After leaving Lee Soon-gyu's room, Kim Tae-yeon found that the sisters hadn't gotten up yet.

Originally, she could have secretly returned to her room at this time and pretended that she had been in the room last night, but she didn't know if Zheng Xiuyan or Huang Meiying stayed in her room last night, and if she went back and happened to bump into one of them in her room and just got up, then she couldn't find any excuse to lie to them.

So Kim Taeyeon didn't go back to her room first, but hid in the study.

She was confused, she didn't know what to do.

On the one hand, she doesn't want her girlfriends to know about her cheating, and on the other hand, she always has a sorry idea for Lee Soon-gyu.

The night with Lee Soon-gyu, although it was an accident, there is always a lingering shadow in Kim Tae-yeon's heart, and it is impossible to tell whether it is the guilt that arises after the incident because of the cheating on Jung so-yeon, Huang Mi-young, Lin Yoona and Kwon Yoo-ri, or because they are just lily, after doing that kind of thing to Lee Soon-gyu, although there is no substantial loss to Lee Soon-gyu, the psychological impact is likely to make her not like sisters to herself in the future, and even estranged until the relationship is broken.

All kinds of problems made her head big.

"Taenggu, where did you sleep last night?" was in a daze in the study for a long time, so long that Kim Taeyeon herself didn't know how many hours passed, and she didn't react until Jung so-yeon found the study.

Because of last night's incident, when she saw Zheng Xiuyan come to her side, she always felt a sense of guilt in her heart, but she didn't want Zheng Xiuyan to notice her abnormality, so she hurriedly pretended to be like she had just woken up and fell asleep and said: "I have been here last night, thinking about the problem of the script of "The Walking Dead", I accidentally fell asleep, my neck hurts, and I may have fallen into a pillow. ”

"Why are you so careless?" Zheng Xiuyan helped Kim Taeyeon rub her neck with concern, and said with some blame, "It's about to make your debut, what if you don't take care of your body and get tired?"

"Not next time. Not daring to look at Jung so-yeon, Kim Tae-yeon could only continue to rub her neck to avoid Jung so-yeon's sight.

She was afraid that she would accidentally expose her stuffing and let Zheng Xiuyan see something.

"Humph!"

However, when Jung so-yeon thought that Kim Taeyeon was really stiff and blamed her for intimately massaging her to relieve the pain in her neck, there was already a person standing there at the door of the study, and she happened to hear the words between Kim Taeyeon and Jung so-yeon just now, and when neither of them noticed that she had been standing here for a while, she snorted coldly.

Hearing the movement at the door, Zheng Xiuyan glanced back and asked puzzledly, "Sunny, is there something wrong with you?"

"It's okay, I just came to ask you to come downstairs for breakfast, but I just happened to see the two of you show affection, and I was a little unhappy. Li Shungui responded lightly, as if the cold snort just now was not from her, "If you want to have breakfast, go downstairs quickly, and after a while, Yuna Xiuying will get up, I don't guarantee that there will be breakfast left for you." ”

After saying that, Lee Soon-gyu turned around with his arms folded as if nothing had happened.

But at the moment when he turned to leave, he glanced at Kim Taeyeon with a somewhat complicated expression.

Jung so-yeon didn't notice Lee Soon-gyu's appearance when he left, but Kim Tae-yeon did, as if she saw a trace of disgust and a trace of annoyance in Lee Soon-gyu's eyes.

Yes, she should be angry with herself, and she should hate herself, if it weren't for the incident last night, the two of them wouldn't be like this, like an invisible barrier separating each other.

She wanted Lee Soon-gyu to forgive herself, but how could she say this? The same situation happened to a man and a woman, and the woman would not easily forgive the man, because the man ruined her innocence.

And although they are girls, in terms of love, perhaps the cleanliness in their hearts exists in the hearts of two people, so it is understandable that Lee Soon-gyu can't accept the fact that he was slept with by a lily.

It's just that Kim Taeyeon didn't know that she was pushed backwards later, otherwise she wouldn't have thought so at this time.

Zheng Xiuyan didn't see the abnormality between them, and after massaging Kim Taeyeon for a while, she saw that she didn't seem to have any pain, so she said, "Okay, let's go down for breakfast first, and you can go back and have a good rest in a while." ”

"Hmm. With troublesome things in her heart, Kim Taeyeon responded softly, but she was not in a hurry to go downstairs first, but said to Zheng Xiuyan: "Xiuyan, you go down first, I'll wash my face first." ”

"Then you hurry down. ”

"Got it. ”

Seeing off Jung so-yeon, Kim Tae-yeon sat back at her desk, leaning back in her chair and staring at the ceiling.

Although the affair with Lee Soon-gyu was an accident, Kim Tae-yeon was full of guilt and guilt in her heart.

On the one hand, he slept with Lee Soon-gyu because he was drunk, and on the other hand, he felt sorry for Jung so-yeon, Hwang Mi-young, Lim Yoon-a, Kwon Yoo-ri, and at the same time, he felt uncomfortable for lying to Jung so-yeon.

But what can she do if she doesn't lie? To tell the truth? The first time, she was so angry that she almost broke up with herself because of Lin Yun'er's matter, if it wasn't for Huang Meiying's dissuasion, I'm afraid that they would already be strangers by this time.

Although Kwon Yoo-ri's matter hasn't been known to Zheng Xiuyan yet, paper can't contain the fire, there will always be a day when this matter will be exposed, how will she explain it to Zheng Xiuyan at that time?

And once the matter with Lee Soon-gyu is exposed at the same time, it is very likely that the successive blows will really make Jung so-yeon heartbroken, and in the end, she will be disheartened and propose to break up, and she will never forgive her again.

Thinking of this, Kim Taeyeon's heart hesitated for a while.

What did she do wrong in her last life, and now God punishes her like this.

I don't know how long it took in a daze, until the voice of Jung so-yeon calling her name was faintly heard downstairs, Kim Tae-yeon came back to her senses and got up and left the study.

Because breakfast was in a daze in the study for a long time, by the time Kim Taeyeon came down, most of the girls had already eaten, and Lee Soon-gyu went upstairs to the practice room after breakfast early, and Kim Taeyeon did not meet her.

It's okay not to meet, it's inevitably embarrassing to meet, even if Lee Soon-gyu can pretend that nothing happened, Kim Taeyeon thinks she can't do it, so it's better to avoid Lee Soon-gyu.

After breakfast, because she lied to Zheng Xiuyan earlier that she had fallen into her pillow, Zheng Xiuyan didn't let her go to practice with her sisters, but asked her to go back to rest first and come back when she was better.

Kim Taeyeon didn't refuse, and after the sisters had all gone upstairs, she got up and went upstairs and returned to her room.

…………

She went back to her room and stayed for a long time, during which Kim Taeyeon stayed in bed in a daze, until she heard the sound of someone coming downstairs as if she was on the phone.

Her hearing was good, and even if the sound outside the door was a little blurry, she could hear it being Lee Soon-gyu's voice.

Because of last night's incident, she still has a lot to say to Lee Soon-gyu.

What she thought in her heart was not that she would make her her own woman after sleeping with Lee Soon-gyu once, but out of guilt in her heart, she felt that no matter what, she had to let Lee Soon-gyu know that she didn't mean it, and she also sincerely wanted to apologize, even if Lee Soon-gyu asked her to make amends, she would try her best to make up for it as long as she could do it.

After hearing Lee Soon-gyu's voice at this time, Kim Taeyeon wanted to make things clear to her, at least not to let this matter become a barrier between them, at least their sisterhood could not be broken because of this, so as soon as she heard her voice, Kim Taeyeon got out of bed and opened the door to talk to Lee Soon-gyu.

"Alasuo, oma, don't be verbose, you might as well care about my sister if you have that spare time, you have already become a grandmother, don't keep playing with my ideas, okay?I'm only 21 years old now, and it's the most critical moment of girlhood, don't force me." ”

Opening the door, Kim Tae-yeon could hear more clearly, Lee Soon-gyu was talking on the phone by the railing not far from the hallway, and it was not difficult to hear that she was talking to her mother.

And the sound of her opening the door also caught Lee Soon-gyu's attention, and after seeing that it was Kim Taeyeon, Lee Soon-gyu immediately turned away.

“sunny…… I have something to tell you. ”

Kim Tae-yeon's words stopped Lee Soon-gyu, and Lee Soon-gyu stopped with some upset.

"Oma, I still have something to do here, so I won't tell you yet. Hurriedly ending the call with his mother, Lee Soon-gyu looked at Kim Taeyeon with a frown, and asked after a while, "Is there something wrong?"

"That...... I want to say, last night's ......"

"There's not much to say about last night. Before Kim Taeyeon could finish speaking, Lee Soon-gyu interrupted her: "I said it, this incident will be treated as if it never happened, if you want to say sorry to me, you don't have to lose anything, at most you touched it all over again, we are all girls, this is nothing at all, if you were a man, I would definitely castrate you now." ”

"That's what you say...... But I still want to say I'm sorry to you. ”

"Is it necessary?" Lee Soon-gyu's brows furrowed even deeper, "If I'm sorry to make you feel better, then it's up to you." ”

"......" Kim Taeyeon was silent, and Lee Soon-gyu's attitude was undoubtedly to alienate himself.

"In the future, if this incident never happened, I will turn against you when I mention this matter again. And I want to reiterate to you that if you want me to join you as a lily just because of last night's incident, then I advise you to dismiss that idea. Sikapani Yoona, and Yori, I don't know, and I don't want to know, how the four of them fell in love with you, but I can tell you for sure that I'm not going to be like them, never. ”

"That's not what I meant......" Kim Taeyeon never thought that Kwon Yoo-ri and her relationship Lee Soon-gyu actually knew about it, but she had been hiding it, except for Hwang Mi-young and Lim Yoon-a, no one else had ever told her, how did she know?

And listening to Lee Soon-gyu's words, she seemed to think that she was trying to convince her and her girlfriends, which completely misunderstood her.

"That's not what it means, what you have to do now is how to be good to the people around you, instead of holding on to yesterday's events, which is not good for you or me, understand?"

"I ...... I know. "When it was mentioned to Jung so-yeon, Kim Tae-yeon couldn't say any more.

In any case, Lee Soon-gyu is not wrong, what she has to do now is indeed to be good to them, instead of thinking about how to get Lee Soon-gyu's forgiveness because of an accident like now.

So after being said so by Lee Soon-gyu, Kim Tae-yeon turned around and went back to the room, and finally said sorry to Lee Soon-gyu before closing the door.

After returning to the room, Kim Tae-yeon closed her eyes and took a few deep breaths, not knowing what she was thinking, and after a moment she walked into the bathroom.

Silently looking at herself in the mirror, Kim Taeyeon hesitated for a long time, picked up the scissors several times but put them down, and never made a decision.

When she finally relented and picked up scissors to cut off the long hair that had accompanied her year after year, she burst into tears.

Kim Taeyeon, you remember, you have so-yeon Pani Yoon-a-ri, you have to be responsible for them, no matter what happens in the future, you have to be responsible for them, and you can't be sorry for them.

The incident with Sunny is regarded as an accident, the past is over, you just need to remember that you can't be sorry for them who have always loved you, or you will be sorry for what you did today.

Remember who you are now, this is your punishment for yourself, and it is also your determination for yourself, and from now on, you must have a clear conscience.

At the moment when she cut off her long hair, Kim Taeyeon burst into tears, and she also made a vow to herself that she had to do.