Volume 2 Under the King's Land Chapter 109 Infatuation
"You don't really think that I keep you by my side and covet your beauty, right?" Chu Xianzhao sighed.
"Otherwise, there should always be a reason to be around, just because it's good? She looked the boy straight in the eye. The tone suddenly became cold, and he looked a little sad. Chu Xianzhao looked at the stunner in his arms, thought for a moment, and forced the desire in his heart to say firmly.
"Honestly, Sister Yu. Indeed, you are beautiful...... It's beautiful, it's beautiful, I don't deny that. But you should know that I have lived in the palace for so many years, and I have seen all the famous ladies and princesses of neighboring countries, but I have never been tempted by them. But you are different, I admit that I have a very special affection for you, but if you force the matter of men and women, it will be too humiliating to our friendship, I hope you can be my friend. I don't have many friends, you can be one of them. ”
Su Nianyu bit her lip tightly and didn't look over.
"I'm glad that we met and became friends among all of us. There are some things you can do with me, and there are things you can tell me, and this kind of intimacy seems really appropriate to me. But there is a red line between people, some words, some things...... You can only do it with your lover. I'm really happy that we can be friends like this for a lifetime, but you don't have to be one step closer to me, I'm afraid it will cause you and me a lot of trouble...... Really, I've come to consider you my best friend...... No less than family. ”
Chu Xianzhao's tone was flat, and he tried his best to tell her, but the beautiful woman in his arms looked up like that, they snorted at each other, and there was a softness in their eyes that he couldn't read, like a pool of water being gently stirred, reflecting countless blurry illusions, and her haunting pupils carried tiredness, helplessness, wisdom, and ...... Grief is like a dusty mirror blown by the wind, showing the rough past of the mirror owner in his eyes.
Tears gradually welled up in her eyes, from this moment on, she seemed to become more sad, Chu Xianzhao sighed lowly, she showed herself that his words did not have any reassuring effect.
"Do you think I'm dirty?" she asked suddenly.
Chu Xianzhao frowned, saying that she didn't want to talk about this topic, but she suddenly became stubborn like a child: "I haven't had a relationship with any man, I'm still a virgin, why do you dislike me so much, I also want someone to love me." ”
"This has nothing to do with whether you are a virgin or not, listen to Sister Yu, I should go. Chu Xianzhao's prevaricating tone made her burst into tears.
He sighed again: "Su Nianyu, we really can't mess around with each other, do you know how many people I have persuaded to keep you by my side?" Of course, I don't think it's much of a problem, but I'm definitely not your best choice, you can see my father and the emperor, you will definitely not be happy if you are always by my side." If you can, I hope that after the war is over, you will find a man who is good to you, with whom you can form a family and start a new life. I promise you that no one dares to bully you within the borders of this Dayin country, you can come to me in the future, we are still very good friends, I must have a place for you by my side, I don't dare to give you a bad look, at least I won't show you a bad face. ”
After talking like this, Chu Xianzhao felt that his mouth was a little dry, and he gradually twisted with the woman in his arms, like a koi fish entangled with him: "You still think I don't deserve you, right?"
Chu Xuanzhao couldn't help but hold his forehead: "Don't you do this...... I'm scared. ”
"I understand how you feel now, every child is born there is a kind of protection, but you lose that protection until I appear, although my protection is much weaker than that woman, but it is better for you than nothing, my fragrance dispelles those painful memories, my beauty makes up for everything you have lost....... Are you taking me as a substitute for her?" said the woman, looking straight into his eyes.
This sentence fell on Chu Xianzhao's ears and was extremely harsh, and he frowned: "It's true that I haven't had a mother since I was a child, but I definitely didn't treat you as a substitute for anyone, and you are also very important to me, but don't humiliate yourself like this." ”
"Then why don't you accept me? I won't tell anyone...... It won't be a burden on you. ”
"You're being vexatious today, and I'm angry. ”
Su Nianyu stretched out her hand to wipe her tears, probably feeling that she was a little too much today, she didn't want Chu Xianzhao to hate her, she only had him. She put the back of her hand to her mouth and bit the flesh on the back of her hand: "Do you hate me so much? You won't even make up a lie to deceive me, you said you wouldn't show me your face, so you quickly regretted it." ”
"I didn't show you a face. ”
"There you have it! I don't believe you from now on. She gritted her teeth and hugged him.
"I said so much about feelings, and you didn't listen to a word. Chu Xianzhao suddenly felt a little helpless.
Su Nianyu bit her lip and looked at him: "I'm not afraid to tell you, I can't understand a word of the long speeches you said before, what kind of poetry and scriptures, the books are all lying to you, girls don't like to listen to these things at all." You always pretend to know everything, but you don't understand anything! You don't understand anything!
"Then you're still so happy to listen to it? I won't talk about it if you say it's boring earlier, I thought you liked it a lot. Chu Xuanzhao finally pulled out an arm from her arms.
"Why do I want to say it, I just want you to talk to me, people keep a bird in a cage, and they will talk to the bird a few words, can the bird understand? It's one thing to not understand, it's another thing to say it or not!" she suddenly bit on her shoulder, and her tone was a little aggrieved.
"I just won't let you go, it's cold at night here, you said you would protect me, where were you when I was scared?"
"Didn't I protect you last time? How many people want to kill you, don't I also ride a horse to save you? How old are you and still afraid of cold and dark, aren't all female assassins trained with good quality? You must have been lazy during training, no wonder I was caught by me in the first place, how can there be such a sloppy assassin as you?" Chu Xianzhao explained very quickly, but she still did not give up.
Chu Xuanzhao turned his body around, put his arm on the edge of the door, and let the cold wind blow his hair to the back of his head, and a thousand words reached his mouth and swallowed back into his stomach.
Suddenly there was the sound of the dress falling to the ground, she finally faded the thin underwear, he turned around, and saw the defenseless woman standing under the cold wind, the moonlight hitting her skin, as if projected on a snowfield, the hands gently moved away from her chest, she trembled slightly in the cold wind, and her eyes showed a look like a wounded baby.