Chapter 19: I Am a Demon and Your Other Half
"You're awake. Pen ~ Fun ~ Pavilion www.biquge.info "Ling Junyi's child's face is very cute, dull and cute.
"Why are you still here? I don't want to see you like that, your disguise will kill what little affection I have for children. Purple Pupil looked at his flushed face coldly, he was a little embarrassed.
A white light flashed, and Ling Junyi turned into a handsome goblin with a tail.
"What about you? You shouldn't be here. Oh, the door didn't open. Purple Pupil said and was about to open the door.
Ling Junyi stepped in front of her: "I must stay by your side! I am your other half, I know you." Ling Junyi's voice ...... Purple Pupil listened carefully and felt that this voice was the voice in her heart when she was lonely before, all along, was it really him?
"The other half, why didn't you show up when I needed company before? Purple Pupil's eyes were cold, staring at him, as if interrogating the prisoner.
"I've been with you before, but you can......'t see it," Ling Junyi said with a little grievance, "But now, because you ate too much konjac candy yesterday, my body has been stimulated by your potential." I'll be with you in the future. ”
When Purple Pupil was lonely, she always faintly heard a voice whispering something to her, she thought it was an auditory hallucination, and she didn't pay much attention to it, but now, she knew that the owner of the voice really existed. It's not that she doesn't believe it, but everything happened too suddenly, it turns out that she is not alone, he has always been there, but she doesn't know it...... Purple pupils looked at his brown eyes, Shui Lingling's eyes were very good-looking, he was really the owner of that voice, he would accompany her, those insignificant companionships, the auditory hallucinations she thought about, they were all him, they had always been him?
"You're a goblin, how can you ...... with me Why does your voice feel like it's coming from my heart?" Purple Hitomi didn't look at his eyes, but noticed his tail, "And why do you have two looks?"
"I guess fate tied us together. Although my birth was just an accident...... I'm always by your side and be the other half of your mind. And my other half practiced demonism in one place, refining this ability to transform, two looks, that's because when you are tired of one me, there is another one I accompany you!" Ling Junyi said a little embarrassed, "Okay now, my body has come out, I have combined that half of your mind with the half of your cultivation, and I can finally be by your side tangibly." ”
"The other half of my mind, isn't my mind incomplete when you come out?" Zitong probably understood, but she didn't understand it, it seems that the truth is reserved for those who dare to ask.
"No, I'm out, your mind is only your own, and I can't interfere with what you want. Ling Junyi's hands unconsciously grabbed Zitong's shoulders, "I will love you forever, believe me." ”
Forever......
"When you say forever, it's the moment I remember turning around and being forgotten. Purple Hitomi blinked, as if disdaining to recall the past.
Ling Junyi has always been by her side, how could he not know the "moment when she turned around and was forgotten" in her memory?
It was the morning when Zitong was four years old, and an older sister took her out of the orphanage, and she was very scared, very sad, and crying all the way.
"Don't cry, my sister will buy you candy to eat. The sister hugged Xiao Zitong, and then looked to see if there were any candy stores around, "The candy store is a little far away, you stand here first and don't move, my sister will go buy you candy to eat, you have to wait for me to come back, don't run around, do you know." The sister touched her little head, turned around, and walked away.
Xiao Zitong nodded, blinked her blue-purple eyes, wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes with her little hand, and looked at the back of her sister who was far away, she stood in place blankly, she waited.
The candy store is so far away, there are many roads to walk over, the sister is worried that something will happen on the road, so she left Xiao Zitong there, on the way to the candy store, she has already seized the time to go back quickly.
Xiao Zitong's eyes had turned back to purple, and she widened her eyes, wanting to see the figure of that sister coming back as soon as possible, but the road was bustling with cars and traffic, and it was really not easy to find someone, why didn't she come ......back? Children are a little anxious, and Xiao Zitong is no exception, she stands on the side of the road, watching the people coming and going, looking forward to the appearance of that sister, she is a little anxious, a little dazed.
Time slipped by in waiting, and the sun was slowly moving from the east to the west. Xiao Zitong looked at the people walking by, this is not, that is not, she called a sister, but she can see clearly, it is not the one she is waiting for...... She pursed her lips and paced left and right at her pace. It's really strange, a child of a few years old is on the side of the road, and no one pays attention to it, are they blind? Is it blind in heart, too indifferent, if something happens to Xiao Zitong, will they have a good conscience?
Why didn't she come back? Did she forget? How could she do this? She said yes...... Xiao Zitong's heart had a lot of question marks, she thought that she could answer the doubts in her heart by waiting, but what she waited for was disappointment again and again, she stood helplessly in place, and her calves were numb. Xiao Zitong looked up at the sky, the sun had set, it had been waiting for almost a whole day, that sister wouldn't come back, she must have forgotten, bastard!
Xiao Zitong looked at the people who passed by, they were all walking by themselves, as if they were in a hurry to die, and no one paid attention to her at all. A feeling of being deceived filled Hitomi's heart, she wanted to cry, but thinking about it, it was obviously that sister's fault, she was not worth crying. She clenched her hands into fists, her nails embedded in her palms, it hurt, but thinking about that sister's promise, she was even more sad, she promised that other people's things could not be done, so why did she promise in the first place, let her have any hope, let her wait stupidly, and in the end only disappointed. She doesn't believe them anymore, it's all a lie, she can promise one second, but the next second she turns around and forgets about her, damn it!
"Let's go back. The voice in my heart...... Purple Pupil has always thought that the auditory hallucination, Ling Junyi guided her back to the orphanage, but from then on she was very suspicious, she was afraid of being deceived, so she would rather not believe anyone anymore, except for herself, no one can be relied on, just the voice in her heart......
"Bastard!" Zitong scolded suddenly.
Ling Junyi looked at her, she must have remembered it. It's just that what she knows is not the complete truth, and the only one who knows the truth is Ling Junyi. Actually, the sister didn't forget, she went to the candy store, bought candy, and hurried back. But on the way back, she suddenly fell to the ground and died suddenly on the road, the cause of death is unknown...... Should I tell her that it's him...... But he was all for her good, and he didn't want her to be hurt anymore.
"That'...... How long do you want me to love you?" The scar on his lips moved, but on Ling Junyi's almost perfect face, it still looked so moving.
How long does love need a time limit? It will always be just an unfulfilled promise, 10,000 years is a lie at all, and the time limit of love is unrealistic and unrealistic. Love is not food, it is not an electrical appliance, it is not a voucher, it has no expiration date, it has no lifespan, it has no expiration date, it has no expiration date, it goes bad, it spoils, it expires, it is a joke. It's just that a relationship will eventually come to an end, and the agreed deadline may finally be buried at the moment when you turn around and be forgotten. Zitong doesn't need such a promise, she is just afraid, one day, everyone will forget her, she exists in this world, no trace is left, she has not done anything to make people grateful for a lifetime of great things, no one will remember her, remember her, she is like she never existed. If she really wants to promise, she only hopes to agree on an end, and when she reaches that end, she will not regret it, that's all.
"Until the moment you die, you won't regret knowing me - it's enough for the purple pupil. It doesn't take long for you to love. ”
"You're talking about undying death, right? I will be able to do it, and I will not forget you until the last moment. ”
"At the last minute, forget about me right away!"
Ling Junyi chuckled, and the purple pupils looked at him expressionlessly—what was he laughing at?
"You should be going to cultivate, right? Stay here by yourself. Purple Hitomi said and walked out.
"Hmm. I'll be waiting for you to come back!"