Chapter 179: The Sore Spot
After searching for more than ten days in this way, there was no result, except for getting a Ling'er's coat, and in the end the first to give up was Luo Yanbin, he wanted to leave some hope for himself, since not finding the body is not necessarily a good thing, he comforted himself like this. Pen? Interesting? Pavilion wWw. biquge。 info
He hadn't been home for many days, he had been living in the company for the past few days, he was afraid to go home, he was afraid to go back to the room that belonged to them, he was afraid of the loneliness and loneliness.
I couldn't help the sore spot of my thoughts, and drove back to the old house.
From the moment he stepped through the door, his heart began to be unsettled.
"Uncle Luo! Come and water the flowers with me, you have to get in touch with nature more, otherwise these flowers and plants will be scared when they see you, it's too ungrounded. ”
"Come on! Come on!"
He saw Ling'er's beautiful figure bathed in the sun, holding a spray in her hand and sprinkling the grass, showing a rainbow under the sun, and she was like a fairy among the flowers, smiling at her.
"Ling'er!"
He was afraid of breaking the beauty of this moment, so he called softly, and the moment he stretched out his hand, the picture suddenly disappeared, only the spray on the ground lay there alone, and his lonely eyes darkened again.
The living room is still echoing with her laughter, she is telling her grandmother about new things, as well as what she has seen and heard on the road, and occasionally secretly pours Luo Yufei's sand at school, when it comes to the happy place, the old and the young laugh heartily, but now in addition to the grandmother sitting on the sofa in a daze, where is there that delicate figure.
"Yan Bin! Why hasn't Ling'er come back yet? She also said that she would knit a sweater for my grandmother and let me go with her to the street to choose the color of the yarn! But I can't wait every day, I always dream bad dreams these days, I'm afraid that my wife can't wait. ”
Ling'er hasn't come back since she went out that day, and the phone can't get through, even Luo Yanbin hasn't seen her for the past few days, and the old lady Luo looked at Luo Yanbin's haggard face, and her kind eyes were deeply worried.
"What's wrong with Bin'er? Is something wrong?"
The old lady's words undoubtedly pained him even more, and his grief shook his ribs with trembling, and it was blocked in his heart and in his throat, so that he could not shed tears, and he took a deep sneer, and coldness crept up his countenance again.
"It's okay, she's been to school for a while, and she'll be back in a few days when she's not busy, she'll definitely come back."
This sentence was not only said to the old lady, but also to himself, and he believed that she would definitely return.
The old lady sighed, and walked towards the bedroom with the help of the servant.
Luo Shengtian sighed deeply, they knew about it the day after the incident, they were worried about the old lady's body, so they hid it, in the past few days, Luo Yanbin has been looking for Ling'er during the day in addition to going to live in the company at night, so he is also dealing with the company's big and small matters.
Lu Cuifen didn't dare to raise her eyes to look at him, she sat on the sofa with her eyebrows and didn't dare to come out, but Luo Yanbin didn't bother to look at her, and she was no longer in the mood to blame her.
When he walked to the door, he didn't have the courage to open the door, he looked up at the baby room not far away, his heart was cold again, the two houses were empty, here carried all his future, all his hopes, but now there is nothing, there is only boundless loneliness, endless loneliness.
He closed his eyes, his trembling hands covered the doorknob, the heavy door was slowly pushed open little by little, his steps were heavy, and there was still a copy of Shakespeare on the sofa? Romeo and Juliet", the book was opened and knocked, she read this book more than three times, every time she cried when she read it, and every time she told him that the feeling after reading it was different, and each time she added a different happy ending, these are all postscripts in the book, no matter how busy he is, she will be taken away from the work in his hand, and he must listen carefully to what she says and then comment, and the result he gives is precisely because this book can become a classic because it is poignant enough, if the ending is perfect, it may not be respected by so many people, this is called the charm of regret.
So she rolls her eyes every time, she is such a sentimental and delicate girl, and she didn't think that the poignant love changed the protagonist.
Pushing open the bedroom door, the bed is clean and tidy, and there is no cat-like curled figure, and there are headphones at the head of the bed that she brought when she listened to the night, probably out of power, the indicator light is flashing, but the charging person does not know where to run.
His steps were filled with sadness, turned off the headphones, rubbed gently, and there seemed to be her breath on it, as if she could still see her falling asleep when she listened to it, and sometimes she would have saliva, that kind of cute look, which could always touch the softness in his heart.
Walking into the study, there were still books she had sorted out on the table, it seemed that she was packing up at the time, and it was about to go to school.
This is? He picked up the sun-illuminated thing on the table, this is not Ling'er's ring? She didn't wear it? It all seemed like an omen.
It is said that the man has tears and does not flick, that is not to the sad place, he slipped down the table to the ground, the sun penetrated through the glass and hit his body, but it could not shine into his heart, the coldness of the whole body was like this without the owner's ring, from the heart is empty.
Fingers touched the handwriting inside, the oath was still there, his love was there, but she was no more.
Tears slowly slipped down his good-looking and haggard face, fell to the carpet silently, and were swallowed up little by little, what else could he do now?
He took off his rings as well, put them together and put them in his shirt pocket, his big hand over the shirt pocket on his chest, and his heart beat with them.
The deep sorrow on his face and a pale, haggard color, showed that his soul was suddenly broken and ruined in an instant, and that all the joys and noises of life that had passed were gone forever.
Luo Shengtian paced back and forth at the door, the door was open, it was already night, he hadn't come out since he went in the morning, Lu Cuifen went would only make him more sad, so he wanted to send some food in, but he couldn't bear to disturb him, he needed to precipitate, how could he ease it for a while.
At this time, Luo Yanbin came out of the inner room, saw him stop in his footsteps, didn't say anything after all, and walked down the stairs past him.
Luo Shengtian looked at the food in his hand and let out a long sigh.
Luo Yanbin drove to the apartment, he hadn't come here for a long time, and he hadn't sent anyone to clean it, it had been covered with a touch of dust, he looked at the two pairs of slippers neatly at the door, his heart that had just calmed down began to throb again, he covered his aching heart and squatted at the door, this is the couple shoes that Ling'er bought at the beginning, and now there is only one person wearing shoes.
There was a knock on the door, and he was shocked, could it be ......
"Hello, sir! Happy birthday! This is your birthday cake, please sign for it. ”
The momentary hope in his eyes collapsed, and the cold air tightened his brow.