She put the books back in the bookcase and carefully arranged them one by one. When she looked at the bookcase again www.biquge.info she felt as if she had never touched it, but there were many more indescribable words in her mind, and those indelible traces left in her heart......

"Let's go. She said it to Ling Junyi, but she was obviously reluctant to leave like this.

As the chair fell, she seemed to remember something and looked up, but the confused pentagonal pattern gradually blurred, and she forgot what she should do.

She looked down and saw a man sitting at the tea table, pouring himself a drink as usual—Miji!

Purple Pupil couldn't stop this opportune moment, so she had to face it indifferently. She looked at Ling Junyi next to her, and he didn't mean to dodge, so he strode towards Miji.

"I thought I was the only one who would be moving so early!" Miggy said.

Zitong thought about it and forgot the time when she looked at the book, it should be dawn now, it's not early!" "I also thought that only me, a madman, came out so early. ”

"How's that? isn't there still him?" said Miji, looking at Ling Junyi playfully.

Ling Junyi greeted Miji in a cold tone: "Mir Gill." Long time no see. He seems to have known each other for a long time, but because they have been separated for a long time, they have long forgotten each other.

"Are you ......" Miggie's eyes were suspicious, tentative, and speculative, how could he forget?

"Hahaha......" Yuer, Miggie smiled, he smiled a little heartily, and a little helpless, more often than not, he saw it freely. What kind of person is he? He seems to be very fickle -- capricious.

Miji said half-jokingly and half-seriously: "Ling Junyi, have you learned all the things that you should learn and what you shouldn't learn......?

Purple Pupil obviously sensed that Ling Junyi's past Miji knew a lot more than she did, but now she just wanted to go—get out of here.

"Purple Pupil, I think we're going to talk about it separately. A sound of Qingyue making tea, Miji only gave her time to pour a cup of tea to consider, it should be said that no matter how she chooses, he will let her stay.

"I'm not stupid. When they all arrive, I won't be able to run away!" Zitong said and took Ling Junyi's hand and was about to leave.

"Purple Hitomi, it's okay. And I'm here!" Ling Junyi clenched her hand, the smile on his face was very warm, making people feel a kind of steady happiness. "As long as you call me, I will return to you at any time!" Ling Junyi's voice was still vaguely preserved in her ears, but his figure disappeared.

Helpless, she sat in this place again and drank tea. It's just that the fragrance of tea stays in her lips, but her heart is bitter. "Say whatever you want, I don't have time. Purple Hitomi didn't know what she meant by "no time", she was afraid that it would be too late for everything—too late to admire, too late to linger, too late to start over......

"It's strange that I want to leave you behind and I don't know what to say. Mitch said in a smug voice, and then thought about it casually.

The tea is still hot, and the heart is cold. Purple Hitomi whispered coldly: "Miji, you are such a strange person, very strange......"

"What's weird?"

"Sometimes it's very cordial, sometimes it's hard to get along with, sometimes you have to put on a kind of senior majesty, and even every time I talk to you, it's a battle that must be lost. What is the purpose of what you are doing this?" Purple Hitomi bluntly said her opinion, and it didn't matter if he was happy to hear Gao or not, anyway, she felt very comfortable when she said it.

Miggie didn't contradict her, but just sighed and said, "I'm a man of the kind who was born to hesitate. I don't know what I'm living for, and I don't even know what I'm doing right now. ”

"Then I'll tell you. You're drinking tea right now, chatting with me. ”

"Haha......" his smile and frown seemed to have become hypocritical, "If there are only these two things in my life, I would be happy, but I have to do more than what you say......"

Zitong replied very unhappily: "You still have a very important thing to do in your life - pretending to be wild (Cantonese, meaning: pretending)!"

"Well said!" said Mitch, "So, what do you think I'm pretending?"

"It doesn't matter what you pretend. The important thing is not to lose out of your truest self. ”

"But I hate, I hate my old self, so I want to change, no matter what, no matter how hard it is, I want to be different!"

"Another look?Xinqi?" Purple Hitomi read from Miji's words and deeds, he was imitating—imitating Xinqi.

"Hmm. How I envy Xinqi's innate superiority. That's something I can't pretend to imitate no matter how deliberately I do. Miggie smiled bitterly and took a sip of tea, and continued: "I tried to pretend to be him seriously, but I found that I couldn't, and I was lost, although the former self was not so perfect, but there were times when I saw a teenager named Mill Jill in my memories, I, I ......"

Zitong looked at him lightly and said three words: "Don't be excited." ”

"I miss you in the past. That you. The original you. When Miggie's eyes focused on Purple Pupil's face, the emotions in his eyes were complicated.

The purple pupils widened, and the moment she looked at him, she was disappointed again: "I'm not a substitute." Because I'm not even as good as a substitute...... Bastard!"

"You're not who you used to be. I'm not the same person anymore. As soon as he finished speaking, Purple Pupil was fortunate enough to enjoy the crisp and pleasant sound of a teacup cracking.

He smiled sickly and said, "This used to be my favorite thing to do! I used to hate drinking tea so much, so I threw a cup at will, and it was not a pity to break it, really." I can run around the village in a frenzy, and no one in the whole village has the ability to subdue me, it's the power of nature......

"It wasn't until they appeared, as if after a storm, that I found the inexplicable peace in my heart. For their sake, I am willing to change myself!

"I can't be irritable, I can't be spontaneous, I'm going to be mature, I want to protect them. However, they left. I couldn't do anything. Qingyin, Scarlet ...... They belong to me—memories from the depths of my heart. And you are a mirror between memories and reality, reflecting their light. His tone slowed down, and there was even a sense of despair that he was on the verge of death.

"In fact, every boy is a naughty child, why pretend to be a weathered person? Zitong thought so, but condensed it into four words and said: "What's wrong with me?!"

He then angrily rebuked: "I lost my face, it's your business! Don't blame me for destroying my image, because I don't have an image at all!"

"......" Purple Hitomi knew that the conversation with Miggie was a battle that she would lose, but she didn't back down. She wants to face the present so that she can better examine her existence.

"You can go back to the way you were, as long as you want to—that irascible, unruly, crazy boy!" "It would have been nice if you had met that reckless Miji sooner, or later, that girl might not have been Purple Pupils."

"But time will prove that your ideas are wrong, time will destroy your nature, everything will change! Miggy said.

Zitong calmly continued: "Time is indeed magical, and it can also allow a thing that does not exist in the first place." "Why is she still alive when she is already an empty shell?" She was slow to realize that every minute and every second of her life was competing against something else unknown - win or lose...... Does she dare to lose?" "Blame me...... If you can escape sooner, perhaps, you can't escape. Weakness is a fatal mistake!" her heart struggled.

Both seem to have forgotten their purpose in their talking. Maybe it's all about starting with the end and going farther and farther. Finally, it went around in circles. They all understand, and they still have to say it.

"Why are you leaving?" asked Miggie.

"Why didn't you let me go when you knew I was leaving?"

"If you can run, don't go. It's too slow, when are you going to go? or fast!"

Purple Hitomi didn't answer again.

"There is nothing to say. Mitch put the teacup on the table, and raised her eyebrows, the two words she wanted to hear the most, and the one she feared the most: "Let's go." ”

This is definitely the sentence that Purple Pupil has wanted to hear the most since she came to the reverse world! It is really pleasant to the ear, comparable to the bell after class! I never expected it, but it is true! But——

I don't want to go.

It's not because I like it, it's not because there's nowhere to go, and it's not because it's reluctant. But she was afraid that one day, the memory of hatred would be tormented in her heart, but she would not be able to cross the unclear boundary, nor would she be able to return to that place, and she would no longer find those strange people and things...... She has a flaw: she has a very good memory.

This is the end of the conversation with Miggie, who is obviously silent, but there is a lot of babbling in his heart. Everything is in the silence, before the mouth is spoken, after the eyes are closed......

When she opened her eyes again, her vision was chaotic before tears fell. She heard many voices whispering in her ear......