What do you think the barracks are like?

Is it the soldiers who train all over the world in the yellow sand, or the heroism of the horse leather shroud?

And the barracks I remember were never like this, the men's crude and inferior respites for insults, the pervasive contempt, and the stares of the eyes. Pen % fun % Pavilion www.biquge.info

My mother was a military prostitute, and like my other aunts, nominal sisters, she was the lowliest presence in the entire barracks.

They have to wash the clothes of the soldiers during the day, prepare meals for them, and at night they will become their venting **.

I don't know who my father is, because even my mother doesn't know.

"Ah Yao, will you blame me?"

Sometimes she woke up from a nightmare and would hug him like this and whisper.

"Ah Yao won't blame you. "I don't blame her for dressing herself in the most tattered clothes all day long, I don't blame her for smearing charcoal on her face every day, and I don't blame her for dressing herself up as a girl.

It is not that there are no women in the barracks who give birth to offspring, but those who give birth to boys are thrown far away from the barracks and fed to the snow wolves.

Only the girls were left behind, waiting for them to grow up day by day to become the new military prostitutes.

I don't know how much my mother suffered and how much she sinned to hide her identity as a boy, but she often woke up from her dreams and cried with her arms in her arms.

At that time, I was still young, and I didn't know why my mother was crying, and when she cried, I cried and cried, and when she heard my cry, my mother would quiet down and coax me.

There is always only one way for her to coax me, and that is to read me the Book of Songs.

The peach is dying, scorching its splendour, the son is home, and the room is IKEA......

"Is that how I got my name?"

"Yes, does Ah Yao like it or not?"

"Like. ”

Whenever this happens, my mother will always be very happy, and she will tell me about the prosperity in the capital, her youth, and her past.

"I didn't want to marry Shen Mansion when I first married, but I didn't have a favorite family at that time, so I followed the words of the elders in the family and married. ”

"On the day I got married, I made up ten miles of red makeup, and the sound of firecrackers on the street shook people's ears, and the bride said that the bride could not lift the hijab in the sedan chair, otherwise it would be unlucky, but I still opened the curtain and looked at him. ”

"What does he look like?" he had heard it countless times, but he had asked it every time.

"It looked very gentle and elegant, I still thought that my father and mother were good, and I chose a wishful husband, even when I visited the church, my face was as ashamed as the hijab. ”

Thinking of the beginning of the love, my mother's face seemed to glow, but I knew that the follow-up story was not very satisfactory.

His nominal father has always liked a servant in a green building, although he was forced to marry his mother under pressure from the family, but he only regarded his mother as a stranger.

He set up a courtyard in the outer office, raised the woman as an outer room, and only returned home two or three days a month.

's mother became Mrs. Shen, but she had nothing else, and even more, less than a year after getting married, a woman knocked on the door of Shen's mansion with a baby girl in her arms.

"I really want to live a good life with him, just like all the couples in the capital, they respect each other like guests when they are old, but ...... But he even gave birth to a child. ”

"The court member gave birth to a slave daughter with a secret prostitute, and it is conceivable that the result of this matter is that after the trouble, I am afraid that it will be light to be stripped of officials by Emperor Shiyuan. ”

"He's so annoying, why don't you make a big deal out of it? ”

"Where is Heli?" his mother touched the top of his head and asked, "Even if Heli leaves, I still have to marry, the capital is so big, instead of filling the house for others, the second room, I might as well repay the favor, let him remember my kindness and benefits, and treat me better." ”

"Do you know why I gave the woman a large sum of money, secretly sent someone to keep an eye on her whereabouts, and then raised the daughter he had with a prostitute in my own name?"

"Why?"

"In order to hold this handle firmly in their hands, once the Shen Mansion bears me one day, this handle can bring them the root of destruction. ”

At that time, the expression on his mother's face he had never seen before, it was a desperate woman, the back road prepared for herself, the calm plan after the love of the former teenager, her mother experienced an unimaginable transformation.

Although it is magnificent, it is also sad.

But the final result was that the Shen Mansion was overturned, and her mother became a military prostitute.

"You...... Do you regret it?" he remembered asking her as a child.

"Why do you regret it, although there is no previous brocade clothes and jade food to call slaves and maids, but with you. ”

Mother stopped washing his clothes and pinched his chin with her cold watery fingers, a sweet and satisfied smile on her face.

"Ah Yao, you don't know how grateful I am to you, it is you who have made me a real mother, I don't have to live like an empty shell like before, Ah Yao, even if we live a humble and difficult life now, but you are the most precious treasure in my life. ”

If it goes on like this forever, it doesn't seem to be bad.

But as time passed, his stature grew day by day, and even if his face was covered with charcoal ash, even if he was wearing the most tattered clothes, it was difficult to hide that he had become more and more dazzling.

All the military prostitutes were placed under the management of the camp prostitutes in the army, and the wounded, sick, and old were removed from his book.

The names on his booklet were all military prostitutes that could be carried overnight, and people began to go to him to inquire about my age, and some even stuffed money into him to get my name written down as soon as possible.

The prostitute has always been old enough to prevaricate, not because he wants to protect me, but because he thinks the time has not come.

The opportunity he had been waiting for soon came, and he heard that a high-ranking official in the capital was coming to the camp, and the general guarding the border asked the camp prostitutes to choose a suitable woman to serve.

The mother was shocked when she heard the news, and she had been trying to take her away, but the guards guarding the military prostitutes were more and more vigilant because of the visit of the senior officials, and they could not find the slightest loophole.

Within two days, she fell ill with anxiety.

My name still fell on the booklet of the camp prostitute, he looked at me with a cigarette pouch and smiled with satisfaction, the smile was disgusting, and his piglet-like eyes were even more disgusting.

"I've dealt with so many prostitutes, and I'm the first one like you to be so charming before you even open your mouth. If you are prosperous in the future, don't forget the little old man. ”

"Thank you for the promotion of the camp prostitutes, my mother is seriously ill, and there are labor camp prostitutes to take care of them these days. ”

"Well said...... Well said......"

In the blink of an eye, the day of the visitation of the great official, I once glanced at him from afar, and I felt that he was a stupid pig with a belly rolling away, but everyone was scolding him and flattering him.

That's right.

I clenched the thin piece of iron in my hand, and thought to myself, this is a good thing, and I don't like your identity and appearance.

Once you have power, those beings who can manipulate your life at will will will fall under your feet and show their humility......