Gu Juan obviously wouldn't give up so easily, she opened her mouth and asked, "If Master doesn't tell me, I won't leave." Pen × fun × Pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 ｉｎｆｏ”

Qingwei looked at Gu Juan's scoundrel appearance, and suddenly felt a little helpless.

"I didn't want to say more. ”

"I feel a little guilty about Ah Fei and hope I can help him. Gu Juan said softly, she naturally knew that Qingwei must have meant this too.

The only person in this world who can make Ah Fei listen to his words is probably Gu Juan.

"Back then. Qingwei looked at the moon in the sky, as if she was remembering something.

At the time of the great ceremony, there was a particularly loyal and righteous eunuch family, surnamed Lin, with Yang Yanhe and others on the book, the words were particularly intense, a family of ancestors and grandchildren in the great court meeting kneeling for a long time, the emperor was angry and ordered to extend the staff, and the person holding the staff was Shen Lang.

Shen Lang has a marriage contract with the Lin family, and the young lady of the Lin family is a husband and wife, and this marriage was still a matchmaker made by Qingwei at the beginning, but after the three grandparents and grandchildren extended the cane, they died tragically in the court, and they couldn't help it, and these hundreds of court officials died in that cane.

Shen Lang couldn't bear a lot of pressure, so he asked Jiajing to resign to Yingtianfu.

The young lady of the Lin family is nowhere to be found, probably because she left because of sadness.

Qingwei didn't know what was going on, but she knew that the sentence that Shen Lang had always thought was the one he cared about the most, that is, he ruined the backbone of the Ming literati.

Before the great ceremony, there were many people who died in the court, but at this time, there was no one who dared to write a book to give advice.

Rao is Gu Juan couldn't help but feel a heartache after hearing this.

She thought it was a matter of love between her children and daughters, but she never thought that it would be because of such a reason.

Although Miss Lin is a woman, she also has a lot of enthusiasm, and in the face of this situation, it is estimated that the only thing she can do is to leave this person.

When Qingwei found Miss Lin, she had already touched the loess, and asked where Ah Fei was, but was told that she was taken away by a girl.

Miss Lin was not willing to let her blood return to that man's side even when she died.

Gu Juan didn't know what to say about this story, but Ah Fei was still engaged in the same profession as his father and became a sword in the hands of the imperial power.

After Qingwei finished speaking, Gu Juan only asked one sentence.

"Are you going to tell Ah Fei?" Gu Juan always felt that if a person wanted to live a meaningful life, he must set up an ideal for himself, Gu Juan didn't know what Ah Fei's ideal was, maybe for a while, this poor child's ideal was her.

But now, when he knows his background, how will he view his fate?

This can be fatal for a person.

"I don't know, old man, I've lived for so many years, and I don't know, so I can only invite you over, that's all. ”

Most people understand many truths, but some words, for another person, will always be different.

Gu Juan nodded and said, "I know." ”

Tonight, the moon is round and glows softly, illuminating the ground as if it were snowfall.

Ah Fei stood in the moonlight, his face full of confusion, becoming more and more gloomy and numb.

Gu Juan couldn't see anyone like this, so he hurriedly walked over and said, "Ah Fei, I have something I want to say to you." ”

Ah Fei turned around, looked at Gu Juan, and suddenly smiled, Gu Juan couldn't describe that smile, but the impression it gave Gu Juan was just chilling.

"Gu Ruyi, from that day on, I swear that I will never appear in front of you again. ”

"Ah Fei, I'm sorry, me. ”

"But you appeared in front of me, I used to think that most people in this world are kind, but now I understand that most of the kind people are not kind, but stupid, just like me, because they are too stupid, so they are used by you again and again. ”

Every time Ah Fei said a word, it was like inserting a knife in Gu Juan's heart, and the pain was heart-wrenching.

"I lied to you, but God is fair, I was also deceived by others, abandoned by my closest people, so I really understand how excessive what I did to you before, you gave up everything, but my reward is hurt again and again. ”

Ah Fei smiled, with a little cheerfulness and confusion.

"And then, this is what you have to say to me, do you want to renew the old friendship with me, or do you want to continue to use me, rebuild the old good, it is absolutely impossible, what else can I use on my body?"

Gu Juan sighed and said, "No, I'm just here to tell you your identity." ”

Ah Fei sneered: "It's not your turn to say these things to me. ”

"It's up to me to say, Ah Fei. ”

Gu Juan took Ah Fei's hand, that cold hand was like a cold iron in winter, there was no temperature, and it was not as cold as a living person.

"You let go of me. ”

Ah Fei shook off Gu Juan's hand, and Gu Juan didn't show any sad expression.

"Your mother's surname is Lin, she is an amazing woman, and your father did not abandon you, but for unavoidable reasons, he made a choice that there was no way to choose. ”

"Since it is a choice, there is naturally room for choice, and the reason why you can't choose is just because you are too weak. ”

"What if the person who forced him to choose was the emperor? At the beginning of the great ceremony, Jiajing killed hundreds of court officials with a cane, and your father was the one who made the staff, and the officials said that your father was a traitor and a villain who would only cater to the emperor, but what could he do? Your mother family is among them, because of the righteousness of the world, or because of personal grudges, your mother took you away from your father. ”

Ah Fei was silent, and after a moment, he pulled out his embroidered spring knife, the snow-white knife flashing with cold light in the night sky.

Ah Fei's heart was only at a loss, and after his attachment to Gu Juan dissipated, he returned to Lu Shan, hoping that he had obtained the meaning of his existence from Jinyiwei, but after knowing his life experience, this so-called meaning also became ridiculous.

He was also very curious about why the famous Commander Envoy would be impressed by him, it turned out that it was not because he was a natural Jinyiwei, but because his father was Jinyiwei.

"Ah Fei, do you miss your mother?"

Ah Fei was suddenly stunned, he always dreamed of a vague shadow in his dreams when he was a child, and when he woke up from the dream, he couldn't help but call out the name.

"Mother. ”

"I haven't seen her, how to think of her. ”

"Have you ever thought that if your mother was not so stubborn and lived peacefully with your father, maybe you would have a much better life in this life? ”

Ah Fei was stunned, he also thought that if his parents were both, maybe he wouldn't have met Gu Juan, and he wouldn't have been so lonely all the time.

Lonely enough to see a trace of warmth, you will be so desperate.