Chapter 106: Breaking the Forbidden Love
KE didn't think that the fog would only work on Green Light alone, so he walked quickly to Mo Beyi's side. Pen Fun Pavilion wWw. biquge。 info
"No, are you alright, do you have any unpleasant memories to remember?" asked KE in an almost whispered voice.
"Yes, but it can be overcome. Mo Beyi's face was calm, and he said in a calm tone.
"That's good, at least you have to stay awake. KE said solemnly.
"The green light has been affected?" asked Mo Beyi, glancing at the little guy shrunk in KE's arms.
"Well, I remembered a lot of things when I was experimented, and my emotions were a little out of control. KE said.
"So what do you think are the most terrible memories for me?" asked Mo Bean.
"Isn't it?" said KE.
"Maybe it used to be, but since three years ago, those things have become insignificant. Mo Beyu turned his head to look at Mo Qiannian, who was sitting on Yinbai's body, reached out and held his baby's cold little hand, and said.
When KE heard the point in time three years ago, he knew it in his heart. It is all too clear what happened three years ago, after all, it was also involved in it, and it was one of the causes of some of the results. KE shook his head and smiled, what Mo Beyu was most afraid of was Mo Qiannian's departure, and now that the little girl was by his side, even if he recalled those pasts, he would not lose control of his emotions.
"Baby, it's very uncomfortable, isn't it, why don't you tell your brother?" Mo Beiyu stopped, stretched out his hand and hugged Mo Qiannian and said disapprovingly.
"Brother~~Brother~~~" After Mo Qiannian was hugged into Mo Beyu's arms, he kept calling in a low voice. The whole person was in a semi-comatose state.
"Good baby, my brother is here. The baby is not afraid, sleep for a while when you are tired, and your brother will guard you. Mo said as he kissed her cheek.
It seemed that after hearing Mo Beyi's reassurance, Mo Qiannian gradually calmed down, obediently nested into Mo Beyi's arms, grabbed Mo Beyu's clothes, and slowly fell asleep.
"KE, WHEN YOU'RE AT WAR WITH MUTANT PLANTS FOR A WHILE, HELP ME TAKE CARE OF NIANNIAN. Mo Beyi said.
"Don't worry, the nineteenth-order Thunder Ice Dual-System Mutant Plant is just a mutant plant, as long as you are awake, it will die. Nian Nian still has Yinbai and the imperial doctor by his side, there won't be any mistakes, you don't have to worry too much. KE said.
"Uh-huh. Mo Beyu nodded. Holding his baby steadily, he continued to move forward.
The hamster imperial doctor jumped out of Mo Qiannian's arms, and his body instantly became almost as big as silver white. The white light around it suddenly appeared, and a milky white light mask flew out of its body, slowly covering Mo Qiannian's body.
After being shrouded in warm soft white light, Mo Qiannian's frowning brows stretched out, and the hands holding Mo Beiyan's clothes slowly loosened, and his whole body relaxed, sleeping peacefully.
"It seems that the imperial doctor has isolated Xiao Nian from the mist. KE said with a smile.
Mo Beyu nodded, saw the hamster imperial doctor leaning towards his side, and put the treasure in his arms on the hamster imperial doctor's furry back with understanding. Let your baby lie comfortably on the imperial doctor, and then take out a blanket from the space and cover her body.
"How about going and seeing the others? If the green light is affected, the others should be uncomfortable too. Mo Beyu looked at KE and said.
"Okay, I'll take a look. But everyone has their own darkness in their hearts, and no one has the power to help them except themselves. KE said.
Mo Beyu did not respond to KE's words, because he knew that what KE said made sense, but it only made sense.
KE turned around and walked backwards with the green light in his arms, and walked out for some distance, and a vine of the green light was still caressing the hair of the sleeping Mo Qiannian. Mo Beyu patted the vine soothingly, and the vine seemed to have its own consciousness, wrapped around one of Mo Beyu's fingers, and rubbed it for a moment before leaving.
KE shuttled through the team, and Kang'an was not affected in any way. Meng Yaoling was not in a good state, and she could see that she was in a very sad mood, and Li Xi kept hugging her and moving forward, comforting her in a low voice. After seeing KE, Li Xi briefly explained the reason for Meng Yaoling's low mood.
The sacrifice of every teammate of the Spirit Demon Team was a shadow in Meng Yaoling's heart. At the moment, her mind was constantly replaying the scene when each of her teammates left, and it was understandable that she would be sad, but fortunately she did not lose her mind. Li Xi was not affected by these fogs, and he was in good shape. With him taking care of Meng Yaoling, KE is not worried.
"Ho ho~~ What's wrong with the green light?" Lu Yi asked worriedly when he saw KE coming over.
"It's a bit of a swing and it's a lot better. Looks like there's nothing wrong with you. KE replied.
"Ho ho ~ ~ I'm not a complete human being, and the emotional impact is not very great. Lu Yi replied very bluntly.
"Go to Don't be around, Xiao Nian is asleep, and his state is not very good. KE said.
"Ho ho ~ ~ Okay. She shouldn't be too emotional. Lu Yi said in a low voice, walking quickly to the front of the team.
KE smiled and didn't say anything more. The creatures that Xiao Niannian picked up were very special, and it had long been strange. It's just looking forward to what kind of person the little girl will grow into in the future.
Bright was very normal, and her mood was still very high, and it was obvious that she was looking forward to the next battle. But......
"Where's Lele?" asked KE as he looked at the Ming family brothers and sisters moving forward while cautiously observing their surroundings.
"I wiped ~~ I didn't pay attention. Mingmei replied, and then looked around.
"In the back, I'll take a look. Ming Xiu had just realized that Xu Le was alone, and said with a frown.
KE followed with the green light, and it seemed that the person most affected by the fog had been found.
At the end of the team, although Xu Le was still walking forward mechanically, his consciousness was completely immersed in the mire of memories. His eyes were blank, and tears were already unconsciously covering his cheeks.
"Lele, what's wrong?" Ming Xiu asked in surprise after seeing Xu Le's expression clearly.
After Xu Le heard Ming Xiu's voice, his blank expression instantly became nervous and panicked, his hands were swinging in front of him, and he kept shaking his head, and his tone was even more clear and choked:
"Second brother, I was wrong, I was wrong...... Don't be angry, don't drive me away. ”
"Lele, what's wrong with you, the second brother didn't want to drive you away!" Ming Xiu looked at Xu Le, who was on the verge of collapse, and said anxiously. After finishing speaking, he wanted to rush to Xu Le's side.
"Don't! I already know it's wrong, and I apologize. I said I...... I'm never ........ again I don't dare like you anymore. Please, please, second brother...... Don't drive me away, my sister and I don't have a home, we have nowhere to go. Please...... Don't drive us away..... Woo~~~" Xu Le was frightened to stop Ming Xiu from approaching, begging helplessly and hard.
"Lele?" Ming Xiu paused, a bitter cramp surging in his heart. He remembered these words, which was what Xu Le said to him when he found out that Xu Le had extraordinary feelings for him, and after repeatedly persuading him to be obsessed, he finally decided to let Xu Le and Xu Huan leave the Ming family.
At that time, he didn't realize his feelings for Xu Le, and he was very resolute and indifferent to Xu Le, who was begging for him with a frightened face. There was no room for maneuver, so that Xiuwen Xiuwu sent Xu Le and Xu Huan away, and expelled them from the general and did not allow them to step into the Ming family again.
"Lele, calm down. Listening to what the second brother said...... Ming Xiu suppressed the throbbing pain in his heart, and tried his best to speak in a smooth and soft tone, wanting to appease Xu Le, who was extremely excited. But before he could finish his words, he was interrupted by the frightened Xu Le.
"No~~ I have admitted my mistakes, and I have promised that I don't like you, can't I stay by your side like before? Why do you have to be so resolute? Why do you want me to kill my sister? Why didn't I die? It wasn't me who was tortured and humiliated?!" Xu Le's emotions had completely collapsed, his thoughts had been completely disturbed by memories, and everything that was painful and unbearable was chaotically intertwined, making his heart full of disgust and hatred for himself.
Now he believes that it is his wishful thinking, and it is the dirty love that he should not have that has affected his only relative, so that their sisters and brothers have lost the protection of the Ming family and struggled to live in a strange city. Seeing his own sister being humiliated but unable to do anything, he relied on his sister's compromise in exchange for survival at the beginning of the last days. can't protect my sister, I can only watch her die with those scumbags. He hates himself so much, it's clear that he is the one who deserves to die the most.
Xu Le cried about the deepest self-loathing in his heart, his expression was almost hideous, as if he was going to end his life in the next moment. After screaming everything in a collapsed manner, Xu Le turned around and ran without shame, catching everyone off guard.
"Lele~~" Ming Xiu, who was originally shocked by Xu Le's words, exclaimed and chased out. He never knew that after this reunion, he was a little autistic, and the child who had been silent had so many painful memories in his heart, how could he think that Xu Huan's death would not leave a shadow on Xu Le? How could he be so stupid? After so many years of Xu Le's imminent departure from him, he always thought that it was caused by his original attitude, and how could he ignore the past that tormented him and not solve it. He's damned.
"Lele, brother-" Mingmei shouted, and wanted to chase after her, but was pulled by KE.
"It's enough to have Ming Xiu, it's more appropriate for them to solve it themselves. We have mutated plants to deal with next, don't be impulsive. KE said soothingly.
"Wouldn't it be dangerous for the two of them to leave alone?" asked Mingmei uneasily.
"There's only one threat to the mutant plants in the whole village, and they'll be fine. But we can't afford to lose combat effectiveness. KE calmly analyzed.
"Okay. With such a big move, we need to speed up the pace. Mingmei also calmed down, and said as she walked quickly to the front of the team.
"yes, I guess the guy who sprayed here and there already knew we were close. KE sensed the slight rolling of the fog around him, and said helplessly.
Xu Le ran around sadly, his dazed and directionless pace made his body a little unstable, and he stumbled like a headless fly in the fog. Not far behind him, when Ming Xiu saw Xu Le's emaciated and helpless back, the wind ability was cast, making him rush to Xu Le's body in an instant, hugging his trembling body and hugging him tightly in his arms.
"Lele, calm down. The second brother didn't want to drive you away, and he will never let you go again. Ming Xiu reassured in a loud voice, as if he was afraid that the little guy struggling in his arms would not hear his voice.
"I killed my sister, and I should have died. You let me go and let me die. Xu Le couldn't break free from the confinement of Ming Xiu's iron arm, and cried out with tears streaming down his face.
"No, it's not like this!Lele, listen to me, listen to me obediently!" Ming Xiu held Xu Le firmly and shouted in a hissed voice, forcing Xu Le to calm down.
Xu Le was shocked by Ming Xiu's roar full of deep feelings, stopped struggling, and was still sobbing low when he didn't make a sound.
"Shh~~ Lele, look at me. Ming Xiu felt that the little guy in his arms was no longer so excited, and held Xu Le's shoulders with both hands, making him look directly into his eyes, and then said:
"Lele, I'm sorry. Back then, the second brother didn't calmly think about our previous feelings, but just blindly wanted to escape. Because I can't get you to give up your idea completely, I can only rudely drive you away. But soon after you left, the second brother regretted it. You were brought up by the second brother, and the second brother always thought that his feelings for you were pure family affection, and it was not until you left the second brother that you realized how important you were. But there were a lot of things going on at home at that time, and considering your safety, the second brother thought it would be better to take you back when everything was taken care of. But I didn't expect that the end of the world broke out, and the people sent by the second brother to find you were all in vain, so I could only stay in E City and wait for you to come back. The second brother believes that my Lele will definitely come back to me. But I didn't expect Xu Huan to die. I'm sorry Lele, it's the second brother's fault that made you suffer so much and made you suffer so much. I'm sorry, I'm sorry baby. Ming Xiu said in a low voice, looking at Xu Le's tears, biting his lower lip and shaking his head to refuse his confession, his heart was like a knife.
"What if...... If it weren't for my willfulness, my sister wouldn't have lived in humiliation so that I could live, and I wouldn't have died resolutely because I had something to rely on. It's all because of me. Xu Le cried like a lost child, shaking his head vigorously and crying about his guilt.
"No, Lele is not. It's my fault, it's my dullness that I don't know that my feelings for you are not pure family affection, it's that I don't dare to admit that I love you, and I will only escape so that your brothers and sisters will have no one to protect when the end of the world erupts. I'm so grateful to Huanhuan for protecting you and allowing you to come back to me intact. Lele, Huanhuan exchanged her life for your well-being, not to make you blame yourself, but to make you happy. So don't say anything about you who should die, I can't stand it, and your sister's spirit in the sky doesn't want to see you give up on yourself like this. Cheer up, live well, and don't disappoint your sister, okay?" Ming Xiu patiently persuaded.
"Woo~~~Sister~~~Sister~~~~~" Xu Le cried bitterly and called out in a low voice. The pain that has been suppressed for several years is vented.
When Xu Huan died, he did not keep it, nor did he cry bitterly. Because his feelings were closed at that time, reason told him that his sister was worse than dead after being ruined by those people, and he could only live to be worthy of his sister's suffering, and only by living could he let his sister end his painful life with peace of mind, and he was also punishing himself with life.
Because of this, after so many years, Ming Xiu is by his side, but he no longer has the courage and qualifications to chase what he loves. He has always felt that the life he bought in exchange for his sister's life is not worthy of happiness.
"Lele is good, don't cry. Although Huanhuan can't be by your side to guard you, she has been watching you from heaven. She must not want your life to be so depressing, and she will not be happy that you have been blaming yourself in your heart. Her sacrifice is so that you can live happily and comfortably in place of her, do you understand?" Ming Xiu finally understood Xu Le's inner entanglement, he hated himself very much that he didn't understand Xu Le's pain until today, he was really dull and damned.
"Woo~~ I know. My sister has always loved me like a mother. I've always known that. Xu Le choked up and said.
"Yes, so you can't keep drowning in self-blame, that's not what Huanhuan wants. Ming Xiu breathed a sigh of relief, although Xu Le's eyes were still full of tears, he was no longer confused. His wet eyes shone with clear light, and his hanging heart relaxed.
"Well, I'll be worthy of my sister's heart. Xu Le nodded and wiped the tears from his cheeks. After steadying his breath, he raised his head again, looked into Ming Xiu's worried eyes, and continued:
"What about the second brother? Why did you tolerate me? Do you blame yourself for what happened back then? If I can let go of my guilt, can you not be reluctant?" Xu Le said every word and sentence carefully. After all these years of getting along day and night, he felt Ming Xiu's feelings, but he was not sure. He has always warned himself that his heart is about to move, don't be greedy and don't be delusional, and he is afraid that after he accepts Ming Xiu's feelings, he finds that it is just to make up for the guilt.
"You think I'm tolerating you? I'm remorseful, but not the kind of remorse you think I'm tolerating you. I hate myself for not seeing my feelings clearly in time, and for letting you down and suffering. I hate myself even more for indirectly killing Xu Huan because of my cowardice and making you suffer. I can't make you understand how grateful I am to God to see you intact when I reunited with you in E City, and returned you to me in one piece. Lele, I love you! I don't just love you as a brother. In the past few years, I have indeed been reluctant, forcing myself not to be too eager, forcing myself to control the feelings that are getting more and more out of control. I can't wait to melt you into my blood and make you stay with me all the time. Do you understand?" Ming Xiu said in a serious tone that he had never felt before.
Xu Le looked at Ming Xiu in a daze, afraid that he had misunderstood what he said. The eyes were full of disbelief and could not be sure.
"Damn!" Ming Xiu cursed in frustration, and then held the face of the young man in front of him without suppression, lowered his head and kissed his thin lips with cold tears, and drove straight into it without hesitation, exploring the mouth of the lover in his arms, and conveying his overflowing love with a warm and lingering deep kiss.