Unconsciously, this novel has been written to the hundredth chapter since its release, first of all, thank you for your support all the way, attention and companionship of several book friends, classmates and friends, without your company and support, I may not be able to persevere! Here, I sincerely thank you again, thank you for your recognition and companionship all the way!

At this point in the novel, the plot of the story has been preliminarily unfolded, and the characters of the novel are also appearing one by one, although there is still a key character who has not yet appeared, but some careful readers may be able to guess some! At this point, from your comments, I also feel that each reader's focus is different, some readers are concerned about the development of the case, how to solve the mystery, some readers are concerned about the mysterious characters to pick up the veil of mystery, some readers can see my thoughts and intentions, and some readers may also see some feelings that I don't know, but you can feel through your experience! I am very happy and gratified that you can make you feel happy and interesting through this novel, and if you can still feel and gain something! Everyone's experience is a treasure, and everyone's thoughts are unique! Your thoughts and opinions are correct!

When the novel was written here, some friends sent me messages and told me how they felt, and in addition to paying attention to the development of the storyline, they also paid attention to the feelings between people! For example, a friend sent a message to me and said, why did they come to the General Bureau in the night rain, and they no longer saw the original warmth, but more indifference and even conflict between people? Isn't it too abrupt? Too realistic? Are those people in the General Administration too bad? Too unkind?

Of course, this is only my personal opinion, and some of the ideas I want to express through this novel, which may not be correct, just like the Persona website reported, just for reference!

First of all, I have also explained in the novel the environment of the special envoys of the General Administration and the relationship between people, after all, the higher the level, the more complex and difficult to distinguish between the relationships, interests, powers, and responsibilities, and if you are not careful, you may fall into the trap of people, and people have to guard against it, maybe this is also one of the reasons why they have to be indifferent! Another reason, indifference to people is not a way to protect yourself from harm? In today's complex and ever-changing society, where materialism is rampant, trust between people is lacking, and liars are rampant, how much respect and gratitude can be exchanged for enthusiasm for others?

I'll give you an example of my personal experience some time ago, there is a security guard in our community, I used to treat them very sincerely, thinking that they work hard to protect the community from infringement, I meet them on weekdays, I take the initiative to greet them enthusiastically, and I will send them a few bottles of red wine, moon cakes, zongzi or something during the New Year's holidays, but what is the result in exchange? Some time ago, I lived downstairs access control broken, the door notice said to consult the door security or property, I came back from a meeting has been more than 11 o'clock in the evening, tired, can not enter the door according to the notice said to find the door of the security guard, but the first sentence of the security guard is to shirk the responsibility, let me go to the electrician myself, my mobile phone is out of power to let him help make a call, he actually said that he and the electrician have a contradiction, I questioned him two sentences said that the door notice is for me to find the security guard, he actually spit bitter water to me, said that he can't manage so much, not his duty, I was a little angry to reply to you these bitter water to your property director to go, and tell me what to doHe actually jumped up and said how did I become awesome? I really thought it was funny, I was polite to him, he really thought he was amazing, he usually felt that he was exquisite, he thought he could speak well and would help others say good things, but he felt that he was very awesome, but how many people were like me to give him a good look? What was the result? Another owner who usually didn't give him a good look also came, and he obediently called after saying a few words to him!

After that, I never gave him a good face, a few days later, he licked his face and came up to greet me, I didn't even look at him again! What made me look down on him was his security profession, no, but he was the person! No matter what kind of person he became, I would never look up to him! In the future, if something happens, I will go directly to the property director, and if I say a word to him, I will feel that I am cheap!

But I also met another security guard, but it was completely different, took me to the bottom of the building, called to help me Zhang Luo, although I also waited for a long time, but I thanked him psychologically, although I didn't say anything, but his character I respect from the bottom of my heart!

Having said all this, one of the things I want to express is that people in this world are different from each other, and some people don't deserve your enthusiasm and sincerity at all, but because it is difficult to distinguish between people through the surface, they are forced to let people put away their enthusiasm and learn to be indifferent, maybe just to protect themselves from harm!

Looking back on my half life of stumbling all the way, when I was a child, my family was not very good, my parents were older, and they were two craftsmen, I was underage and they were old, some neighbors on weekdays, some things that relatives and friends got along with me in my eyes, my mother warned me that I was blessed a lot, to be good to people, I have been guarding, and I have been polite to others! Of course, I also want to change something through my own efforts, hoping to gain the respect and recognition of others through my own efforts, along the way, I worked hard, relying on my own strength, primary school to junior high school, junior high school to send high school, excellent results in the college entrance examination to the third place in the county's liberal arts to a key university in Beijing, after graduation in order to take care of the elderly parents, gave up the opportunity to work in Beijing back to the area where the hometown is located, and worked hard, to the provincial capital! Along the way, I have been helped by many people, and I have been recognized by many people, and I have gone smoothly along the way, and then I have bought a house, got married, and had children, as if I have really changed something! I continue to be polite and warm to every relative, friend, and classmate who knows me, thinking that I will gain their respect, but what is the result? The superficial falsehood and endless demanding, even including some close relatives, all this made me confused, confused, I didn't know what to do in exchange for their sincere goodness! I did everything I could give and do, but the result still didn't end up with them sincerely saying yes! I fell into depression! I fell into depression! I fell into depression when it should have been the most glorious time in my life, but I fell into depression! For eight years, eight years of struggle, I was hovering between depression and mania, during which many friends helped me, cared for me, and used what they thought to transform me, such as learning to see the good of others, to know how to be grateful, to be optimistic about the direction, not to care, to learn to speak, to treat others sincerely, to pay! I used their methods to change myself, according to everyone's opinion, I did not dare to refute their reasoning, as soon as I refutated, I was ruthlessly suppressed and taught! But how many of them really understood me? really stood in my position and thought about the problem for me? They thought they were right, and they came to make me change as they thought! They were all kind, they all wanted me to come out, I admit and I was grateful to them, I respected each of them, changed according to what they taught, learned to say nice things, learned to flatter others, learned to stand in other people's positions to help others consider, took the initiative to think about what others thought, and did what others wanted me to do! I don't distinguish between anyone, and I have the same enthusiasm and sincerity for everyone I meet, but what is the result? Looking back, I have lost myself! What is the result? How much ridicule and cold eyes, how many insults and contempt have I received when I help others think about it? I am actually a very proud person in my heart, and I have relied on myself all the way, and I have never opened my mouth to ask for others! But how many people have put their love debt to my parents on my head?

After eight years of struggle and thinking, I finally came out, and I lost a lot of time in eight years, but I also gained a lot! Eight years of precipitation made me learn to distinguish the difference between people, and let me learn to respect the people I should respect! Eight years of thinking made me break a love word! Family, friendship, love, human affection, and even eight years of time made me break through life and death, in eight years, if it were not for responsibility, how many times I might have embarked on the road of no return! It's just that after walking out, I can break all this, but suddenly I find that I can't love it? Looking back, life is really sad!

On the night of April 1st, on the eve of Qingming Festival, I stayed alone in the hotel of my hometown, listening to Leslie Cheung's songs, remembering this senior who may have had the same experience! Listening to his singing silence is golden, I felt a lot of emotion, 'full of confidence, I will ignore sarcasm and questioning.' Pen ~ fun ~ Pavilion www.biquge.info laughed and scolded by people, free and easy to be a man!' From the lyrics, it can be seen that although my brother saw through all this, he finally failed to come out and embarked on a road of no return! Of course, perhaps it is precisely because he has seen through the helplessness and meaninglessness of life and death that he chose April 1, April 1, April Fool's Day, to leave and make a joke with the world!

Eight years to get out, here I have to sincerely thank one person, my cousin-in-law, although he retired when I entered the unit, but his early character and reputation sheltered me along the way, so that I always have someone to help me, support me, and say good things for me along the way!

After eight years of struggle, many people said that I had changed, that I could not understand me, that I was not as good as I used to be! But what about the facts? Over the years, some people have said that I am a good person, some people think I am very bad, some people think I am stupid, some people think I am stupid, naïve, often say stupid things, do not know how to save face, and some people say that I am mature, temperamental, sincere, and credible! Eight years of experience have made me see through the world, I have long lost the heart of care, I just regard myself as a touchstone, I am what kind of person others think I am, what kind of person others think I am is because of what kind of person they are! This is to live the belly of a gentleman with their own heart! In the same way, they treat me as they treat themselves!

Do you still remember the story of Su Dongpo and Fa Yin's discussion of the Tao? Su Dongpo said that Fa Yin was ****, but Fa Yin said that Su Dongpo was the master of the Buddha! Their respective views on each other only reflected their respective hearts! Fa Yin was the master of the Buddha in his heart, and naturally everyone was the master of the Buddha!

Eight years of struggle have made me retract my sincerity, and I have learned to be indifferent, and I have always been hurt by sincerity, and I have learned to protect myself when I am hurt! But no matter what, I will always adhere to the principle of being a man and doing things! Laugh and scold people, be a man freely, do not seek earth-shattering, but seek a clear conscience, a life of righteousness, and a conscience of heaven and earth!

After the storyline, the mystery of the case will be revealed soon, but the style may not be as light and humorous as the previous one, and there may be more wind and rain, vicissitudes, and the helplessness of life and thinking about human nature! Finally, I still want to give you a song like last time, the song is the same as people, Tao, Tao, Tao, in the end, there may not be much left!

Jianghu laughs

The rivers and lakes laughed, and there was a grudge.

People make moves, laughing and hiding knives.

Hongchen smiled, smiling lonely.

The heart is too high to arrive.

The moon shines, and the road is long

People will grow old, but their hearts will never grow old

If you can't love it, you can't let it go

Can't forget, your good

It seems that flowers are not flowers and fog

The surging river can't be kept

A lifetime of pride, ambition, and arrogance

It turns out that the hero is lonely

The rivers and lakes laugh and love to be free

Love or hate, neither

Look up to the sky and smile, forget it all

Chic as the wind fluttering

Maybe you can really do love and hate, don't want it, in order not to be hurt, but when you do this, what is the meaning of life?