Chapter Seventy-One: The Reason for the Separation
"Baby, you can't be so cruel!" Mo Beiyan hugged Mo Qiannian tightly, and pleaded in a low voice. Pen % fun % Pavilion www.biquge.info
"Maybe you still don't believe what I said, but that's how I lived before I met you. As I said, growing up, the people closest to me were enemies, competitors to be hunted down. After leaving the Killer Camp, I went it alone, partly because my job required a high level of secrecy, and secondly because I was afraid, and growing up with suspicion and guarding everyone around me, so I had to be alone and didn't want to live in an environment full of suspicion. Coming here and meeting you, for the first time in my life, I want to trust someone wholeheartedly, and I am willing to share everything I have with you, just hoping that at least I can get your trust. Mo Qiannian opened his mouth faintly, telling his psychological journey.
Mo Beyu has been holding her tightly, he didn't dare to relax the slightest strength, worried that if he didn't hug her tightly enough, the little guy would disappear in an instant. Listening to Mo Qiannian's sad and flat tone, his heart was tormented. What he knew, he had always known Mo Qiannian's confession in front of him.
Even if she concealed her identity at the beginning that she was not the original Mo Qiannian, she was willing to share everything she had with him, to think about him wholeheartedly, and to work hard for him more than once. But the experience of his previous life planted the seeds of suspicion in his heart, and even a small flame could ignite a fire in his heart. So he made a mistake and hurt the person he least wanted to hurt.
"It wasn't until later that I felt the affection you gave me, and you may never appreciate how much I cherish it. Even when I thought it was family affection at first, I took extra care to maintain the peace of mind and warmth that I had never experienced. I have complained that I have inexplicably crossed over here, resentful that I have crossed into this weak body, but after having the care and love you have given me, I have thanked God more than once for allowing me to meet you and let me have a perfect impeccable brother. In order to be able to stay by your side and be recognized by you, I don't even want my life. Later, I learned that you liked me and found out that I was in love with you, and while I was ecstatic, I was worried that it would not be the real self that made you feel excited, but the original owner of this body. Every moment of the day I was worried about losing my only emotional connection. So I choose to confess my life experience to you, if you can accept it, then I am willing to live and die with you, if you don't accept it, although I will be heartbroken, as long as you don't drive me away, I am still willing to stay by your side, and do whatever you want me to do, whether it is a relative or a partner. Mo Qiannian leaned on Mo Beiyan's arms, unreservedly analyzing his own psychological process.
Mo Beyu listened to the words of the man in his arms, and the agitation in his heart was accompanied by a piercing heartache, making his breathing become rapid and difficult. He could deeply feel how heavy the psychological torture his baby had been through.
"To my ecstasy, you have accepted my background and origins, and have responded to my feelings. At that moment, I felt like the happiest moment of my life. Mo Qiannian recalled the moment when the two confessed their feelings and were happy with each other, his voice was not calm, and he had an irrepressible choked voice.
"Baby, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry......" Mo Beyu's heart was broken, and he said his remorse over and over again, hoping to soothe the heavy sadness in the little one's heart.
He knew he was guilty of his sin, but he couldn't let it go. How could he accept that after he tore her heart, he didn't even have a chance to make up for it, and he lost her like this!
"I accept your apology because you have indeed failed me. I also understand your distrust of everyone, after all, after having experienced such a past life, there is nothing wrong with you being reserved for people. But now I really can't forgive you, and I can't give myself to you wholeheartedly. I'm just as timid as you are about feelings, I'm afraid, I don't want to let myself fall into such hopeless and painful heartache. So let me go, and maybe when I feel better, I'll tell you I'm okay. Mo Qiannian continued weakly.
He didn't know what to do, and he panicked to find that he really couldn't keep his baby. What can he do to restore the broken heart of his beloved? What will he have to do to make amends? He was horrified to find that he was powerless in the face of Mo Qiannian now.
"Baby, you tell my brother, what can I do to stop you from being sad? As long as you say that in addition to leaving, any request brother is willing to meet you, okay? Don't punish me with this, I really can't afford to lose you. Mo Beyi's voice trembled, low and painful.
"Let me go, maybe time will heal these wounds. Now, even if we barely stay together, we can't untie the knots that remain deep in our hearts. Mo Qiannian pleaded in a low voice, and now, she really didn't know how to face Mo Beixian. Seeing his heartache and regret, she didn't feel nothing, but she really couldn't make her trust him wholeheartedly as she had in the past, and love him without any guilt. Although she has not experienced feelings, she just knows that if they stay together so reluctantly, their relationship will only get worse and worse.
Mo Beiyu hugged the person in his arms harder, listening to Mo Qiannian's words that almost begged him to let go, he felt that life was worse than death, but he couldn't bear to keep her anymore.
Mo Beiyu gently lifted the little man in his arms, held her face, let her look into her eyes, and let her clearly see how much she regretted, how sad, and how reluctant.
"Baby, I love you. I don't know how to express my suspicions about you so that you can understand the remorse in my heart. If I could, I would even trade my blood for going back in time and going back in time to before all this happened. I won't bother with any research institutes, any revenge, these don't matter anymore, I just want you to be happy, rely on me wholeheartedly, and I will use all my life to love you and protect you. Speaking of this, the tears accumulated in Mo Be's eyes finally broke the embankment and fell, and he kissed Mo Qiannian's eyebrows with a precious and heavy kiss, and Mo Beyu choked and continued:
"But time is irreversible, and I can't erase the damage caused to you. But I'll make amends, with all my life to come. I understand that it's hard to convince you of me these days, and it's even harder to keep you with me. ”
Mo Beiyan couldn't go on, his warm and bitter tears fell on Mo Qiannian's still pale face, scorching her heart, making it impossible for her to look directly into his desperate eyes.
"I'll let you go. But I'm not going to give up on you, never. Mo Beyu gritted his teeth and bitterly uttered an answer that made his heart ache to the core.
"Well, take care of yourself." Mo Qiannian hugged Mo Beiyu and said in a low voice. It's not that she won't be reluctant, it's just that she really needs time to heal, maybe when her heart doesn't hurt so much, she will have the courage to accept Mo Beyi's deep feelings when the situation has changed. But now, she really can't.
"Well, wherever you are, don't let me find you, okay? I won't show up in front of you when you don't want to see me, but don't make me feel like you can? Mo Be's voice was stumped, and he begged humbly.
"Okay." Mo Qiannian choked up and replied.
Mo Beyu once again hugged the person in his arms tightly, eager to rub her into his own blood. He doesn't know how long it will take for his baby to forgive him, how long will he have to be away from his side before he is willing to give him a chance to be by her side again? He is willing to wait, even if he is old enough to wait until the sky is wasted, as long as she is willing to give him a chance to make up for it, no matter how small he is, he will go all out to fight for it. He could expect that every day without Mo Qiannian by his side in the future would be a hellish and empty life for him, but this was the punishment he deserved for not being able to trust her, and he would grit his teeth and insist on waiting for the day when his sentence was over and he could be pardoned.
After this conversation, at every moment before Mo Qiannian left, Mo Bei followed Mo Qiannian every step of the way. Watch as she gets to know every new Monster, and as she discusses with Silver and White about where to choose a place to live. The sadness in Mo Beiyan's eyes became more and more intense, until the day when Mo Qiannian was about to leave, the once radiant Mo Beiyan had completely become another person, surrounded by a desperate and empty silence, which made everyone around him feel distressed.
"Xiao Niannian, you have all these medicines with you. Be sure to take good care of yourself. KI handed Mo Qiannian a huge suitcase and said in a reluctant tone.
"Thank you KI, Koji Kawaguchi will leave it to you to deal with, remember to go with my hatred." Mo Qiannian took the suitcase, put it into the space casually, and said to KI with a light smile.
"I'll treat him well." Thinking of Koji Kawaguchi, KI replied with a look of anger and gritted his back molars.
"KY is with you, you can contact us at any time. Inform us in advance when you need help and be available. Blood Blade looked at Mo Qiannian with complicated eyes, and also reluctantly instructed.
"Well, I will." Mo Qiannian nodded.
"Xiao Niannian, when our affairs are dealt with, you must come to the outlying island to play if you have a chance, you haven't seen my mermaid yet." KE took Mo Qiannian's hand and said.
"Well, there will be opportunities in the future." Mo Qiannian touched KE's head and said.
"Xiao Niannian, I am also a mutant snake, I'm sorry I became your appearance without your permission before. In the future, when I'm free, can I also be your mutant buddy? You don't hate me, do you? KU looked at Mo Qiannian with some shame and asked cautiously.
"I don't blame you, don't care." Mo Qiannian said gently.
Mo Qiannian did not go back to the inexplicable villa at the base of City B, nor did he contact the rest of the inexplicable team. She was willing to stay with these people mainly because of Mo Be, and there was no need to say goodbye to them if she wanted to leave now.
Blood Blade looked at Mo Beiyan's gaze, which had never left Mo Qiannian, and sighed and beckoned his family to leave, leaving the space for the two of them.
With more than a dozen supernatural beasts willing to stay, Yinbai waited for Mo Qiannian in front of the building in the square where the pharmaceutical factory building was located. Mo Beyu walked in front of Mo Qiannian, looked at her greedily, and slowly stroked the little girl's face with his right hand, rubbing the person who made him fall in love with the bone marrow.
"Baby, take care of yourself. If you wish, write a letter from time to time to stay in the space, I just want to know how you're doing. Mo Beyu said with a sigh.
"Well, when I feel better, I'll tell you 'it's okay.'" Mo Qiannian knew that Mo Beiyu was eager for her forgiveness, and although she couldn't do it now, she would tell Mo Beiyu in her own way when she could do it.
Mo Beiyan couldn't bear to hold Mo Qiannian in his arms, his eyes were red, and he said in a choked voice:
"Baby, I really don't want to let go of you. But my brother knows that the baby is willing to be involved in these messy things because of his brother, and now the baby is tired and doesn't want to be entangled with those people and those messy things, so my brother can only let go. But you have to remember that I love you and will never give up on you. I'll give you time, but there's a limit to my patience, so please, don't punish me this way for too long, okay? Don't give me a chance to make amends, okay? ”
"Hmm." Mo Qiannian leaned on Mo Beiyan's warm embrace, and responded in an inaudible voice. He was the only person who had ever touched the deepest feelings in her heart, and it was impossible to say that she could give it up without attachment, but now she didn't have the courage to trust him anymore and pour her feelings into him.
"Thank you, brother will always be waiting for you, waiting for the day when my baby is willing to come back. Waiting for you to allow me to love you again. Mo Beiyu lowered his head and kissed Mo Qiannian's heart heavily, and said in a low voice.
"Take care." Mo Qiannian withdrew from Mo Beyi's embrace, and after whispering a word, he turned around and was about to leave, but his right hand was tightly held by Mo Beyan.
Mo Qiannian frowned but didn't dare to look back, she could feel Mo Beyi's hand holding her trembling, although Mo Beyan didn't speak again, but the silent reluctance made her palpitate even more.
Mo Beiyan held Mo Qiannian's hand tightly, looking at the stubborn back of the little guy, his heart ached, as if he would suffocate to death in the next second. He really wanted to tie up this little person who haunted him and lock him in space, so that the two of them would never be separated. But he can't! He can only let go and keep her away, and can only repent silently every day without her in the future until the day he is forgiven.
After a few minutes of silence, Mo Beyu reluctantly let go of his hand. Mo Qiannian rushed to Yinbai's side as if he fled, turned over and rode on Yinbai, and after listening to Yinbai's roar in the sky, his wings spread out and flew into the air, flying towards the north.
Facing the wind and feeling the cold wetness on his face, Mo Qiannian realized that he had already burst into tears. She was so afraid that if Mo Beyu held on a little longer, she wouldn't be able to walk away in style. She knew in her heart that she loved him, and if she didn't love him, she wouldn't be so miserable, and she wouldn't be so unreceptive to his distrust. She was tired of the intrigues around her, and she was also tired of herself circling around different people with different masks. She needs to rest, she needs to get away from it all. In fact, she also hoped that Mo Beyu would accompany her away from all this, and she also knew that as long as she opened her mouth at this moment, Mo Beyu would not hesitate to leave with her, but this could not fundamentally change anything.
Mo Behe had everything he had to face, his family and friends, and the hatred he couldn't let go. In this world, she believes that she is the most important person who cares most about Mo Bethan, but she is not the only important being. And for her, only Mo Beyu can touch her heart. They hadn't been in the same position, so she needed to leave, to keep herself away from the complexities she shouldn't be involved in, and to give Mo time to settle things that needed to be solved without any concern. As long as she stays by Mo Be's side for a day, she will be used as a bargaining chip by Mo Be's enemies and those unknown people hiding in the dark. Although she is capable, her heart is unwilling to cooperate. It takes three years for the Azure Heart to mature, and she can use this time away from the chaos to wait for her heart to grow strong and grow her power. She had to have the ability to match Mo Be's in order to be sure to stand by his side.
Mo Qiannian is a persistent and unhesitating person, since she is in love with Mo Beiyan, she will not change. But she is not a person who will be carried away by feelings, after all, she grew up in a very special environment. This accident made her understand a lot, she was indeed sad and disappointed because of Mo Be's distrust, but this was not the reason why she decided to leave, she needed time to strengthen herself without interference, and she needed to let Mo Beyu develop her own power calmly without restraint. But she couldn't tell Mo Beyu to explain the reason, so she could only leave in this way.
Mo Beiyan stood in place, looking at the direction where Mo Qiannian left. Bloody Blade walked up to Mo Beyi's side, and saw him standing in place like a statue, as if he was going to stand in the middle of nowhere, with some pity and some helplessness.
"Don't worry, grief doesn't change anything, there's a lot more you need to do. Don't you want to have the ability to absolutely protect Xiao Niannian when she comes back? Isn't there anything else that makes you reflect on this accident other than making you regret your distrust of yourself? Bloody Blade patted Mo Beyu on the shoulder and said.
"I know, it's because I know it's more sad." Mo Beyu frowned and replied.
"Don't live up to the little girl's hard work, you can change the length of your separation, right?" Bloodblade continued.
"It won't be long." Mo Beyi's eyes were cold and resolute.
"Let's go, Koji Kawaguchi is still waiting for us." Seeing Mo Beyi's expression, Bloody Blade finally said with reassurance.
Mo Beyu didn't say anything more, turned around and walked towards the third basement floor.
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