Chapter Thirty-Six: No Return to the Beginning

Miji saw that only three of them had arrived, of course, except for the purple pupils who had not been seen for many days, and asked, "J Xi, why didn't your brother come to the meeting?" ”

J Xi, who was slowly sipping tea, almost choked: "He, he's still rehearsing dance music, he's really crazy when he's serious!" ”

"In that case, Jay's preparation should be fine. Pen? Interesting? Pavilion wWw. biquge。 info: How did you and Zi Lan do about the security of this ball? ”

"There shouldn't be a problem, as long as a goblin comes in, the alarm will go off. Moreover, although the auditorium is open to the public, ordinary goblins can't get in, just worry about what will happen......" J Xi looked at Zi Lan, Zi Lan smiled and motioned for him to continue, J Xi continued: "Miji, don't worry, even if that genius is not there, Zi Lan and I are capable enough to control the whole situation." ”

Miji nodded with satisfaction and continued to ask: "Zinuo, have you done a good job of publicity?" ”

"That's it. Students will arrive at the auditorium on time tonight, and of course some of them have already taken leave. Wang Zinuo explained the situation, hesitated a little, and still said: "Purple pupils...... What about her? ”

Miggie didn't answer, just silently pinched his fingers. Time passed in their silence, and he suddenly said, "It's time!" ”

"Miji, you've finally mastered the time difference between realms?" J Hee looked at Miji in surprise, his eyes blazing with only worship.

"I can't calculate the exact time, but the approximate estimate is pretty much the same." Miji said calmly, got up and walked in the direction of the cultivation world. They followed.

"Drop - approved!" This is the system voice of that door lock.

The simple and elegant door was pushed open by a pair of firm hands. A girl walked out. Her face was a little unfamiliar, and the scarlet red that still remained in her pupils made her look a little more cold, and her eyes were announcing to the world:

I'm alive!

But she didn't say it, this is simply the arrogance of the uncrowned emperor! When her eyes drifted by, she only saw the more or less amazing on their faces.

She ignored it and wanted to walk out, but Wang Zinuo grabbed her hand vigorously and said three words very softly in her ear:

"You've changed."

Purple Hitomi replied, "It doesn't matter. I'm so glad you remember me as I was. Prince. She looked straight at him - you should be happy when someone says, "You've changed," because it proves that he remembers you as you were.

J Xi shouted: "Really, this painting style changes too fast, I can't accept it!" ”

Purple Hitomi was silent. The time here was very chaotic, and she didn't know how long she had worked hard in the cultivation world, but she was hurt and hurt, but she was not understood.

She still looked at Wang Zinuo. Gille, she smiled. All the pain was annihilated in the smile on the corner of his mouth. They only found out that she was always a weird girl - always doing the wrong thing at the wrong time!

Miggie pulled out a pocket watch-like object from his pocket and relayed a message to it: "Please send the indigo dress here, thank you." ”

I don't know how long I waited, but everyone didn't speak, I didn't know what they were thinking, or what the other person was thinking...... A flying machine slowly approached, then landed gently. The thing that the aircraft was carrying was the dress that Purple Pupil chose.

"Now, it's yours." Mitch happily handed the dress to Purple Hitomi along with the box.

Just to get a piece of clothing? Is...... Bored. Could it be that she is working so hard just to get something? No! The reason why she insisted on coming out was because she wanted to prove to them that she was not a gossip, not because she was much worse than Gossier, but because they wanted them to see that she was actually stronger than Gossier, and that she could surpass her, not replace her!

Purple Hitomi wasn't smiling anymore. Her face has changed a lot, and it is still uncomfortable to look at, but it is much more pleasing to the eye. Especially the height has grown too fast, and he is about the same height as J Hee. But she could not describe her suffering. She really experienced it, and only then did she understand why many people compare life to a one-way car, and she realized that she had already sat in a certain position......

Life is a one-way bus with no return. There are many people who have waited for several lifetimes and have not been able to take this train, and how can those who are lucky enough to get on the bus be idle? Some people are soft sleepers, some people are hard seats, and some are standing tickets, even if they are fighting or grabbing, they have to win a good position for themselves! The car was crowded and someone got out of the car, leaving an empty spot. Some have betrayed their friends, squeezed out their companions, framed their opponents for this seat, and then stepped on the stepping stones made of their corpses...... Is she going to be complacent about the fact that someone else is dead but she is still alive? She was told that she was qualified, capable, and had the opportunity to sit in this seat, and that she would gladly take over the vacant seat?

Once you sit on the seat of the train of life, it means that you have to take responsibility. She didn't know where the train was heading, she only knew that before she got out of the car, there were many people who had already laid the groundwork for her ultimate mission. If there was a way out, she would have escaped...... But there were no steps behind her, so in the eyes and crowds of people, she could only pretend to inherit this position as a matter of course, and then, from this day, this moment, this second, she looked forward to the day when she got out of the car......

She took her clothes and walked away.

In front of me is a door. Purple Pupil stopped. She looked at the door again and again, but she never found any clues, but in her memory, there were countless doors surrounding, surrounding, and threatening her, and when she opened those doors, it was endless grinding. And behind every door, there is no reward, no rest, no limit, only infinite planned strategies, and in the phantom door, there is endless practice!

"Huh." That is, the moment Zitong walked into her room, the drawer opened, and Ling Junyi quickly came to her.

She looked at him, a little surprised. When she was in the cultivation world, she thought of him. She assumed that if Ling Junyi went to cultivate, she would definitely leave him behind and escape alone. But the moment she saw him, she realized how stupid her assumptions were, it seemed that Ling Junyi really loved her......

"Why are you still here?"

"I've been there all alongβ€”waiting for you to come back! Purple pupil, no matter when, no matter where, you have to believe that I and Ling Junyi will always be loyal to you! Ling Junyi swore and said without a heart: The purest love against the world is Ling Junyi's love for Purple Pupil.

These days, she has learned that they are all good to her for a purpose, they are just using her, everyone comes with a deep or shallow scheming, if Ling Junyi is purposeless, she doesn't believe it!

"It's an indigo dress!" Ling Junyi noticed the skirt in the box that Zitong was holding in his hand, "Zitong, you must look good when you wear it!" His eyes were full of anticipation, drowning out all the doubts of the purple pupils.

"Okay." She whispered yes and went into the bathroom behind the cupboard to change her clothes.

After a while, she appeared in front of him.

The purple pupils were too slim, but the skirt seemed to fit like it was made for her, and the colorful flower shadows of the skirt set off her so gracefully. The indigo skirt just reached the ground, the gorgeous pattern along the folded skirt seemed to bloom like a hundred flowers, with a blue belt, but there was a tulle hazy shrouded, the two petals of light sleeve flowers half-covered shoulders like snow, beautiful neck, her face was expressionless, but a little cold, the green silk that did not pass her shoulders was like a dark cloud, and a little messy.

"What a beautiful ......" Ling Junyi's eyes seem to be the beginning of the years, the beginning of life, everything has returned to the appearance of her when she first met.

He approached to see her, his fingertips gently brushing the hair from her face, but he also saw the shallow scar on her cheek, one, two, three...... He frowned painfully: "Purple pupil, your scar hasn't healed yet, I'll help you heal it." ”

"No, it's a sign of hard work."

"Tonight is the academy's prom, I want you to be the most beautiful protagonist!"

Suddenly, there were a lot of things on the table, mirrors, combs, hair ties, many, many beautiful things...... She sat on a chair and looked at herself in the mirror, only to find that the trauma was much better than she imagined, but it didn't matter, her face was not for others to see, she couldn't see it except when she looked in the mirror, these wounds proved how strong she was! Maybe it's because of the intransigence in my heart.

Purple Pupil saw in the mirror, Ling Junyi was standing behind her, and he said, "Purple Pupil, if I say that I learned the skill of grooming for this day, will you believe it?" ”

In fact, during the time that Zitong left, Ling Junyi was also desperately refining somewhere, and he only wanted to dress her up in person on the day Zitong came back.

Zitong didn't know Ling Junyi's intentions, but if she would do this for someone, then this person must be her deep love. She replied softly, "I will, I will believe it." ”

He picked up a bent comb and brushed it gently, scribbling her sideburns with skillful movements. One twist and one plate, one winding and one winding, tied up a circular bun. He carefully smoothed the rest of his hair, braided it into small braids that hung softly over his shoulders and adorned them with flowing satin......

Zitong didn't speak, just looked at Ling Junyi's slender fingers flying behind her, she was dazzled, and she didn't want to disturb him, so she closed her eyes and quietly recalled the days that were as cruel as an illusion......

She went to find Lao Fang first, but Lao Feng did not show up, and it seemed that he was still asleep...... The tree was still green, but he had changed his nature for the sake of two people who would not return. He has concerns, he hides them, he knows when to tell the truth and when to keep his mouth shut. Meng Qingyin and Meng Scarlet are the knots in his heart that he can never let go, does this tree really have no heart? He was still asleep. She had never understood the wonders of the Fourth Cultivation Realm, but every time she stood under the tree, her thoughts would become very strange, and she would think about many things that she would not normally dare to think about. She thought about it for a long time before she made up her mind to work hard, and then take a good look at her future after getting out of here, if she couldn't get out, she would only die here and be buried with the rotten past!

She went crazy honing her skills, strength, and speed. She opened countless doors, only to realize that the natural number is infinite, and the ability of a person is limited, in order to find the only door that can get out, she has to go through the test of speed and luck. Luckily, the door was right next to me, but it wasn't fast enough, and it was the other one that opened - the opposite of the other! How hard she worked, every time she exercised exhausted, she tried again after recuperation. She didn't know what was behind that door, she only knew that there might be an exit behind the door, and she believed that she could find it, and she kept believing it......

She sketched the circle, which really looked flawless, but when she zoomed in, she would find that the crisscrossing lines already had many angles, and a circle was not without horns. In other words, there are countless corners in a circle, so how can you become smooth? When the so-called superfluous edges and corners are discarded, isn't true perfection imperfect? She worked hard to pursue perfection, only to find that the journey was very tiring, very tired, very tired...... But it must, it has to be persistent, insistence, insistence......

She said she hated Rose because it had thorns. Later, she said, she liked the rose because it had thorns. When the skin is punctured by thorns and hurts, he does not cry. The wound healed, and a new wound bloomed, and it healed again, and so on. Finally, she found herself fearless. Mitch said that she could not stay after dark in the third room, and that there were many times when she wanted to see what would happen after dark, but she still cherished her life, and although she was not afraid of death, it was not worth it to give up her life to satisfy her curiosity. She wants to live well and let them know how strong she is, and she won't cowardly run away, let alone make mistakes stupidly!

It seems that this is an experience that everyone who has made a difference has - that silent time in memory, putting in a lot of effort, enduring the loneliness and loneliness that no one to talk about, not complaining or complaining. When I think back to this time in the future, even I feel moved......

She couldn't remember how long she had been practicing, she didn't dare to sleep lazily, she seemed to be so numb that she was tireless. When she finally went out, she found that she had been trapped, trapped by her mission! This helpless struggle, the heart that wants to escape still refuses to give up, but it has fallen into a deeper shackle......

Purple Pupil opened her eyes and looked at herself in the mirror. The unfamiliar face was so soft that she felt scared. Ling Junyi groomed her, was he just at her mercy?

"Ling Junyi, why are you being so good to me? If you have any purpose, just say it, and I will do what I can do! ”

"Purpose...... Ling Junyi's eyes focused on her in the mirror, and continued to say affectionately: "If there is really a purpose, then the only purpose is to hope to love you as much as I can in my limited life." ”

Purple Pupil turned her head to look at him, was there sincerity in those brown eyes? Even if it wasn't, she wouldn't believe he was lying. In the second they looked at them, she read something. The tender and sweet words of the past, as well as the sentence "love you with life", she understood its meaning in his eyes.

Some dialogues I didn't understand at the beginning, and when I did, I couldn't go back to the beginning.