Chapter 20 Those who look forward to happiness from others
In the days after the exam, the clear sky remained clear for a long time, and the light continued to move over the small city of Xiahai, and Su Can occasionally went to the rooftop of the building, from where he could see the entire city, half of which was shrouded in the yellow light, and the pillars of light projected from the clouds slowly cruised on the city ground.
This is the city of Xia Hai eleven years ago, where many of the places that were originally buildings are still barren, or abandoned ponds and knee-high horsetail grass.
The wind was blowing gently, and Su Can felt that this was the place where his fate continued to start anew, and this time, he couldn't become a deserter with a fiasco, he had to change his life that had been defeated and retreated.
One day, he can stand on a higher place, just like this, looking at the world of grass and trees with the clouds above his head.
Mother Zeng Ke has been coming home earlier and earlier recently, and there are more holidays, but on the contrary, the expression of sadness has become more and more, which makes the mother, who was particularly charming at this age, suddenly get a few years older.
Seeing that it was another day off and the old mother who went home to cook at noon, Su Can asked, "Mom, is there something wrong?" What has made you sad lately? ”
Zeng Ke, who was picking pea seedlings, turned his head and glanced at Su Can, something had indeed happened in the unit recently, which made people panic, but subconsciously Zeng Ke still regarded Su Can as a child who had not grown up, in fact, he was indeed and didn't want him to worry about the adult, what he did was to study hard.
"What do children know, it's nothing, if you have nothing to do, come and help me wash the vegetables!"
Su Canwaner, the treatment before the exam and after the exam is different, before the exam, I don't have to do anything, I eat chicken soup, milk and eggs every day, and after the exam, the food immediately dropped by two grades, and I still have to work.
Fortunately, Su Can felt that this was a kind of enjoyment, he was busy with work in the later life, and there were fewer days to go home, sometimes his parents wanted to make a phone call by himself, he was either accompanying the customer, or working overtime, not to mention that he could help his parents do something, Su Can thought about it now, and a trace of guilt passed through his heart, and he hurriedly put the vegetables to be washed in the kitchen into the dustpan and took the pea seedlings from his mother. Handle it and wash it piece by piece under the water pipe. The movements are skillful, but Zeng Ke is a little surprised, when did his son, who usually likes and likes to work hard, become so diligent.
It made her depressed and slightly relieved.
After dinner in the evening, Su Licheng and Zeng Ke did not watch TV with Su Can outside for the first time, but in their room, there were some arguments.
Su Can deliberately adjusted the sound of the TV to the minimum and listened carefully to the conversation on the other end of his parents.
"What do you say, this unit is about to collapse, and now we are willing to buy out the settlement seniority, streamline and reorganize, now it's okay, where to put my face down, I'm about to lose my job, and I'm about to lose face!" Zeng Ke's voice came.
Father Su Licheng groaned for a while, "What do the leaders of your unit say?" ”
"If you voluntarily buy out your seniority, you can settle it now, based on my seniority, I can get about 30,000 yuan in fifteen years, Sister Lan and Sister Wang have all bought it out, but if you are willing to stay, the previous salary system will change, and it may be a hundred yuan less than the original one hundred yuan per month! I asked my brother, he also looks down on our unit, you know that he is like this, if I lose my job this time, he will say that I am, if Mr. Huang doesn't look at his face this time, I'm afraid he won't give me my own choice! ”
Su Can immediately remembered what his parents were discussing, when his mother worked as an accountant in a state-owned trading company in Xiahai City, it was extremely beautiful at the beginning, and then the company had problems, lost money again and again, and the limelight was no longer there, and the company began to discuss a series of problems with layoffs.
At that time, there were two choices for my mother, one was to buy out, take the money, open a small shop or something like that, and go to the sea. The second is to stay in the company and get a little less salary than before, so as not to lose your job.
Later, my mother still didn't take the risk, and chose to stay in that trading company, but after two or three years, the company could no longer afford to leave, and finally collapsed, and my mother was still forced to get the buyout seniority fee, and went out to do business by herself, and worked for others for two years, only to find that the stationery store was very profitable at that time, and then opened her own store, or missed the golden age, but the life of the family because of this store is much better than before.
"What are you doing business on your own, you forgot what kind of clothing store you used to run in the past, and you didn't even lose money, you couldn't do any business, what are you doing?" Father Su Licheng's voice sounded.
"But it's not a way to go on like this, looking at Mr. Huang's appearance, I don't have much confidence in the company."
"Hey, forget it, I see that the turmoil in your company is only temporary, your Mr. Huang is also a capable person, I'm afraid you can also revitalize your company, you stay in it, even if you don't work in the future, you won't be treated badly, and you will get more money than now." Father said hesitantly.
Su Can put on his shoes, stepped off the sofa, came to his parents' door, and knocked lightly.
The discussion of the parents was small, and the mother's voice sounded, "Su Can, what's the matter?" In. ”
Su Can opened the door, Zeng Ke and Su Licheng were sitting on the sofa in the bedroom, with some materials spread out between the two, a small box with a household registration book and a single deposit at home.
"Mom, Dad, I just heard what you guys were talking about." Su Can sat down on his parents' bed, then thought for a while, and said, "Mom, I think you should buy out your seniority and go to the sea by yourself." ”
The parents were stunned, and the father sighed and said, "What do you little doll know, go out to watch TV, don't interfere with adult affairs!" ”
Zeng Ke blinked his eyes and looked at Su Licheng with a hint of resentment, "My son has also grown up, and he understands many things you haven't seen, so let him talk about it, son, what do you think?" ”
Su Can thought about it, and told his mother that your trading company was a product of the planned economy, and the reason why it was struggling in the market of the modern commodity economy was because of the non-compliance of the system, and sooner or later it would become a pile of ruins and rubble, buried in history, and it was never a way to hold on to the defects, and he already knew that this company would collapse in the future. It is estimated that his parents will look at him with the eyes of a monster.
Su Can changed his approach, "I read a few books before, and there was a sentence mentioned in them, looking forward to the fate given by others, life is destined to be sad." Mom, no matter whether this company will collapse in the future or not, whether it can develop well or not, it doesn't matter, the important thing is that the fate of our family is involved in it, and we are all connected with others. That Mr. Huang may see that the uncle's face is very good to you today, if the future uncle loses his power one day, he may just say a word, which can turn our family upside down. ”
The parents were stunned, they didn't expect Su Can to be so mature when he said these words, if he hadn't said that he had seen it in the book, they would have wondered if his son was a little too precocious!?
Su Can's sentence was almost the same as that seen in his mother's notepad, and then deduced it, his mother Zeng Ke was actually very pioneering, and that sentence was also written in the notebook by her own hand, as a motto, Su Can deduced and said it, which was to fundamentally impress his parents.
After being reborn, he was not willing to face the arrangement of fate. I also want my mother not to succumb to fate and create dreams that she never dared to think about!;