Chapter 32: I'm Not as Strong as You Think I Am
For several days in a row, Xiaofeng would go to Ruhan's house to cook for her, then watch her eat, and then put away the dishes and chopsticks with satisfaction, watch TV with her, and listen to what she said. But no one expected that the peaceful days of the two people would be disrupted by an uninvited guest.
On the 10th day of Ruhan's lovelorn, Liu Mingyu, the initiator of the entire breakup, came back, and it was not an American girl who accompanied him, it was Han Dan.
Ruhan never thought that she hurriedly opened the door, and it was not her parents who said that they were going home, but this man who made her heartbroken, the man she still loves deeply - Liu Mingyu. Xiaofeng was also shocked when he saw Mingyu, after all, it was too sudden.
Mingyu's face was gloomy, but Han Dan next to him looked happy. Ruhan didn't dare to speak, afraid that he wouldn't be able to control his feelings, but Xiaofeng couldn't bear it anymore, as if he had exhausted all his strength, it was a punch in Liu Mingyu's face, Mingyu didn't fight back, Han Dan standing next to him blocked it, although Xiaofeng hated them, but he didn't do anything to women, so he had to stop, but just one punch Mingyu's nose was already bleeding, dripping on his white shirt with purple stripes, which was particularly eye-catching, and the shirt was a birthday gift from Ruhan.
At this time, Ruhan had mixed feelings in his heart, including love, hate, sorrow, anger, and joy...... She couldn't control it anymore, pounced on Mingyu, and shook his shoulder, "You, what is this, why, am I not good enough, am I not beautiful enough?Is it that I am not gentle enough?Is she better than me, is she more beautiful than me, more beautiful than me, and gentler than me?!" Ruhan's words seemed to be asking, but she was sighing, she didn't need Mingyu's answer, because the answer was no longer important, her heart had changed, what was the answer?
"Ruhan, I'm sorry for you, I lied to you, I wanted to lie to you all the time, I think I said that an American girl fell in love with me, you may feel better, but I really can't bear to continue to lie to you, with me, it is actually Han Dan, what she said to you that day is true, I am not in the United States these days, I am back, I have been with her, I think it is too cruel to only give you a letter, I want to come to you in person: I'm sorry!" Ruhan's heart hurt more and more, she wanted to ask how they were good and how they were together, but she didn't dare to ask, worried that she would not be able to stand it after hearing it.
"I don't want to listen to I'm sorry, don't you think that being sorry is the biggest disregard for me? A word of sorry can get rid of all my love for you for so many years, and you can abandon me? I hate you! I hate you! I don't want to listen to I'm sorry!" The severe pain of the past few days, coupled with today's stimulation, has made Ruhan's love out of control, she can't believe what kind of man this is, showing affection in front of the old love with a new love, how embarrassing!
What makes Ruhan more heartbroken is not being abandoned, but using three years of youth to love a person who shouldn't be loved, this is the biggest insult to himself! Xiaofeng can't bear to let Ruhan suffer again, at this time, Liu Mingyu's "I'm sorry" will cause more harm to Ruhan, he hugged Ruhan, and pointed to the door, "You guys, let me go!" Don't hurt Ruhan anymore, put away your sorry, let me go!"
Ruhan cried and cried and lost his voice, only to feel that his eyes were dark, and he collapsed in Xiaofeng's arms, and when he woke up again, he was already on the hospital bed, Xiaofeng was sitting on the edge of the bed, and it was Liu Mingyu who was standing far away outside the door.
Seeing Ruhan wake up, Xiaofeng gently stroked her cheek, her eyes full of pity. Only she knows that Ruhan is not as strong as she imagined, she is just a weak little girl, she will lose her temper, she will be unreasonable, and she just wants to cover up her helplessness, she has given too much, she is too tired of love, and she can't bear any more hurt.