Looking at Ha Lanxun, who was bullied and powerless to resist, Keka's heart suddenly seemed to be tightly pinched together by something. Pen | fun | pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 ｉｎｆｏ

It was the first time she hated herself so much, hated her selfishness, and forced her sister away desperately for freedom. Let her sister, who has been carefree since she was a child, be forced to live in such a small border village, and suffer such humiliation.

When the child saw his mother crying, he rushed up like crazy and protected his mother with no life. Perhaps the soul is more sensitive to things like momentum, and Keka can clearly feel that the child has an aura that others do not have. At the moment of being enraged, that momentum suddenly burst out with a majestic and awe-inspiring grandeur.

The man who bullied Ha Lan Xun was scared away, and she heard Ha Lan Xun holding the child, fragile crying.

This was about the second time Kokha had heard Haranxun cry, the first time when she was about four years old, when she learned that the kitten she had given her had died.

The kitten is said to have been given to the Maharaja by a place called Persia in the west of Loulan. Ha Lanxun liked it at a glance, and asked the Maharaja for it.

At that time, they had just met for a short time, and Haranxun loved to go and play. But because she couldn't get out, many times, the two of them sat bored and stared at each other. Fortunately, Kokha is used to life without freedom, even if he sits all day, he will not feel much.

But Haranxun doesn't like it, she will be bored to sit like this. So after the Maharaja's Persian cat came, she came to her with the kitten for the first time.

Keka still remembers the happy expression when Ha Lanxun put the cat in her arms: "Sister, look, this is what I specially asked for with my father, and there is only this one in the whole Loulan!" In the future, I will not be there, and with it with you, you will not be so bored. ”

That was the first time Koka felt what love was! It was also the first time she knew that it was such a warm thing to have someone in this world who was always concerned.

The Persian cat is a very delicate animal, and is confined to a cage-like house all day long, and soon begins to be melancholy and lazy, becoming more and more invigorated, until at last it loses the will to live completely.

When Haranxun knew that the kitten was dead, his eyes immediately turned red. is obviously a young age, and those clean and clear eyes are suddenly full of sadness and guilt. The hand holding Koka trembled, and he couldn't help crying.

At that time, she only thought that she was sad about the death of the kitten, and only later did she realize that she was guilty of leaving her alone, and she could not do anything about the sadness of not being able to accompany her.

And now, she heard Ha Lanxun's cry again, but this cry was mixed with indescribable complexity and fear.

She's sorry for Haranxun! Looking back on her life, in the simple to pale interpersonal relationships, only this sister she envied the most was thinking about her from heart to heart. But the most sorry thing in her life is also this sister.

Listening to Ha Lanxun's cry, Keka secretly made up her mind that no matter what, she would guard them, her ...... Sister, and this child!

Although she didn't know if this child was Ha Lan Xun's for a long time, she called Ha Lan Xun a mother, that is, her sister's child!

Until a chance chance, from the shadow of the child reflected in the water, she seemed to see Bai Xujiu, and everything suddenly became clear.

It was also at this moment that she suddenly understood why Ha Lanxun was so ...... when she saw her and Bai Xu entangled for a long time A look of despair and dazedness.

She always thought that it was just because they were in love with each other, and it would be difficult to accept it when she saw her beloved entangled with her sister. But it turned out to be ......

At that moment, Keka only felt that the heavy guilt almost crushed all her willpower, Bai Xujiu and the child's faces alternated, they were all looking at her, and they condemned her deeply with their eyes.

When everything in front of him went dark, Koka thought that freedom was going to die again! But when she opened her eyes again, she was lying on a familiar bed, with familiar furnishings in the room and the courtyard outside where she had lived almost all her life.

So everything is just a ...... Dream? Kokha frowned, or did she say that those were all warnings given to her by the God-King, and in her dreams she was warned not to be nostalgic for things that did not belong to her.

"Sister!" Ha Lanxun's voice came, and then, the door of the room was pushed open: "Sister, I'm in!" ”

Keka sorted out his thoughts and looked at her with a smile: "Why are you here?" ”

Ha Lanxun was full of sadness: "Tomorrow is a godsend, those things taught by the old officials are boring and tight, so they will sneak out to play with you." ”

"Sister, I'm a little scared!"

Is the Heavenly Gift Tomorrow? Keka was taken aback, and asked quietly on his face: "What are you afraid of?" ”

If she remembers correctly, Haranxun will say......

"I'm afraid of tomorrow's God-given ceremony, if I am really chosen as a goddess, I will no longer be able to be free in the future. Still afraid...... If I become a goddess, Brother Xujiu will not be able to find me when he comes back! ”

Really! Keka's eyes were slightly dark, everything before was like a dream to predict the future, knowing what the future would look like, she could avoid these and give her sister happiness.

But it backfired, and he didn't shy away from talking about it at all. What can be more painful than knowing everything and not being able to do anything, not even being able to control yourself?

Keka didn't have a chance to say what she wanted to say, she was like a bystander, she knew everything, but she couldn't stop it, she didn't even have control over her body, just like an outsider who stayed in her body, quietly watching the story develop towards its original trajectory, and even more watching how she separated Ha Lanxun and Bai Xujiu little by little.

It wasn't until the scene changed abruptly that she returned to the waist of the child named Fusheng again, that she didn't know! It turned out that it was just a fantasy in the memories of Haranxun.

And this time, around the child, she saw several familiar faces. The twin sisters, her titular husband and mother-in-law...... Turns out they've already found it!

Koka smiled, this is fine, so that Haranxun can return to her original life, at least she will not have to be adrift like this orphan and widow, and suffer what she should not have suffered.

However, Ha Lanxun did not choose the capital county, but after learning the truth of the matter back then, he insisted on going to the frontier where Bai Xujiu was buried!

The bitter cold of life has already worn out all the vitality of Ha Lanxun, and her body has collapsed as soon as she is halfway through the road to southern Xinjiang. Keka watched her stubborn insistence all the way to southern Xinjiang, and she knew that all Halanxun's insistence was just a "sorry" owed to that person, and maybe a "I love you".