Fox:

If you can see this, my heart will be instantly relieved.

Because, after all, this book is written for you.

In my life, if there is anyone I am particularly sorry for, you must be one of them.

When I left you, I don't know how many tears you shed, because you were always hiding on the other side of the computer screen, and I couldn't see anything.

Since the time when I was the brightest with you in my village, you have always been the stars holding the moon and being cared for by many people. However, he brought you the first harm, and I, the second time. The parting that never looked back, let you write such a text, forget me, lick the pain in your heart......

How can I love you? My lover!

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When you came to the ancient city of Shura, maybe you didn't know it, but I also stood there, quietly watching you.

It's just that it doesn't have to be on the same plane.

You are here, I am at that time, we are here at different times, but here, I see not only the scenery, but also your figure.

It's like crossing over, in the memory of my mind, I always think of you, always think of the time, I stood with you on top of the ancient city of Shura, and your dress fluttered.

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Me and you, the most important and warmest place in these two lives, is our home.

That bright hall, the eight stewards who are joined together to form a poem, we can take whatever we want from each other, what is mine is yours, and yours is mine.

That is the warmest testimony, at that time, the warmth when we fell in love.

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However, I finally left you and left Peach Blossom Island.

The two of us used to pay together, but I ran away first.

That kind of irresponsible escape, at the time, I thought it was high-sounding, saying that it was "in order to better enter reality", but in fact, I forgot that the time I spent with you was also a reality. The Internet and reality are not fundamentally opposed.

If love is not a reality, then what else is?

There was clearly such a reality between me and you. Although it is not something that can be seen and touched at any time, our hearts can feel it.

That's the reality......

It's only because I can't change my pathetic habit that I don't have a little self-control that I left from your side, from waking up from Peach Blossom Island. In the final analysis, I really chose to leave because of the selfishness in my heart and the desire to protect my heart. You say my departure won't cause you pain, but why would you write an article like that? I know you're not happy. You say you can accept my disappearance, but when I do, you keep looking for me...... I know it all, I know it all!

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I want to ask you one last question: That is, have you lied to me?

I heard your voice on the phone before. At that time, you didn't pick up the phone, but your phone may have been pressed by mistake, and the phone was connected, and I heard a voice that I don't know if it was you.

It was a man's voice. Maybe that man is Tao, not you. Of course, between siblings, borrowing a phone is nothing.

Then, the baby said that he had discovered one thing, and that was ...... You're not a girl.

I asked him if he had any evidence, and he couldn't give me any evidence.

So, I don't have any reason to think you're cheating on me.

But......

When I started writing about Dreaming of Peach Blossom Island, I wanted to share it with you, so I searched for your name in my QQ friends.

Then, the search fails......

In my QQ friends, there is no longer Wu Yingying.

I panicked, I quickly rummaged around, rummaging through the various groups I joined! I don't know, will you stay quietly in which group I am - waking up to the Peach Blossom Island gang group, without your figure, and in other groups, which one will have your figure?

I searched for a long time, and finally found ......

In one of my groups, which has been sleeping for a long time, you still exist. The name of that group is called "Maple Goose Reserved Land".

It was a friend group in the literature section of the Xici Hutong website. At that time, I used to call you to that group and share the good times of literature with me. However, later, my version was also deserted, and there was no one in the group to speak......

Maybe that's why you forgot to quit the group. So I didn't talk in that group anymore, and I was afraid that if one day, you found out that this group moved, and you would quit......

I carefully clicked into your QQ, carefully clicked into your space, and I saw that on your QQ space, there was a signature of a poem written.

You're still as brilliant as ever. I believe that's you, and if it were someone else, it wouldn't be like this......

But, the QQ avatar is a man.

However, the QQ name "That Night, Night Slightly Cool" is obviously a masculine name......

However, on the signature of QQ itself, it is written: "I have become an expectant father, and my feelings are very complicated." ”

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My whole being was in a trance, and I felt that the answer I was asking for seemed to be understood.

Of course, when it comes to it, this cannot be called evidence. A sister is also possible to give QQ to her younger brother, and after giving it, it is also possible for the younger brother to quit all the groups and delete me...... After all, there aren't that many bonds between my brother and me, right?

But what is the greater possibility? ……

You are not Yuxian, you are Tao, I ......

It's like the Nether Dragon Show back then......

He is disguising himself as a woman he likes.

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The leaves on the maple trees are red and falling, and the birds are flying south. The geese fluttered their wings and led everyone south among the birds.

The geese are calling one after another, and the people on the ground may not be able to hear them. Only the free-spirited fox could hear the chirping of the geese.

The meaning of the four words, maple, xi, geese, language, and so on, is all here......

I sat in front of the computer typing, and I was quietly crying as I typed. In life, people always have to make all kinds of choices, and such choices will make some people happy and others sad.

But no matter what, you always have to choose. After all, I chose to be a bad guy and run away from you......

When I come home at night under the dim street lamp, I think that if there is a warm embrace waiting for me at home at this moment, then I will be the happiest and happiest existence in this family......

Reality is always warmer than virtual space.