Chapter 189: I Want to Be a Better Person

Lin An turned his head to look at Lu Heng beside him, the corners of his lips unconsciously hooked, and he also asked, "What about you?"

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"It's rare to see anything you like. Lin An sighed, after knowing Lu Heng for so long, he showed light about other things, he didn't particularly like it, and she didn't like it in particular, she knew that it was because he didn't care about it.

Some people say that Lu Heng is cold and indifferent, but Lin'an clearly knows that Lu Heng is like burning all his souls to him, and he gives her his enthusiasm, piety, and everything.

He's good, she knows it clearly.

But it was because she knew that she didn't dare to respond to his mind hastily, because she wanted to be a better being and stand by his side.

"Senior brother. ”

"Huh, what's wrong?"

"Have you ever wanted to be better at yourself because of a person?"

Lu Heng was stunned when he heard this, and then smiled lightly: "Lin'an, I wasn't like this. ”

"What do you mean?" Lin An thought about it, but couldn't understand what Lu Heng was trying to express.

Because of you, I am who I am now.

The appearance I am today is that you have polished it little by little, whether it is dazzling or proud, it is all because of you, because you have made me who I am now.

Lu Heng said seriously in his heart, but his mouth changed the topic and said, "Why do you suddenly ask like this?"

Lin An turned his head and continued to look up at the vast starry sky, and only after a long time did he speak: "A long, long time before I met you, I always felt that it was good to be content with the status quo and have fun in time, and I have been doing this, even if I knew that I was going to become the head of the Danxia faction soon, I didn't think about working hard, and I was at ease every day, thinking that even if I couldn't make the avenue, it would be worth it to be happy like this for a lifetime." ”

When she said this, she thought that Lu Heng would be bored, but when she turned her head, she saw Lu Heng looking at her intently, and thousands of starlights sprinkled in his beautiful eyes, which made her heart move.

"And then?"

"In fact, when I first met Chixiao, what he said was not wrong. After I got an immortal cultivation sect, I was a little complacent, and I felt that I was very powerful, but my cultivation was wasted a lot. Xiaoya persuaded me, but I said that I only like to live according to my own heart, and I don't think there's anything wrong with this, so I don't want to work hard and don't want to change. Until ......"

"Until what?"

"Until I met you. Lin'an looked deeply into Lu Heng's eyes, serious to the point of almost piety: "I began to know that my so-called obedience to my heart is just willfulness, I want to change, I want to become a better person, to become a better person." ”

Lu Heng stretched out his hand, and his index finger lightly touched the center of Lin'an's eyebrows: "I know." ”

I know that you have endured boredom and loneliness, and have been cultivating hard.

I know you've let go of your impetuosity and started to look at something other than a notebook or a miscellaneous.

I know you're starting to learn and be exposed to more and more things.

I also know that you want to be strong, not because of status, but because you want to protect the people you care about.

"Lin'an, I know it all. Lu Heng's voice was gentle, but his expression was a little restrained: "Because I, like you, want to be a better existence." ”

Hearing this, Lin'an suddenly smiled, and his smile was very good: "Hmm!"

There are some things that they don't need to say, but they understand them in their hearts.

Lu Heng spread out his right arm, and tacitly pillowed up without greeting Lin'an, and then asked, "Senior brother, is there such a beautiful starry sky in the Nine Heavens?"

Lu Heng leaned his head in the direction of Lin'an's head, and then said: "No, there is no starry sky in the Nine Heavens, and the stars in the Nine Heavens are just stones in the Heavenly River, where can it compare to this scenery." ”

Lin An nodded obediently: "Why do you like the starry sky?"

She was really a little curious, why did Lu Heng, who had always been a little indifferent, like something, just like she wanted to know what was so good about herself that Lu Heng deserved to like her so much.

Lu Heng didn't speak when he heard this, and when Lin'an thought he wouldn't say it again, he opened his mouth again: "A long, long time ago, there was a person who once took me to see the starry sky like this, she told me that it was okay to be happy, or if you were unhappy, just look up at the starry sky, in the vast and vast world, a person's small sorrows and joys are insignificant." ”

"And then you fell in love with the stars?"

"yes. Lu Heng responded, and then said softly: "You have been tired from cultivation recently, let's sleep for a while, I will call you when the hydrangea can be picked." ”

"But I'm not tired, I want to talk to you. ”

Lu Heng was not afraid of anything, he was afraid that Lin'an would play a straight ball, because he couldn't resist at all.

After a while, Lu Heng came back to his senses and continued: "You are all blue and black right now, go to sleep, I am by your side, even if you fall asleep, you can be regarded as accompanying me." ”

"When I sleep, there is no one to talk to you. ”

"Oh, you can talk to me in your sleep. ”

Lin'an: "......"

Lin'an was indeed a little sleepy, so he didn't say anything more, and fell asleep on Lu Heng's arm for a while, Lu Heng stared at her sleeping face, thinking about the first time he saw the starry sky.

At that time, he was a little autistic, he didn't like to communicate with people, he didn't like to perceive the things around him, and he was paranoid about living in his own small world, but Lin'an broke into his world as an intruder and took him to the wider world.

He couldn't remember why he was angry at that time, he only remembered that at that time, Lin'an suddenly broke into the apricot blossom forest, grabbed his hand, and dragged him towards the direction of Tianmen with a smile.

"What are you going to do?"

At that time, Lin An turned around and showed a warm smile: "I, I'm going to change a spell for you to make you happy again." ”

"I'm not unhappy. ”

"You have. ”

"I don't have a heart, and people who don't have a heart won't be unhappy. ”

He remembered that Lin'an suddenly stopped his steps at that time, then turned his head to look at him with a smile and said seriously: "Ah Heng, everyone will have joys, sorrows, and sorrows, and you are no exception, you said that you have no heart, so you will not be unhappy." But I don't think so. ”

"What's wrong?"

"I thought that all that man had was engraved in the soul, not in the heart. Ah Heng, I know you, feel you, and like you, all because of your soul. ”

Lu Heng doesn't remember what kind of mood he was in at that time, but if he had a seven-trick heart like he does now, he would definitely know that he would be moved at that time.