"And as it happens, it seems like that's what I am now. ”

After thinking of this, Yu Le was really a little crying and laughing.

After all, for her, she also thinks that she can't stand it anymore.

Based on the current Yu Le's considerations, self-deception sometimes cannot be regarded as an advantage, and at the same time, from the perspective of accidents, it is also very obvious.

Yu Le here, she always feels that if she thinks about these things now, she may let herself slowly and dare not accept the reality.

"If it's really going to be like this, I think maybe I'm really going back to the past now, I don't want to go back to the past, because I'm really from the past experiences and the past, it's really not easy to come out, and it's not easy. ”

"If that's the case, it's really painful to think about it.,In terms of what I'm thinking.,In the past,Isn't that the kind of existence that I myself belong here.,I've always been very immersed in my own world.。 ”

"If that's really the case, I think I was too evasive at the time, but now it seems that everything has gotten better. ”

"So I don't want to go back to the past, and I won't be the same person I used to be, otherwise I will really think that Chen Shimei will be super wasteful, and I will think that I maybe, and I am really too stupid. ”

"It's very uncomfortable to think about. ”

Yu Le is really working hard to improve, for her, in fact, Yu Le has always thought like this in her heart, and she can see that Yu Le here has always worked hard to be strong.

If it's just a failure or something, maybe she can really accept it now, but if it's true, for her personally, she has regressed at this time.

That's a different situation.,After all, from the overall perspective now.,It's also possible to see it.,A lot of the time here.,I really just feel like I'm failing or something.,It's just that the current self is really not good enough.。

In addition, at least my own strength or something, there really won't be such a thing as regression.

But once it's more and more lively, then it's really shocking.

So thinking of Yu Le after this, she really sighed when she was here, and she could see how entangled she was in her heart now, and how unhappy she felt.

From the current overall point of view, it can be known that Yu Le here is indeed relatively stable in terms of mentality when she has a lot of time.

If it were someone else, it is estimated that his heart would have collapsed a long time ago, and it would be completely uncertain.

Thinking about such a thing, Yu Le here also smiled faintly.

"There's no way, after all, I've been through so many things, and now I'm here, if I can't stabilize my personal mentality when facing this kind of problem, I can only say that I'm too stupid. ”

"Thinking about it, from some of today's considerations, I also think that this kind of thing is really crucial, after all, those experiences, on the one hand, are my memories, and on the other hand, they are really completely a motivation to encourage me to work hard and move forward. ”

"If you can't always be affected too much by such things, but you also learn to need a lot of unhappy things to turn into your own motivation, then this is really a success. ”

"I'm really genius when I'm happy, I can always find some root problems and solutions, this kind of thing, to put it bluntly, it's really okay, the best of both worlds, and put the unhappy things I have here. ”

"And those memories that I didn't learn well have been completely disposed of. ”

"Hey, hey, hey!"

Yu Le also smiled smugly.

In this regard, it can be seen that her hot and cold mentality is indeed rare.

But this is not just Yu Le's credit, in the final analysis, Yu Le here can know this, but not only because her personal mind is very clear, so she completely thought of it.

It's because for Yu Le, when he was here, he had received Hua Ruoli's guidance before.

From this point to the point can also be seen, in fact, if the flowers here are separated from him, they can only say such things.

After all, this kind of thing, on the one hand, it does take some bad experiences to be able to experience and understand, and in the other case, that is, to put it bluntly, now Yu Le here, if she wants to know completely, the words need to be realized through the accumulation of some years.

Of course, Yu Le is still very young, so if she is here, it is naturally impossible for her to have such an idea, but Hua Ruoli is different.

At least Hua Ruoli is a year older than Yu Le, and at the same time, you must know that Hua Ruoli is from her own big family, and such a family often involves a lot of things.

Sometimes, in fact, people are smart, and some ideas or something, although it is really more critical, and it is very important, but there is one thing to say.

At least there is a certain amount of knowledge here, and then it is the individual here who understands the specific things before he can get his own conclusions and truths.

So it is precisely because of this kind of thing that it completely confirms a sentence, Yu Le's words here, in the final analysis, when considering this kind of problem, it is really better to be detached.

Sometimes, it's just something that you can't remember at all.

And at this time, Yu Le can know these things, although it is not Hua Ruoli who told Yu Le on his face, but he can also see it, in fact, it is often Hua Ruoli who is in the dark and instructs Yu Le, but this kind of thing is not so simple as not letting Yu Le find out.

So in such a situation, it really shows that Hua Ruoli secretly helped Yu Le.