Chapter 37: The World's Farthest Distance
Since Ruhan started school, Mingyu has been working in a restaurant near Ruhan's school, with a salary of 1,000 yuan per month, although he does not have to worry about food and housing, but compared with the days of young masters in the past, it is simply a world of difference. Mingyu's behavior made Liu Shibang very angry, but after all, it was his own son, and since Mingyu left home for a month, Liu Shibang and his wife couldn't eat, couldn't sleep well, and worried about Mingyu's safety every day. Mingyu didn't know that his whereabouts were already in his father's hands, Liu Shibang had already taken care of a local friend, only Mingyu was in trouble, and immediately helped.
Since the last appearance, every day after work, Mingyu will go downstairs to Ruhan's bedroom to guard, just waiting for Ruhan to come out. On this day, when I saw Ruhan walking out of the door alone, he greeted him. After being separated for a long time, this is the first time the two have met alone.
Although dressed plainly, Mingyu is still graceful and chic, his handsome face is more contoured because of his emaciation, and the lines are as deep and clear as a knife carving. It's like a work of art crafted by a sculptor.
"Ruhan, find a place to sit for a while, I want to talk to you. Mingyu looked nervous, for fear that Ruhan would refuse. Seeing his lonely appearance, Ruhan's heart ached like a pinprick, and she knew that Mingyu had always been in his heart and had never left.
"Talk to me, what can we talk about? We really don't need to talk, after talking, you still have to live your life and choose the one your father arranged for you, isn't it?" Ruhan said with tears in her eyes and against her will, talking to Mingyu in this tone, she was more uncomfortable than Mingyu.
"Ruhan, are you still blaming me? I said that I will not listen to my father's arrangement again, and when I leave home this time, I just want to sue you, I can give up a qiē for you, including my studies and family. Ruhan's words were like a knife, pricking his already fragile nerves. Mingyu's expression was gloomy, and his expression was almost desperate, so that Ruhan couldn't bear to stimulate him anymore.
"Okay, let's go to the tea room at the school gate and sit for a while, it's windy here, you don't wear much, don't catch a cold." Hearing Ruhan's tone softened, a subtle light flashed in Mingyu's eyes, he saw hope, and secretly determined to cherish this rare opportunity and make Ruhan change his mind.
Mingyu and Ruhan walked together, attracting a lot of attention along the way, compared with Shangwen, Mingyu's aristocratic temperament is better, standing next to Ruhan, it is like a perfect match, a natural pair, especially eye-catching.
"Ruhan, do you know, when you said that you went to the tea room, I remembered the tea room near our school, where our first date was, now that I think about it, I really want to go back to that time, you and I took classes together, did questions together, and were very happy every day, unlike now, unlike now......" Mingyu sighed and didn't say any more.
Ruhan was silent, but her heart was infinitely sour, why didn't she want to go back to the past, and be with Mingyu every day?! But after going through so many things, everything has changed, there is an insurmountable gap between her and Mingyu, if you want to step over, you have to pay the price, she can afford this price, but Mingyu can't stand it, she can't let Mingyu be with her in the case of betrayal and separation, that would hurt him, and it would be too selfish.
As soon as the two walked to the school gate, they saw a familiar figure, Huang Shangwen was walking towards the two of them with a shopping bag in his hand. Seeing Mingyu, Shang Wen was not surprised, as if he expected it.
"Why? to find Ruhan?" Shang Wen asked disdainfully.
"Of course, Ruhan is my girlfriend, and it's normal for me to look for her. In front of Shang Wen, Mingyu did not show weakness, and the two of them were tense and full of anger.
"Girlfriend? Who said Ruhan is your girlfriend? You still obediently listen to your father's words, and get engaged to what Dan, Ruhan's father is not the chairman of a big consortium, and he can't climb your family." She is a low-level rich second generation, which is only suitable for an upstart like my family. Shang Wen's words were extremely mean, Ruhan couldn't listen to it, and hurriedly stopped him: "Don't say it, Shang Wen! I'll go out with Mingyu to say a few words, and I'll be back later." ”
Mingyu looked at Ruhan gratefully, Shang Wen's words he was powerless to fight back, his father's behavior hurt Ruhan, he had no confidence to quibble.
"Okay, for Ruhan's sake, I'll let you go, don't hurt Ruhan again, otherwise my Huang Dashao's fist is not vegetarian!" Shang Wen stared at Mingyu angrily, with an expression of wanting to kill him.
Ruhan pulled Mingyu's arm, signaled him not to speak, and left in a hurry with him. Ruhan's move gave Mingyu hope, and he could see that Ruhan was deliberately hiding her feelings, and in her heart, she still loved herself. The two of them had their own thoughts, so they didn't speak, and walked towards the school gate together. Looking at Mingyu beside her, Ruhan thought of one of her favorite poems:
The farthest distance in the world
Not the distance between life and death
but
I stand right before you
But you don't know that I love you
The farthest distance in the world
It's not that I'm standing in front of you
But you don't know that I love you
but they know that they love each other
But they can't be together
But it is obviously impossible to resist this thought
but pretend that they don't have you in their hearts
Ruhan never thought that her favorite song "The Farthest Distance in the World" would become the best portrayal of her and Mingyu. She suppressed her feelings for Mingyu and suppressed her love, just for fear of being hurt again, but this depression was obviously the biggest harm to herself. When she knew that Mingyu had given up her family, given up her studies, and even lost a bright future in the future, her love had already surpassed hate, or she had no more hate, but she didn't dare to get close to him, she didn't want Mingyu to sacrifice so much for her, she couldn't do it!