Chapter 79: A Changed Mindset

"Whew, it's useless, me. Pen | fun | pavilion www. biquge。 info wants to get close but doesn't dare to get close, wants to give up but doesn't want to give up. I thought I was firm enough, but I didn't make up my mind. When it came to an end, he retreated. Isn't it time to go straight to it, and when it's time to make a move, the raw rice is cooked and cooked, maybe you won't hesitate. ”

Sitting on the steps in front of the hotel, Summer Night looked up at the gradually darkening sky, and reached out as if to catch the last ray of light, but the palm of his hand was still empty.

"Ah, what the hell am I thinking? Am I stupid? This kind of messy idea actually came up. As soon as the muttered words came out, Xia Ye lowered her head in annoyance, scratched her head with both hands, and her hair suddenly became a bird's nest.

"Oh, here you are, Summer Night." Just when the summer night struggled with each other because of the irritability and desire in the heart, and its own traditional concepts, sense of responsibility, and a strange mentality that he was not aware of. A gruff voice came from behind him. With the sound of slightly heavy footsteps, the person who came over was obviously a fierce man in Gangda.

"You're out too, macho. What's wrong, this expression? Hearing the voice behind him, Xia Ye turned his head to look, and what caught his eye was indeed the tall body of Gangtian Takao. However, his expression at this time was not as cheerful as before, but with a hint of entanglement and confusion.

"Well, I seem to have upset Yamato. But I don't know why she's upset. With a sigh, Takeo Gonda sat down next to Summer Night.

"Not happy? Did you do something bad? With a suspicious expression in his eyes, he looked at the fierce man Tsunda beside him, although after getting along for a while, Xia Ye didn't think he was like a person of that kind of character, but they were all men who always couldn't help it.

"I didn't do anything bad, I just told Yamato that I wouldn't touch her until I graduated from high school, and she was upset not long after she said it. It's so weird, I can't figure it out at all. With a puzzled expression on his face, Takeo Gonda sighed and looked up at the sky where stars faintly appeared.

"Not happy just after saying that? It can't be that there's something wrong with what you say. Maybe Daiwa will want you to touch her. However, it probably can't be. Hearing Tsuyo Gangda's words, Xia Ye casually guessed, but as soon as he spoke, he denied this speculation.

"No way, Yamato is a good boy. So how can you think of such a thing? Hearing the speculation of the summer night, Takeo Gangda also said with certainty.

"That's right, how can a girl think about that kind of thing. However, there is no need for a macho man to say something like that, aren't you already dating? I think it's normal to be intimate sometimes. With his hands behind his back, he fell back slightly, looked up at the stars that had begun to appear in the sky, and said in a somewhat casual tone in the summer night.

"Is that so? Are you already close to Tojo-san on that summer night? Learning from the appearance of a summer night, he leaned back slightly, and Tsuyo Gangda, who was not used to this kind of action, almost fell to the ground, got up and resumed his original sitting position, and Tsuyo Gangda asked with a hint of doubt.

"Poof, why did it suddenly come to me and Xiaoxi. We didn't get along. "I almost spurted out a mouthful of old blood, but I didn't expect that even the most honest Gangtian hunk thought that he was dating Xiaoxi. Do we usually behave a lot like in our relationships?

"Huh? Didn't dating? I thought you'd already been dating, eating together and going home together, and now it's natural to live in one. Scratching his head, Takao Gangda couldn't figure out the state of Natsuya and Nozomi Tojo. Can the so-called childhood sweethearts live together so intimately?

"Ha, when you say that, it seems to be the same." Thinking about it, it seems that since Nozomi Tojo came back, I've been with her a lot. Do ordinary childhood sweethearts get together so often?,And it's a former childhood sweetheart who hasn't seen me for several years.。

"Macho man, you said that if you like a girl very much and want to be with her, but if you are really together, she may be injured and even put in danger because of it. Will you still be with her? "It's rare to have a friend to talk to.,Remembering the conversation between me and Nozomi Tojo in the room before.,Summer Night suddenly opened his mouth and asked Takao Gangda beside him.。

"Huh? It's dangerous to be together, are you being targeted by kidnappers? In this case, it would be dangerous even if we were not together. Well, no matter what, if the person you like will get hurt, you have to do your best to protect her and don't let her get hurt. Hearing Xia Ye's question, Takeo Gangda's face showed a serious look, but the direction of his attention seemed to be a little wrong.

"Hehe, haha, that's what I said. I'm completely in a dead end, hahahaha, I really think so highly of myself. Thank you, Macho. The macho man's answer made Xia Ye slightly stunned, and he didn't expect him to give such an answer at all.

Hearing such an answer, Summer Night laughed. Mixed with a wry smile and self-deprecation, but also with a hint of lighthearted and complicated smile. After laughing for a while, the laughter gradually subsided, and Xia Ye thanked Gangtian Takao with a serious face.

From the very beginning, Summer Night's mind has been stuck in a dead end, and not just because of the Snow Maiden incident a few years ago. The Snow Maiden incident really made Xia Ye very sad and sad, and it also became his heartache, and he began to run away from everything about Onmyoji.

But after fighting with Shijing a few days ago, he witnessed the loyalty of the white wolf, and once again experienced the danger and the anxiety of facing loss, which gave Xia Ye the idea of becoming stronger and guarding. What's more, the Snow Girl recovery task that appeared in the system also reinvigorated Xia Ye's fighting spirit, and the heartache left by the Snow Girl incident began to heal slowly.

But the Snow Girl incident has passed, but Summer Night's mentality has not yet adjusted. He is no longer the ignorant boy who has lived in this world for sixteen years. He's a time-traveler who has awakened the memories of his past life, and he also comes with a plug-in like the system's golden finger.

This kind of special harvest that is different from ordinary people makes him invisibly appear a superior mentality, and there is a kind of pride and complacency that should not be there, but in the pride and complacency, the fear of loss and the timidity in the face of failure are still left in the bottom of his heart. This completely opposite mood is mixed together, making the summer night's mentality seem complacent and inferior.

This mentality is particularly evident in the face of Nozomi Tojo. I feel that the inner world is dangerous, so I refuse to be honest with her, and I don't want her to be involved in the inner world. It's just a sign of fear that I won't be able to protect her and not be confident enough. But self-righteous for her decided not to let her come into contact with the inner world.

Self-righteous for her good, unilaterally depriving her of the opportunity to choose. It's ridiculous to think about it.

Since I am already so proud and complacent, why can't I be a little more proud, a little more complacent, and let this pride and complacency become real self-confidence, and drive away all pessimism and timidity.

I'm a time-traveler.,I have memories of my past life and a time-traveler with system plug-ins.,I can be the protagonist directly in the novel.。 With such a plug-in, even if Nozomi Tojo enters the inner world, even if countless dangers approach, I can confidently sweep them all away. This is the confidence that a traverser should have.

With Tsuyo Gangda's answer, the summer night was finally woken up. The last remaining negative emotions in my heart were finally cleared. Complacency and pride have gradually converged, and only the self-confidence of being an onmyoji, a traverser, and a two-dimensional pioneer of the future remains in my heart.