394. Mother's worries

Before I knew it, three hours had passed, during which Mr. Liu asked the waiter to add tea a few times. Pen ~ fun ~ Ge www.biquge.info watched Shandan's mood gradually calm down, and his mind and concept had been delivered, secretly regretting that such a good two children had such a distressing ending.

Teacher Liu stood up and said slowly: "If you need anything in the future, send me a message, and I will give you feedback in time. ”

"Okay, thank you and your wife!" Shandan nodded in agreement.

Walking slowly through the stone path in the hotel compound, Shandan noticed that the "vegetarian canteen" is located in a corner of the hotel, the light is orange and warm, surrounded by large dripping Guanyin bamboo, and lush ferns, the environment is simple and elegant.

After passing through the cobblestone path covered with hydrangeas, you will see the lobby of the hotel, and then next to the brightly lit lobby, a path leads quietly to the outside of the gate, which seems to be alone without the complexity of the world.

Senior Brother Xu hurriedly went out and stopped a taxi, and Mr. Liu opened his arms to gently hug Shandan and pat her on the back.

Shandan couldn't stop crying along the way, the sister-in-law sat silently beside him, and Shandan had a lot of thoughts: if Gu Haiping didn't have an accident, his professional and life achievements would never be lower than that of Mr. Liu. After so many years of hard work and hard work, it became a bubble in an instant.

Then I thought: In fact, what is the meaning of all the gains and losses in the world to life? It's the most important thing to be alive. If there is no life left, everything else will dissipate with it.

When I got home, my mother carefully observed Shandan's mood and expression, and saw that Shandan's complexion seemed to be better, and the sadness on her face seemed to be less. Then he asked softly, "Are you tired?" Would you like to have something to eat? ”

"Well, I want to eat some gruel, and I suddenly feel a little hungry." Shandan sat on the mahogany sofa that he had just bought, and for the first time in so many days, he felt hungry and alive! The first thing is to live.

The mother hurriedly went to cook porridge, and came out of the kitchen and asked, "Dan'er, do you think it's okay for me to add some minced meat?" Add a little salt and shredded ginger? ”

This kind of porridge was cooked by Shandan for the second elder when the parents came to Yongcheng, at that time the old man could not adapt to the hot climate of Yongcheng, and he couldn't swallow it, Shandan thought of a way to make good food for the second elder, and his mother thought that this porridge was very good, so he learned to make it like Shandan before.

"Okay. Mom, I'll lie down first, and you'll tell me to get up and eat a little. Shandan was lying on the couch with a pale green summer quilt underneath him.

She remembered: Not long ago, she was also lying here, but it was Gu Haiping's legs under her head, after eating that day, Shandan habitually lay on the sofa and watched TV, Gu Haiping washed the dishes, walked out, and sat at Shandan's feet, Shandan turned around and put his head on Gu Haiping's legs, Gu Haiping stroked Shandan's long hair, and chatted with each other.

Now the long sofa Shandan is lying alone, a large piece is empty, and I can't help but feel sad from it, and tears are about to flow out again, so I quickly retract my mind and dare not think about it again.

Seeing that Shandan had eased up a bit, she had an appetite, and she was a little cheerful to cook porridge in the kitchen, and from time to time she poked out to see Shandan lying on the sofa, put the ingredients away, came out and touched Shandan's forehead, moved a small stool to sit in front of Shandan, and asked cautiously: "Dan'er, who are you going to see today?" ”

"I met a teacher, Haiping's teacher when he was a graduate student, he believed in Buddhism, and he was overdone for Haiping, and calling me to go today is also enlightening me, and the truth is the same as what you said." Shandan replied.

"Oh, if you're tired, just be confused for a while, mom go and see how the porridge is cooked?" The mother saw that Shandan gradually calmed down, no matter what he taught, as long as she could help the child get better, she was very grateful, and she thanked others for fasting and chanting Buddha.

After his mother cooked the porridge, Shandan actually had a dream on the sofa: Gu Haiping leaned against the wall and sat on the mahogany cabinet that she had just bought, she snuggled up to his chest, leaning on him with peace of mind as before, Gu Haiping wrapped his arms around Shandan, Shandan stretched out his arms to hug Gu Haiping, and the two snuggled together.

The mother took the porridge out of the kitchen, gently put it on the coffee table, saw Shandan with his arms tightly hugged in front of his chest, and asked softly: "Dan'er, the porridge is cooked, get up and eat a bowl, take a bath and then sleep?" ”

Shandan opened his eyes in his sleep, saw his mother's concerned face, woke up from the dream, slowly got up, sat down, took a small bite of porridge and ate it.

"Mom, I just dreamed of Haiping." Shandan's calm tone.

"Oh, he's not relieved either." Mother was a little afraid to say anything.

"Mom, do you think people can still see the world after they die? Is it possible to go to heaven and earth and be omnipotent? Shandan's question was a bit naïve, but she asked it that way.

"It should be, we mortals can only see this little thing in front of us, they should be able to see the past and the future, if it is supernatural, it can also prevent some things from happening, so the ancestors bless future generations also mean this, right?" Mother chooses a sentence.

"Then why didn't his ancestors bless him?"

"Not every ancestor can have this ability, there is also a person's creation and destiny, my baby don't think about these anymore, eat some porridge, sleep well, and my mother will get better with you." The mother ended the topic in time.

"Mom, you can also go and bring a bowl of porridge to eat with me, it's not interesting to eat alone." Shandan knew that his mother had been worried and sad all these days, and he hadn't eaten a good meal, plus the weather in Yongcheng was hot, and everyone else was in the hospital guest house with the air conditioner on, and only his mother was accompanying Shandan in the steamer-like room. Although the mother in her 60s is physically tough, she can't stand such suffering.

"Okay, you eat slowly, eat more. People are iron and rice are steel, and if they can eat, their bodies will get better. Mother happily agreed.

Seeing his mother busy and happily going to the kitchen to serve porridge, Shandan's heart ached to death. It's time to repay the parenting grace of your parents, but let your old mother work so hard and worry, deal with these things well, no matter how difficult the world is, take good care of yourself, don't worry about your mother, and repay your parents' love if you have the strength.

"Mom, don't worry, I'll be fine, I won't be defeated like this." Shandan said as he looked at his tearful mother across from him.

"Mom knows!" Mother wiped tears from her eyes and said.

"A person can live a long life, maybe he will encounter some troubles and sufferings, but as long as he is alive, he must live well, and he can't spoil this life, and he doesn't know if he can be reborn as a human in the next life, so no matter what happens, he must be well." Mother muttered.

"Well, I know! Mom, don't worry, I'll be fine. Shandan couldn't help but burst into tears, how did her mother bear her heart these days? Seeing that she was getting better, her mother immediately became happy. In this world, only mothers are so concerned and worried now. In order not to make her mother feel embarrassed and worried, she had to get better. (To be continued.) )