After returning from Guizhou during the National Day holiday, I resumed my normal work. Pen Fun Pavilion wWw. ｂiquge。 ｉｎfo

I worked in a small company, and I spent all day swiping small advertisements on major forums. This work is called "network promotion", but in fact, it is to create some garbage on the Internet and attract a very small number of customers in need.

The scope of the business is huge. What is enrollment, what is outward bound training, what is early childhood teaching, what is stock trading...... It is obvious that a small company with only a dozen employees will fail to expand its business scope so much. This is called a lack of focus in the business, let alone professionalism, but a kind of diversification without any reason, which can be called "diversification deterioration".

Although my grades in college were not good, I was still an undergraduate student after all. For me, who has passed the examination, it is not a problem to see clearly what is wrong with a company and whether it can continue to operate. Obviously, the company is coming to an end, and when the diversification deteriorates to an end, dissolution will be the only way for the company.

However, there is one more step before disbanding, which is essential.

One day, my boss asked me on QQ, "Feng Yan, how do you feel about working in this company?"

I replied, "I'm so happy, everyone is so nice." ”

The boss smiled: "Mm-hmm, just be happy." However, now that the company is in trouble, I think you can see that too. ”

Feng Yan: "Yes, I can see that. The company is now spreading too much business, taking too many steps, and doing too many unprofessional things, which is impossible to save the company. Moreover, this is the year of the subprime mortgage crisis, and it is normal for companies to be affected by the global economic downturn. Not to mention us, even the restaurants downstairs were full three months ago, twenty or thirty, and the business was still very hot, but in the past few days since the National Day, there are only three left. This shows that we must think carefully about how to survive the winter. ”

Boss: "Hmm...... He has a good eye, he looks very vicious, and he deserves to be a college student. There are not many college students in our company, but for those non-business positions that do not directly create profits, even college students, it is useless...... Our company is now facing the danger of breaking the capital chain, so ......"

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Speaking of which, if I don't know what she means, then all the literature I have learned before will be in vain.

Isn't that what she is...... You want to force me to resign!

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In the past, in the Peach Blossom Island gang when I woke up, as long as I met anyone who didn't follow the gang rules and the circumstances were bad, I would kick them out directly. Now, it's my turn to be the right protector of Peach Blossom Island who wakes up from my dreams, and I have tasted what it feels like to be kicked!

Moreover, this is still in reality.

resigned, which means that even the only 700 yuan of monthly salary I had after "becoming a regular" was in vain.

Not long after I returned from Guizhou, I had only been working for three months, and my boss forced me to resign in this way. In my heart, there is an endless breakdown, in today's words, 10,000 alpacas stepping through my heart.

I handed over all the work and left the company without looking back.

It's okay to leave, but what about later?

This is not a school. In school, everything is guaranteed, as long as there is a meal card, my mother calls for money and rushes into the meal card, and there is food. But now this is society. I can't do anything more, what else can I do?

I don't even dare to go to the bank. I can barely explain every financial term. What is a wealth management product? What is a loan-to-deposit ratio? What is a reserve ratio? I have returned all these things to the school and to the teachers.

So if I don't go to the bank, where else can I go? Publishing house or newspaper? But I am not a serious Chinese major, although I once wanted to drop out, go to the college entrance examination again, and study Chinese, but in the end I did not make it.

I have always felt that my writing level may be better than that of some literature majors, but after entering the society, I realized that this so-called "recognition" requires a considerable level of qualifications. If it can't be a diploma in this specialty, it must be a work that has been recognized by the state -- when people ask me, "You say you write well, have your works been published anywhere?" At this moment, I can only say: "Online." "What else can be said?

This "online" is not the kind of literary website that can be monetized, it is just the kind of social networking site that mainly functions to communicate with people. How useful is it to post a few poems on social networking sites in exchange for someone else's "awesome". Real publishing houses, real poetry magazines, real newspapers and magazines will not approve such works. Unless my work is really published in these places, I can really get the recognition of these places and these units......

At least not at this moment.

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From this time on, I finally realized how difficult it was for them to struggle to such an extent, like ecstasy, like a donkey out of the mountain, and even like duckweed and Meili who just worked in a traditional Chinese medicine hospital every day. Even in a small city, being able to buy a car and a house is a goal that I don't know how many years I will have to struggle to achieve. When it comes to art, Rainbow Rain's husband is a real painter, and he has worked hard to this day, and his paintings are well-known in Guizhou, and they can finally be sold for hundreds of thousands of yuan. is such a degree, and I don't know how many years of struggle he has experienced, how many blank eyes and puzzles...... Each of them is so strong, but they still continue to live their lives with great effort. I was the only one who became an eliminated loser in this world, and I couldn't even keep my monthly salary of 700 yuan, and finally I was forced to resign and leave...... This kind of shame makes me extremely uncomfortable, and I finally want to rely on my own efforts to change all this, change my fate, and change myself......

I must become a better version of myself!

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I started running around job fairs, handing out business cards and submitting resumes. The hard work paid off, and I finally received a call asking me to go to work at a root carving art club. When I came to the Gendiao Art Club, I found that it was one of the top art museums in the country. The lifelike root carving art really opened my eyes. There, I was in charge of planning and sales, and my daily job was to stand inside the store and introduce visitors to the museum the benefits of each wood species and the artistic value of each piece. Later, I began to use poetry to describe the beauty of these works, until one day......

"Ahh

As I carried the heavy root carving, my knee was torn for the first time......