Chapter 105: Dilemma
"That's fine," Wen Miao said with a smile, "I am also happy to see you and the prince finally married." Pen ~ fun ~ Pavilion www.biquge.info it seems that it won't be long before the prince will choose a good day and an auspicious day to marry you into the palace. ”
"I won't be married to him," Cheng Jingjing said, "When the child is born, I will find a paradise to live in." If Prince An still thinks about our mother and son, he can come to see us when he has time, and if he has no time to take care of us, I will not complain, just take my children to live quietly. ”
"Why are you doing this?" Wen Miao said in surprise: "The prince and you have the intention of having a concubine, why did you push yourself out? Don't you want to become a legitimate husband and wife with him?"
"Miao, you don't understand, in my heart marriage can only be monogamous forever. ”
Cheng Jingjing's face was full of bitterness, why didn't she want to grow old hand in hand with her beloved and go through the four seasons. It's just that no matter how much she deceives herself, she can't let herself accept the scene of serving a husband with other women. Although she is the only one in Yang Anxin, she never wants to live a life full of jealousy, calculation and conspiracy for the rest of her life.
Take 10,000 steps back and say, who knows if Yang An will like others in the future? Instead of living in pain in the future, it is better to cut the pain with his own hands.
"Monogamy?" Wen Miao couldn't understand why she had this thought, and asked suspiciously: "Jingjing, did you break your head that day." Since ancient times, men have three wives and four concubines, as a woman, as long as you do a good job of husband and children, who taught you such strange ideas?"
"yes, I broke my head. ”
Cheng Jingjing smiled bitterly, and unconsciously tears filled her eyes. It's just that she came to the wrong era and fell in love with someone she shouldn't love, and the rest of the pain was just for her to bear alone.
"Miao, is it good for you to promise me one thing," she grabbed Wen Miao's hand and pleaded: "What I told you today, I must not tell the prince, if he knows that I have a child and will leave, he will definitely go crazy." ”
Wen Miao hesitated, nodded and said, "Okay, I won't let him know." It's just that you torture yourself and the prince like this, is it really worth it?"
"I don't want to disappoint the prince, and I don't want to be sorry for myself, there is only this way to go. ”
Seeing Cheng Jingjing caught up in her own thoughts and couldn't extricate herself, Wen Miao's heart was also shaken. Although she kept saying that she wanted to leave the palace, who knew what would happen in the future, and how could Prince An let her leave quietly alone?
In any case, she can't be soft-hearted, she wants to snatch back everything that belongs to her!
Three months have passed, and Cheng Jingjing's belly is getting bigger and bigger. Although she has no reputation in the palace now, everyone privately regards her as a princess who has never passed through the door.
Prince An has never been so concerned about a woman, every three or five days when he is free to visit her, the diet on weekdays is strictly guarded, every time before eating, you must try the poison needle, I heard that the cook is still invited from the palace, and the meals are not only nutritious but also full of color and flavor. Let them, the subordinates, only drool.
In addition to the daily diet, the number of guards has also doubled, and it can be said that not even a fly can fly in.
Being taken care of by Prince An so meticulously, Cheng Jingjing's small life is getting more and more moisturized, every day is radiant and full of fetal gas, watching the baby in her belly kick herself from time to time, she also feels very happy in her heart.
"Auntie, the water here is too deep, you better go back quickly! If the prince finds out that you don't stay in the house well, we will be scolded again!"
In the gazebo of the garden of King An's Mansion, the maids anxiously circled around Cheng Jingjing, for fear that she would accidentally fall into the water.
Now that her fetus is six months old, if something happens, it is not as simple as a punishment, and it is estimated that Prince An will behead them all over the house.
"This water is so far away from me, you guys are making too much of a fuss," Cheng Jingjing said without tears: "I stayed in the house all day and was about to get sick, and it was good for the fetus to go out and breathe fresh air." If you're all so idle, go somewhere else to help. ”
"They are also afraid of being punished by the prince," Wen Miao came over from behind and said, "You don't know how to pay attention, how to come to such a dangerous place for a walk." If you hadn't crossed the stream and run back to tell me, I don't know what accident would have happened to you. ”
The main reason why they are so worried is because of an incident that happened some time ago.
At that time, Jingjing took Yuexi for a walk by the pond, but a frog suddenly appeared in the grass and jumped three feet high, which frightened her and retreated.
It had just been raining, and the ground was slippery, so she accidentally fell into the pond. Fortunately, Yue Xiyan quickly pulled her back, otherwise the consequences would be unimaginable.
Although Cheng Jingjing tried hard to hide this matter, Yang An still knew about it. On the same day, Yuexi was scolded so bloody, but fortunately, Cheng Jingjing tried her best to protect her, otherwise she would not be punished.
"Last time, it was just me who was careless," Cheng Jingjing said helplessly: "There are no frogs and no rain here, what can happen, you are just making too much fuss." ”
"Now that the child in your belly is so old, it's right to be careful in everything," Wen Miao looked at her belly enviously and said: "This child must have inherited the advantages of his father, smart and handsome, and it will be winter in four months, and I will have to make him some small padded jackets at that time." ”
Seeing that Wen Miao loved this child so much, Cheng Jingjing was also happy in her heart. But she felt weird, why Wen Miao hadn't conceived a child yet, could it be that there was something wrong with her body?
"Both sisters are here, what a coincidence today. ”
Just as she wanted to ask the doubts in her heart, she saw a person who she least wanted to see came to the gazebo.
"Say hello to Princess Zhuang. ”
Although Cheng Jingjing was wary of her, she still saluted respectfully on the surface.
"Sister doesn't have to be so polite," Zhuang Hanxue pulled her up, and said with a smile: "You are all people who are about to pass the door, everyone will be good sisters in the future, why bother to see each other like that." ”
"The princess laughed, how dare the slave and maid be worthy of you as a sister. ”
"Look at what you said, if the prince hears it, he will blame me. ”
After Zhuang Hanxue finished speaking, she stretched out her hand to Cheng Jingjing's stomach, but saw the other party hiding backwards like an electric shock. Cheng Jingjing didn't expect her body to be so resistant to her, and hurriedly explained: "Don't blame the princess, my kid is not honest at all, if someone touches him, he will kick his feet." ”
"It's really a naughty child," Zhuang Hanxue hid the anger in her eyes, and said with a smile: "I heard that the Queen Mother was the same when she was pregnant with the prince, and it is estimated that this is a little prince." ”