Finally, it's time to talk about the warm and cold autumn. Pen ~ fun ~ Pavilion www.biquge.info Qingqiu, she is one of the very few friends in Guizhou that I have never seen. The former founding group of the Hundred Flowers Fairy Palace has become a special one because of their love for the dead fish.

She was a very quiet woman, as quiet as a goddess in a beautiful fresco. Listening to the rainbow rain, Qingqiu is indeed a goddess, she is very beautiful, but unfortunately I haven't seen it.

Most of the founders of the Hundred Flowers Fairy Palace live in Xifeng, except for the rainbow rain, only Leng Nuan Qingqiu is living quietly in the big city of Guiyang. Although Guiyang is the largest city in Guizhou, it does not have the kind of smart and handsome beauty like Xifeng. If it weren't for the fact that I was decorated with a woman like Leng Nuan Qingqiu, maybe I wouldn't have been so interested in it. However, even in the big city of Guiyang, Qingqiu is always lonely, just like the lonely dripping rain, falling in the night sky, verifying what is a fresh and lonely late autumn.

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When it comes to cold and warm autumn, it is naturally inseparable from the topic of dead fish. In fact, from beginning to end, there was no real commitment between Qingqiu and the dead fish. Qingqiu didn't say anything about love. Although they are indeed together in essence, everyone can see it. But everything about them feels very unreal, and many things seem like they're going to disappear soon.

She didn't talk to me much, although every time she talked to me, Qingqiu's attitude was very gentle, but in that gentleness, I felt a feeling of rejection from thousands of miles away...... She seemed to be like this to me, and it seemed to be the same to everyone else, except for the founders of the Hundred Flowers Fairy Palace, she was able to show her sincerity when she spoke, and it seemed that at other times, she was all gentle and rejecting people from thousands of miles away.

I don't know why Qingqiu is like this to us, in fact, she and I are also good friends, and that's because, after all, I have a good relationship with Dead Fish, good enough to stay together and drink until I get drunk. Qingqiu, who is with the dead fish, will naturally become my friend, and Qingqiu will not ignore me. But attitude is one thing, feeling is another, although Qingqiu's attitude has always been correct, but that kind of political correctness, makes me feel very depressed, I don't know if this feeling will occasionally appear in the heart of the dead fish, I think, this may also be an unavoidable thing.

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Once, Dead Fish said he was going to take me to level. It was not long after he turned three times, about three turns to a hundred, I was already more than ninety years old at that time, and it was not much worse than two turns to one hundred. At that time, it was a good time to go to the ghost king, so Dead Fish called me to go to level up with me, and when I joined the team, I found that there was Qingqiu in the team.

In order to make up a team of five people, I opened two more men's numbers, Tenjin Tauma and Madoram. The three are all more than 90 numbers, plus Dead Fish and Qingqiu, and a beautiful ghost hunting team is ready. In this way, there are actually only three people in the entire team, one is Dead Fish, one is Qingqiu, and three are me.

So I happily chatted with the dead fish: "Dead fish, when will you go to Guiyang again, if you go, I will go to Guiyang with you to see the autumn." ”

The dead fish happily said yes, yes, yes, but I found that Qingqiu ignored it. I felt a little strange: "Qingqiu, why didn't you say a word when we chatted and talked about going to Guiyang to visit you?" ”

Leng Nuan Qingqiu: "It's nothing, I, I'm just thinking about something......"

Feng Xiyan said: "Qingqiu, what are you thinking in your heart?" ”

Leng Nuan Qingqiu: "Haha...... I'm thinking about some of my own personal matters, Peach Blossom, don't ask me anymore, people will have some secrets, and it's inconvenient to say. ”

Fish in the deep sea: "It's okay peach blossom, don't force her if Qingqiu doesn't speak." Her personality is like that, she is very introverted and doesn't like to talk. Hehe. ”

I sensed a deep sense of something was wrong. Although Qingqiu is very introverted, she has never seen such a strange appearance before. And this time Qingqiu is not the only one who feels strange, even the dead fish feels very strange. What did he mean by the last hehe? If it was a normal dead fish, he would never send me away with hehe. Since he just said this, it means that he must have some things that are endless and meaningful, and he must have a lot of inside information...... But of course, I, an outsider, can't ask about these internal information, let alone say it.

What can I do?

My heart must be for the dead fish, he is my big brother after all. Although I didn't officially recognize him, in my heart, he was as close as my eldest brother. As a younger brother, of course, I hope that the eldest brother can be happy, and in the eyes of the dead fish, cold and warm autumn means happiness.

However, if the cold and warm Qingqiu makes the dead fish say hehe, it means that there is a crack in this happiness. Some things don't have to be said very clearly to be visible, even if it's just a little clue, people who are good at understanding people can clearly observe it.

I was in deep pain for this. Is there really a problem between the dead fish and the cold and warm Qingqiu, if they have never loved each other, why can they appear in the world of Journey to the West for four consecutive years in a way that looks like they are together. If you are in love, then you should let go of a lot of hypocrisy and leave only the real thing. To use the whole heart to manage such a relationship, even if the relationship really cracks because of some contradictions or something else, at least because you have loved each other and have no regrets.

However, what I really deeply doubt is that in Qingqiu's heart, did she really love the dead fish?

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Many, many years later, I heard that Qingqiu's relationship with the dead fish had broken down completely. I remembered that embarrassing ghost king mission, and from what Dead Fish and Qingqiu said, in fact, I had already foreseen today's ending. Maybe they really did something wrong from the beginning and shouldn't have been forced to pull each other apart if they weren't ready to love each other genuinely. The so-called twisted melon is not sweet, I think, like Dead Fish and Qingqiu, how can a big brother and sister-in-law who is not much older than me not know this truth?

But sometimes, in this world, it's always like this. Although I understand a lot of big truths, I still can't live this life. Everything is like a mirror, in the constant miss, gradually disappearing.