This night, I had no intention of sleeping, hanging on the Journey to the West game, and running for a long time. Pen | fun | pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 info at one o'clock, two o'clock, or even three o'clock, I didn't fall asleep. The next day there was no class, so I let it go, and although I was physically exhausted, I still didn't care about it.

I'm ready to be reincarnated. Even if the Nether Dragon Show isn't by my side, I can't afford to drag on level 122 for too long. When it's time to be reincarnated, you should be reincarnated, otherwise, what's the point of leveling up in this game?

The dead cat had already been reincarnated before me, and now he was a man of the second and seventyth levels. Chengka has been turned three times, and even Rainbow Rain has been turned twice. I'm the only one left, and I haven't been reincarnated in order to wait for the Nether Dragon Show. Now, I'm going to run a little more money and get ready for reincarnation. Even if I haven't seen her for a few days, I'm planning to be reincarnated.

However, at half past three in the middle of the night, she suddenly went online.

"Xiuxiu, why did you come to the Internet in the middle of the night?" I was stunned when I saw the news that she was online.

She's never been online so late. During the day she has to go to work, and at night she has to do all kinds of household chores when she comes home. Usually, it is impossible for her to come out at night, not only is it not allowed at home, but the nature of her work also determines that she cannot stay outside for a long time at night.

"Peach Blossom, I'm here to see you. You know what, I quit. I worked in that bookstore for a while, and although I liked the atmosphere of the bookstore, the salary was too small for me to bear. I don't know what kind of plans I will have in the future, I just resigned today, and I came up to you in a hurry. I want to cry, I'm really useless, whenever I'm in pain, I think of you, I want to find you, to cry. "Netherworld Dragon Show, she has been miserable all her life, and she has to go out to beg for a life at a young age. Compared to her, I am really much happier to be able to go to college. It was really unexpected to be able to see her that night, but what I didn't expect was that this meeting was because of the resignation of the Netherworld Dragon Show!

She was already miserable, and now that she has resigned, she will fall into even greater difficulties. But I didn't know how to help her. Or it can be said that I, an ordinary college student with no life, is actually more pitiful than her.

She was under endless pressure. The pressure of family, the pressure of the economy, the social pressure, the ...... of work Isn't it a deep despair that she would come here late at night to talk to me, so much pressure had crushed her?

"Xiuxiu...... I, how can I help you......"

I saw Xiuxiu say: "You can't help me, how else can you help me? You are not by my side, I am begging for a living in a city full of coal, and you are thousands of miles away from me, the beautiful river city of Wuhan." You have the opportunity to go to college, and that's what I want...... You really can't help me, and I can't count on you to help me, I just hope that when I am sad and painful, you can be by my side, listen to me, and chat with me in Journey to the West...... Then I'm already very happy......"

"But you really don't want me to see you? Last time, when we were on video, you saw me, but I didn't see you. Haven't we made you let go of all your entanglements, let go of all your worries and fears, and show the most real you in front of me?"

"Peach Blossom...... I'm sorry...... I know it's me who is bad, but, believe me, I really didn't mean to...... I have my own suffering, maybe such a suffering, you don't want to believe it......"

"Yes, I don't want to believe it! I just want to believe what I see! What I see is that you've been avoiding me, and you're not willing to show me your sincerity. Even if I want to help you, I don't know where to start, I don't even know where you live, even if I run to Datong, I can't find you either, so what's the use? A love, should it really be like this......? I really don't want this, I really don't want to do this! Can you tell me the truth?

It's been a long time since I've been so hysterical. Although I didn't really speak, I was just typing, but when I was typing, my heart hurt like that.

"Peach Blossom...... You...... Are you really going to push me...... To this point......"

"How could this be...... Forcing you...... Don't you really want to go from online to offline with me and talk about our love well?"

"I ...... I ......"

Long Xiu typed out these two words, plus a long ellipsis. What exactly is she trying to say...... The secret buried in her heart is like a treasure that she doesn't want to see, and at this moment, I forced her so much, and she didn't want to tell it......

"Long Xiu, don't you really want to tell me the truth in your heart......

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If I had known that the end would be like this, I would rather cry as if we had never met. However, the past is the past after all, many troubles, many worries, what should have come, still come, what should go, but not gone.

I realized that my injuries could not be treated with any kind of medicine. Maybe only time, the all-purpose medicine, can make my heart feel a little relieved.

It was six o'clock in the morning, and the stars were about to fall into the sky. In the late autumn in Wuhan, the sky did not dawn so early, but the sky had already begun to redden slightly. The roommates in the dormitory were still asleep, and I was the only one, with the tiredness of the all-night and the infinite sadness, lying on the table, holding back from crying, but the tears flowed much more than usual......!

It's just because the Netherworld Dragon Show said something like this:

"Actually, I'm a man. The person who was on video with you that day was actually me. ”

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This is the biggest deception I've ever been in my life. I asked him why, and he said that because he was really weak, when I first met him, he paid sincere care for him, and he was greedy for this kind of care, so he would rather pretend to be a woman than travel to the west in this world, in exchange for my ...... Care, with love!

"So, can we continue our friendship? Can we still be ...... Brother, or ......"

But is it possible?

No, no......

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Outside the dormitory, the dog started barking, but I cried and cried, lay on the table in the dormitory, and fell asleep......