Chapter Seventy-Three: That Glimmer of Light

(PS: Many people say that Xu Hyun is too toxic because of the company's pressure to make Xu Joo-cheol recruit black, and there is no love in an instant, let me explain here, the group photo was caused by her being stimulated by Kim Taeyeon, and she wanted to redeem it later, and she knew that Seo Joo-cheol had known Krystal for many years, and wuli Xiaoxian was stimulated again, so she uploaded the song, and there was no way to redeem it if she regretted it later, the media has already broken the news like that, she is just a girl who works hard for her dreams, And everyone will have a little bit of selfishness, she is just an ordinary person, not a god! )

Xu Zhuzhe looked at the black crowd at the scene, and felt very uncomfortable, why? Why? I just want to stand on the stage and sing a song! I just want to stand on the stage and sing like everyone else, why do you treat me like this, is it because of rumors on the Internet? Also, who made me the national anti Xu Zhuzhe. Pen, fun, and www.biquge.info

Xu Zhuzhe smiled dismally, his nostrils widened, and he increased the rate of breathing, at least let me perform on my own stage, let's come.................

I'm heading to your house, hurry up and answer the phone!

I, I feel like you're sick

I really will die if I can't see you

Hurry up and answer the phone for 1 minute

Listen to me for now

Unable to breathe like death

Let me live! Please!

Stayed at your doorstep for 4 hours

It tears my heart, you know

Happy? Are you happy?

Throw away all the memories that carry me with me

I couldn't breathe in pain and was silent

When my tears are covered by raindrops.

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Xu Zhuzhe held the microphone in his right hand, he didn't look at the audience, his eyes were level ahead, he didn't know what he was looking at, and his whole body revealed a sad atmosphere.

It was a slightly sad song, and Xu Zhuzhe sang it with his own voice, and the sad atmosphere was even deeper.

At this time, Xu Zhuzhe felt that his left hand was being held by Xu Xian, and Xu Xian was encouraging him in this unique way.

After Xu Zhuzhe's rap was sung, it was another musical monologue by Xu Xian.

I.found.the.way.to.let.you.leave

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Unlike when Xu Zhuzhe performed, Xu Xian sang a few words, and countless fluorescent support sticks in the audience waved rhythmically again, and the audience kept screaming loudly "Xiaoxian, Xiaoxian".

It's really ironic, Xu Zhuzhe thought in his heart, he felt that these few minutes were very long, let's end it quickly, it's over.

How Xu Zhuzhe wished that this song only had a few lyrics at this time, and then, after Xu Xian's English monologue, it was a long rap of his voice.

It's going to be yourself soon, it's black again!

It was Xu Zhuzhe's turn, and Xu Zhuzhe began to sing.

His eyes unconsciously looked at the audience, and then Xu Zhuzhe's eyes widened.

It was no longer pitch black, Xu Zhuzhe saw a support stick in the back position slowly swaying with the rhythm, which was particularly conspicuous in the black.

It's like a ship that has long been lost in the dark of night and sees the tiny light from the lighthouse.

Even though it's so small, it's so bright.

Even if most people hate themselves, but there are always people who like their songs, since some people like them, they should be worthy of their love, and they should perform well, I am Xu Zhuzhe, the Xu Zhuzhe who is standing here to perform, no matter how much I am, as long as there is one person who supports me, I will guard this love, and perform seriously, Xu Zhuzhe.

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I will wait until the day I die

Whatever you say, I'll wait

I'll come back tomorrow

I'll be back tomorrow....................

After the song, Xu Xian still held Xu Zhuzhe's hand, and then the two of them bowed deeply to the audience.

Before stepping down, Seo Joo-cheol glanced at the only place holding the support stick, and he planned to thank the fan after the meeting.

"It's okay, Ah Zhe, didn't you get the blow, did you?" In the waiting room, Seo Hyun comforted Seo Joo-cheol.

Xu Zhuzhe rolled his eyes: "Cut, no matter how hard you get hit, it's not because you're angry!! ”

"Moo! Blame me, blame me, it's really because of me! ”

"Didn't you explain that after the incident?"

Xu Xian was silent, and said in a low voice after half a sound: "How could I not want to explain, how could I not explain, I can't help it, all my social accounts have long been taken back by the company, and the company has also forbidden me to be interviewed by the media alone." ”

"Nu Na really paid a lot for his dream, why didn't Nu Na explain it to me?" Xu Zhuzhe asked.

"What's the use of explaining? Do you want Ah Zhe's sympathy for me? This incident started because of me, and if Ah Zhe wants to hate it, hate me. As for dreams and stuff, I've been saving money for a long time. ”

"Eh, why are you saving money?"

"Supporting you, this is what I've always dreamed of, singing or something is just a means."

"How can you explain it to me now?"

"Because I suddenly don't want you to hate me again, if you want to hate, hate those people in the company."

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"Ah Zhe, since you have chosen this path, then you must go on well, I have experienced this kind of thing, don't resent others for no reason, and slowly walk out of your own path!"

"Inside~ There will be a day when I will like me again to those who have antined me, and one day I will become a different star. That's what I'm dreaming about now! Xu Zhuzhe said.

"Nei~ I believe there will be a day, after all, Ah Zhe, you are the protagonist of the novel!" Xu Xian looked at Xu Zhuzhe and said.

Ah Zhe, do you know that I have always had only one dream, and that is: the two of us will form a real family and live for a lifetime. For this dream, I've already saved a lot of money!

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Xu Zhuzhe didn't care how many places he won today, whether he was one or not, of course, he didn't have that much confidence.

As soon as the show ended, he ran out wearing a big mask, trying to find out who was holding a support stick to support him.

But he still muttered about the power of fans, and he went backstage to find that the corridor was already full of fans.

Xu Zhuzhe had no choice but to go back to the backstage and wait.

I really want to say thank you....... Xu Zhuzhe thought.