he came to the door of Jung Soon-won's office, Taeyeon knocked respectfully on the door, and waited until he agreed before opening the door and entering the office.

There were only two people in the office, Jung Chun-won and Kim Yeon-jae, and Kim Chaohan was not seen.

And after Jung Soon-won saw Taeyeon coming, he just wanted to speak, but he saw Hwang Mi-young who came in with Taeyeon.

Frowning slightly, Zheng Chunyuan opened his mouth and said, "Huang Meiying, can you go out for a while?" The teacher has something he wants to say to Taeyeon alone. ”

"Teacher, I don't think there's any need for this. After feeling a slight tremor in the hand of the person behind him who had been holding her, Kim Taeyeon shook her hand tightly and said firmly, "If you call me here and let Pani leave, then I think I may disappoint you, teacher." ”

Raising the hands of the two people holding tightly, Taeyeon looked at Jung Soon-won and said seriously, "She is my good sister, and she can even be said to be a sister, so I feel that no matter what I do, I should share it with her." ”

"You ......" Jung Soon-won didn't seem to expect Taeyeon to stand up against him and let Hwang Mi-young leave, but he was stunned for a while but couldn't find anything to refute Taeyeon's words.

"Forget Chunyuan, this matter has something to do with it, so it's okay for her to be here. Kim Yeon played with her hair and motioned for Taeyeon and Hwang Mi-young to sit down, and then she spoke, "Taeyeon, how do you feel when you didn't get selected in this audition?"

Taeyeon's already relieved heart became uneasy again with Kim Yeon's words.

"I can't say how I feel, because there are so many of them, unwillingness, grievance, resentment, sadness, and others. ”

"Then what do you think if I tell you what I told you last time, and the people above still haven't changed their minds until now?"

The seemingly calm words made Taeyeon's heart surging again.

In the last year-end assessment, it was also the first women's team plan selection, and she and Huang Meiying were both unsuccessful, but a few days after that, Kim Yeon-jae found her and told her something.

In the beginning, she was not on the roster of the women's team program.

That is to say, there are two possibilities, one is that the qualifications and strength are not enough, and the other is the debut of solo singers.

Obviously, if it was just that the qualifications and strength were not enough, then Kim Yeon-jae would not have found her and told her that she was not on the list in the first place.

That's why Kim Taeyeon is worried, and she is worried about how to go in the future.

Not long after returning to the company after the New Year, the company's staff began to return to work one after another, and at that time, Taeyeon found Kim Yeon-jae and told Kim Yeon-jae what she had been afraid to face, and chose to give up

Because she didn't dare to face those scenes alone, she was afraid that her cowardice and cowardice would make her hurt and untouchable.

And Kim Yeon, after getting Taeyeon's reply, just said, "I'll try to change the above mind." ”

After that, Taeyeon, who was originally designated as a solo and only needed to participate in the individual assessment and did not have to participate in the women's team program selection, participated in the women's team program selection again.

It's just that she didn't expect it, but the result was unexpected again.

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"Let's take a look at this. In a trance, Kim Yeon handed a document to Taeyeon.

Curious and questioning, she glanced at Kim Yeon-jae, and after receiving an affirmative nod, Taeyeon opened the document.

What jumped into the eye was the screening of the list of women's group programs, with the names of many people written on the back. And underneath these names are written part of the information of the people on this list and the evaluations of the teachers within S|M.

But when Taeyeon saw the list, she was visibly stunned.

The names of thirteen people include Jung so-yeon, Choi so-young, Kim Hyo-yeon, Kwon Yoo-ri, Seo Joo-hyun, Lim Yoon-a, Seo Hyun-jin, Park So-yeon, Lee Hwan-hee, Kim Hyun-kyung, and Jang Ha-jin...... There are also her names Kim Taeyeon and Hwang Mi-young.

It's just that there is an extremely dazzling black line on her and Huang Meiying's names, which crosses out the names of the two of them.

"It's ......" Taeyeon looked up in disbelief and glanced at Kim Yeon.

"You read that right, that's your name. The last time I tried to go to the board of directors and the president, the answers were ambiguous, and I didn't know what they were thinking. So this time for the selection assessment, Chunyuan and I decided to deliberately select you into this list, and then submit it to the above, so that the president can read it before making a decision. ”

Then Jin Yanzai sighed, "I just didn't expect that when the list was handed over to the president, he crossed out your name after just one glance, and told me that the company still wants you to make your solo debut, and it won't consider letting you enter the women's team plan list." As for the president, she said that her qualifications are still not enough and she needs to be honed again. ”

"......" Taeyeon was speechless.

When Jung Chun-won saw Taeyeon like this, he didn't know how to comfort her, after all, as a teacher, there was no way to help her in this matter, everything could only depend on her own decision and the company's final decision.

"Actually, there's nothing wrong with solo, at least you don't have to be limited by rules and regulations like a group, and your dream isn't it to sing?" Seeing that a room full of four people stopped talking, Kim Yeon deliberately led the topic to the benefits of solo in order to let Taeyeon come out of her loss," You see that there are twelve of them, and the lyrics of a song are allocated, at most each person sings one or two lines, plus the chorus, there are not many words that can be sung in total, and the benefits obtained have to be shared with the company and then divided equally by twelve people, almost not much. ”

"And solo is different, freedom aside, the whole song is sung by yourself alone, and the benefits you get only need to be split with the company, and the rest is yours, what's wrong with that?"

"......" Kim Yeon said so much, but Taeyeon kept her head down, not knowing what she was thinking.

For a long time, the moment Taeyeon raised her head, she seemed to feel the reluctant clenching of Huang Miying, who had been holding her hand beside her and did not let go, and refused to let go of her hand, so that she couldn't help but turn her head slightly to look at Huang Miying.

When Taeyeon looked at Hwang Mi-young, Hwang Mi-young also happened to turn to look at Taeyeon. The moment they met their eyes, Taeyeon saw the anticipation in Hwang Mi-young's eyes and some other expressions.

"Rest assured. As I said, I'll never leave you alone. The words were said softly, almost without any sound, but Huang Meiying understood the slightly moving mouth shape and smiled.

"I'm sorry teacher, I'm sorry teacher, but I still decided to give up this solo. He bowed to Jung Soon-won and Kim Yeon-jae, and when he said this, it was as if the heaviness that had been pressing on him suddenly disappeared, and he became very relaxed.

"Why? You know, if you give up this time, maybe the company doesn't expect anything from you anymore. I didn't expect her to say so much, Kim Taeyeon actually planned to give up, which made Kim Yeon angry, "Do you know, how many people want to make their solo debut but can't do it, why do you still give up when the company gives you a chance?"

"Because ......" glanced at Hwang Mi-young beside her, Kim Taeyeon said to Kim Yeon-jae very seriously: "Because I promised someone, I will never leave her alone, so I chose to give up this time in solo, even if I can't make my debut in the future, I won't regret it." ”

"You ......" Kim Yeon-jae just wanted to continue persuading Taeyeon, but was stopped by Jung Soon-won.

"Taeyeon's decisions rarely change. So let her go this time. ”

"Alas!" sat down in particular annoyance, and Kim Yeon-jae glanced at Taeyeon and Hwang Mi-young who were standing there again.

After a few minutes, Kim Yeon-jae looked at Kim Taeyeon and Hwang Mi-young repeatedly as if she had decided something, and then said, "Since you have decided to give up, then I will explain the situation to the director and the president." As for the women's team program...... I will try to ask the president and the board of directors to remove the factor of your lack of qualifications first, and only evaluate your strength, which means that the next time the girl group plans to be evaluated again, whether you two can enter or not depends on your own performance. ”

"Inner, thank you, teacher. ”

"I really don't know how I fell in love with you as a student who doesn't know what to do, teacher, I told you so much about the benefits of solo, and you still don't appreciate it, you have to think about bringing your little girlfriend into the girl group, I'm really angry. ”

"Who said she was my little girlfriend? Pani is my sister! My mother already recognizes her as her daughter! Of course I can't leave her alone!" Hearing that Kim Yeon was misinterpreting her relationship with Hwang Mi-young, Taeyeon was anxious.

But you can't blame Kim Yeon, who let Kim Tae-yeon say what she said just now...... It's really easy to misunderstand whether there is any ulterior secret between her and Huang Meiying.;;" /;"