439. Depend on each other for life

The sun rises as usual, and everything remains the same. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ｂｉｑUｇE。 ｉｎｆｏ

It's just that there is no Gu Haiping in his life, and Shandan has lost the brilliance of the past, and he is immersed in the sadness that he can't extricate himself from every day.

After the sister-in-law went to the cafeteria to help cook, Shandan settled Xiaoyu in the morning, and the first thing he did when he came to the office was to cry behind closed doors, and then open the door to work during work hours.

After returning home, Xiaoyu is no longer as active as before, and reads books and does homework very quietly.

Shandan tries her best to tune in to her emotions before she goes home, and she doesn't put pressure on her children to think of her emotions first. The child's thoughts about his father are also buried deep in his heart, lest he bring sadness to his mother. Mother and daughter secretly grieve each other without saying anything.

After a while, Shandan called Xiaoyu's teacher to find out about the child's situation at school, and the teacher's words made Shandan break his liver and intestines: "Xiaoyu's grades have not fallen, but he will no longer raise his hand to answer questions in class." The child who used to be so active is now too quiet. ”

Shandan blamed himself for being too immersed in his own sorrow and ignoring Xiaoyu's feelings.

"Thank you, I'll come back and comfort her, and you can give her a little more love for me. Shandan almost burst into tears.

"Yes, our teachers like her very much and care for her, so you should take care of your health!" the teacher said.

"Okay. Thank you for your continued care for your children!Thank you!" Shandan was already choked up.

Putting down the phone, Shandan wiped away his tears and sat still, but his heart was overturned.

Life can't go on like this anymore, Gu Haiping, who is closest to her, has left her, and she can't let the child bear such a disaster. She has to get better as soon as possible, come out, and give her children a home that is still warm.

However, sadness is not something that can be said "no", she can't restrain her emotions from time to time, tears come as soon as she says, her eyes have cried out of trouble, countless black shadows have appeared in front of her eyes, not to mention, the original 1.5 vision is dizzy to see everything.

As a doctor, of course she knows that she can't go on like this, her body is broken, how can she raise Xiaoyu without health?

And all the emotions will be held back when there is nowhere to vent, what should I do?

Five months after Gu Haiping left, Shandan, who couldn't touch Gu Haiping's accident, picked up the pen, she began to write to him, and she burned it after writing, she hoped that the heart that had turned into ashes could be brought to Gu Haiping and complete their communication across time and space.

With the pouring of letters one after another, Shandan can slowly relieve his emotions, and he can somewhat restrain himself from shedding so many tears.

When she got home, she finished her housework, so she accompanied Xiaoyu a lot, accompanied the child to write homework, chatted with the child, and slept with the child.

When Xiaoyu was very young, Shandan often told her some stories of little angels and elves, and built a colorful imaginary world for children.

Coupled with the fact that her father once appeared in a dream and asked her if she complained about him, Xiaoyu was convinced of the other world depicted by her mother, and she believed her mother's words: Dad didn't go far, but God felt that he was useless in the world, so he beckoned him to do bigger things. But he will watch Xiaoyu "from the sky" and guard her forever.

Shandan also told Xiaoyu how Mr. Liu was overdoing Gu Haiping, telling her a more ambitious "Buddha country", talking about Guanyin Bodhisattva, talking about Maitreya Buddha, talking about Rulai Buddha, these characters who appeared in "Journey to the West", Shandan used it to join her chat.

Slowly, Xiaoyu began to feel less bored, and when she came home from school, she would tell her mother about the things at school as usual.

One day, when Xiaoyu came home from school, she pulled her mother and whispered: "The father of one of my classmates in our class also 'went to heaven', and he always cried, so I told him about the 'heavenly' thing, and he also shook my hand and said: We want to be good friends." ”

"Xiaoyu is such a good boy!, how is he now?" asked Shandan kissing Xiaoyu's little face.

"He doesn't cry now. Xiao Yu said a little proudly.

"There is another truth, my mother wants to tell you: people live, in fact, many things are not something that we can grasp and control by ourselves, so no matter what happens, we must be strong. We have to live well, and the 'heavenly' father will be happy when he sees us doing well. He can see your happiness, hard work and progress, and he will be proud to have such a good daughter as you. Mom is proud to have a child like you!" said Shandan as he hugged Xiaoyu in his arms.

"Well, Mom, I know, Teacher Fang also chatted with me and said: I am proud to have a student like me!" Xiao Yu said slyly with big eyes flashing with long eyelashes.

"Yes, everyone likes you very much, you also have to have fun with your classmates, your life is your own, and you can't be affected by your father and mother's affairs. No matter where Mom and Dad are, we all love you all the same and hope you grow up happy, healthy and healthy. When you think about your father, you look up at the sky, say hello to your father, and he will come to visit you. We can't see his shadow of the UI man, but he can see ours. Shandan tried everything he could to ease the child's longing for his father.

"Well, I know. Mom, I'll go do my homework, and you go cook. Xiaoyu's soft little lips kissed her mother's face, and she jumped up and down to get her schoolbag and do her homework.

Shandan sat on the sofa in a daze: God did not treat her badly, he gave her a beloved lover and an ancient love, and gave her such a good child! She must be content, live a good life in the future, and live up to Gu Haiping and the child, and she cannot live up to herself; and God's favor.

With a surge of strength rising from the bottom of his heart, Shandan stood up and walked into the kitchen.

My sister-in-law came for three months, and I went to work with Shandan, and when I got home, Shandan cooked, and my sister-in-law helped embroider half of Shandan's "Six-foot Peony Picture". And my sister-in-law is not very adapted to the climate in the south, nor is she adapted to this unfamiliar environment, and Shandan is not in the mood to take care of her more, plus she is also unwell, so she clamored to go back.

A few days after the Mid-Autumn Festival, Shandan sent his sister-in-law on the train home.

Since then, in this remote land thousands of miles away, only Shandan and Xiaoyu have depended on each other.