Prologue XLVII

The difference between 'her' and her

"Does Kiki hurt?"

Maybe I was secretly grinning and was noticed by the sharp-eyed Lux? After she asked like this, she came up to me and gently kneaded my shoulder with her white and tender hands--Huh? How did Lux know that I had a shoulder pain and not somewhere else?--maybe it was my confusion in my eyes, and with a thick smile in her eyes, Sakura's lips opened slightly and explained to me: "Just now, people noticed that Qiqi's eyes were looking at his shoulder obliquely...... Then I saw Kiki's grinning appearance, and naturally ......, "Lux didn't say anything again, but I already understood what Lux meant." Pen ~ fun ~ pavilion www.biquge.info

"Uh......"

When I heard this, I immediately collapsed.

I thought I was hiding enough to be seen by Lux, but I wasn't frustrated, because I'm not good at hiding my emotions. Besides, if it weren't for this, how could I have been able to enjoy Lux's gentle shoulder squeeze now?

"Actually, Uncle Scar is not a stingy person, maybe it's because people admire Qiqi and he feels very unhappy, right? ”

Lux kneaded my shoulders for me while exculpating Li Yalin. I don't quite understand the relationship between Lux and Li Yalin, but judging from Li Yalin's behavior as a 'wicked person', it should be more family affection, otherwise Li Yalin wouldn't be guilty of offending me, right?

"Well, what Qiqi doesn't know is that Uncle Scar originally wanted to make do with Aslan, but because people didn't have any feelings for Aslan, they kept dragging it out. But today, my father has already made our marriage contract with his own mouth, so Uncle Scar, who has been expecting it to break for many years, will do this to Kiki, right? After all, it was the appearance of Kiki that broke Uncle Scar's expectations - of course, people are also accomplices. ”

When he said the first paragraph, there was a hint of sadness on his pretty face, which made me feel worried, and when he said the latter paragraph, especially when he said, "Of course, people are accomplices," the sadness on Lux's face was replaced by a smile, which made me happy. Lux's words are not only excusing Li Yalin, but also explaining to me the reasons why Li Yalin is unhappy with me, but these are not what I care about, I am more concerned about Lux's attitude towards me.

I could tell from Lux's words that she was affectionate towards me, and I could see her love for me in Lux's eyes as blue as the sea, and I could even feel her affection in the way Lux gently kneaded my shoulder.

I was deeply moved by Lux's deep affection, it was like a warm current surging into my heart, it was called the taste of 'happiness', it made my eyes blur uncontrollably, and the hands holding Lux couldn't stop trembling, I couldn't find any words to describe my touching for a while, I could only hold Lux in a daze, feeling her love, feeling her tenderness, feeling everything about her......

"I only love ...... My favorite Lux......"

In happiness, I reiterate in my heart this obsession that will always accompany me for the rest of my life.

"Alright, alright, what is Kiki thinking? Why are you in tears?"

After explaining two sentences, when Lux saw my happy and tearful face, countless question marks immediately popped up in her head. She didn't know what I was thinking, but she could still feel the 'happiness' in my heart that was so thick that I could almost know it at the slightest touch, although I didn't know when 'happiness' was associated with 'tears'......

"No, nothing ......"

When I heard Lux's words, I couldn't help but laugh, and although it was a bit embarrassing to have tears in my eyes or something, I could still accept it when only Lux could see it. Thinking about it, I reached out to wipe the moisture from my eyes, and when I opened my eyes again to look at Lux, I was back to normal.

"Huh?"

Lux tilted her little head, still looking at me with countless question marks on her head, and her big eyes blinked, like stars in the night sky, full of innocence and loveliness......

"I was just thinking...... In my past and present lives, I was really lucky to have Lux by my side, so I will definitely grasp this fate and guard it until we turn into a cup of loess. ”

My vague confession did not bother Lux, and after understanding the meaning of my words, Lux's pretty face suddenly turned red again, and she was as beautiful and charming as a ripe cherry.

"People are looking forward to ...... too"

Although she was very shy in her heart, Lux did not back down because of this, but bravely accepted my confession, and before I was moved for a while, Lux said: "But Qiqi's tearful appearance just now is really ...... Poof, very cute to say...... "Hearing the words, I instantly "......".

"Alright, alright, it's time to get down to business. ”

After a sweet conversation, Lux finally remembered that there was still something to be done, and when she saw me looking at me suspiciously, Lux lowered her body and lifted a handbag from her side, and raised it in front of me, and then said with a smile: "You have to give it to Sister Wanying, but before that, ......" After speaking, Lux paused and didn't say anything more.

"Well, before that?"

Seeing that Lux was smiling and selling off, I naturally asked out of curiosity.

"Well, well, didn't Kiki ask people if they found the biggest difference between the 'She 1' in their memories and the current 'her'?" As she spoke, Lux looked at me with a deeper smile, and after I nodded, Lux continued: "Before, because of Kiki's troublemaking, people didn't have to compare it carefully, and after they didn't have Kiki's troublemaking, they carefully compared it and found out the biggest difference between 'her' and 'her', that is, 'Golden Double Crescent Jewelry', right?"

I wasn't surprised that Lux was able to find the answer so quickly, but the connotation of 'troublemaking' and 'not making trouble' that Lux had just said made me blush—because I was reminded of the ambiguity and sweetness in the fitting room.

"Bingo ...... That's right. After confirming the correctness of Lux's answer, I pondered for a while and asked, "Will you wear it again?"

Lux looked at me quietly, as if thinking about something, and after a while, she smiled and replied softly, "If it's a birthday present for Kiki, people will expect Kiki to wear it himself." Hearing this, I immediately smiled. I was nervous because I was afraid that Lux wouldn't want to be exactly like the 'her' I remembered, because 'she' was 'she' and she wasn't 'her', the two weren't the same, and there must be a difference between them. But since Lux agreed to my request, it means that Lux is willing to go in the direction I want until I finally become the 'Lux' I want.

"People don't know what the 'Lux' that Kiki expects is like, but people are willing to grow into the 'look' that Kiki wants, well, but people are also principled, and people will never agree to things that go beyond principles. ”

Of course, Lux knew exactly what I was asking, and she was still a little confused, after all, 'she' was 'she', not her. However, after pondering for a while, Lux felt that the appearance was similar was not necessarily the internal similarity, and Lux thought that she was not black at all, at most a little 'sinister', so after agreeing to my request, Lux added this sentence to ensure that she would not become 'black-bellied'.

"Uh-huh......"

I don't know exactly what I'm expecting 'Lux' to look like, but I think the current personality of Luxe is a better fit for me. Of course, Lux's current appearance is not lacking, after all, Lux's beauty does not need any accessories to embellish, but after careful consideration, I still think that Lux wearing double crescent jewelry is more flattering (and I like it more), so I made this request.

"People think that when you wear it, they will look more beautiful and cute. ”

For Lux, wearing this double crescent jewellery will have the same consequences as her appearance, but I am the only one who really knows her, and in order to be able to enjoy more love and be able to satisfy me, Lux naturally does not mind wearing it. Of course, wearing it will make you look more cute and charming, which is one of the reasons why Lux agreed to wear it, as a woman, Lux naturally will not lack a love for beauty, otherwise she would not choose to buy the gorgeous dress named 'Elegant Rose' by Lux.

"It's one of the characteristics of Lux, and it always feels like there's something missing without it...... For example, take it off for Lux before bedtime. ”

It's nothing without it, but if you think about it, wouldn't you be able to interact more with it, and as I said, you might be able to kiss it after taking it off...... Well, that's a lot to think about, huh.

Seeing that I was starting to come back to my nerves for some reason, Lux, whose face was hot because of my words of 'such as taking it off for Lux before going to bed', calmed down a little of her inner shyness, and then expressed her inner doubts: "But people have a question, does Kiki know where it is sold?" After speaking, Lux still blinked at me with bright eyes like sapphires, and there was a little expectation in his eyes.

"Well, of course. With my husband's style of doing things in a hurry, how could I mention it to Lux before I found it?" - most importantly, I will never let Lux down.

Note 1: 'She' refers to Lux from my memories of my past life.